I Am Not Making This Up - Tumblr Posts

These are the actual lyrics in case you're wondering, just search it up *phew*

Sometimes, I wonder if you're gonna screw this up with me, but you told James you'd kill yourself if I ever leave, and I had said that to Lily about you, so I felt seen. Everyone we know understands why it's meant to be.

I feel like this is so important to say rn. During Sunday service my ex came over to church. And on that day my pastor decided to call me up to the alter to bless me and pray for me. He prayed for the protection of my innocence and purity specifically. Then after, my pastor’s wife pulled me aside, and told her that God told her to tell me “Stay away from Jakob” (name of my ex). She didn’t know the name of my ex, they’d never even met. And prior to this Sunday service, a while ago my mom had this nightmare where I got pregnant while I was still a teen (I was her accidental teen pregnancy). Basically, my ex is to toxic and bad for me God himself felt the need to reach out and say “Stay tf away from him I am SO serious child cuz if not he gonna fuck up your future.”