Human Watching - Tumblr Posts

Oh wow this is familiar. I still do this low-key. It comes from a place of wanting to fit in for me.

Like, I've always felt that the deepest parts of myself are so alien, out of place, and not the same as people I know, even among good friends, that I would observe what people around me do so I could make them more comfortable.

I studied psychology in college partly because it helped me fit in better (in a few ways), literally the science of "human watching" lol

I've learned a lot about humans tho, some things make me disgusted and angry, but at the end of the day I just want to help people and make the people I know feel comfortable. That's the kinda demon girl I am :)

Fun Fact: When I was little I used to do this thing that I called human watching. I would basically sit or stand there at recess and watch the children play. I watched every little thing they did, from their movments to their tones of speech. I would then copy them, and I quote "to try and apear more human."