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i want Natsu to know that he actually scared Lucy with his fire. mostly bc i want a true apology out of him, but also bc i want Natsu to be aware of Lucy's slight flinching, her nervous sweat and her hightened pulse - that it's from fear and not adrenaline. and i want him to worry about her, feel bad about himself that he let himself get carried away, hell, i even want him to be a bit magically constipated, not being able to give his all when he fights. he's been so focused on getting stronger to protect his loved ones, so they dont have to feel fear, but now he's the cause. i want him to deal with that troubling feeling of not being able to do something because of a mental block. and then i want Lucy to talk some sense in him, bring him back, get him out of his head, able to enter the fight without holding back. because even though she's weary of his fire, Natsu isn't himself without his willpower. and she wants Natsu to be Natsu - not Ignia, not some crazy strong demon, she wants him to be him.