I Believe In You - Tumblr Posts
A little snippet from a piece I've written.
feeling sorry for myself because my writing isn't getting any reads or interactions but then I read:
-Jen Sincero, You are a Badass, Chapter 23
"You only fail if you stop writing." -Ray Bradbury, author of Fahrenheit 451
I am so sorry that this fandom's made you uncomfortable and scared after you've done nothing wrong. I hope you don't leave because you've made this fandom an incredible experience. Trust me, none of us who truly care about you will stop you. This is your decision! However, if you do quit animating and leave the Undertale Fandom, we will support your actions and wish you the best.
I hope you will be filled with DETERMINATION once again.
~ Eclipse
ENGLISH: Underverse 0.8 part 1 might be the last Underverse episode I publish. I'm done with the toxicity, the hypocrisy, and the bias. I give up trying to explain that I'm not a monster, I just wanted to have fun with a video game that made me happy. I'm not sure if I'll come back or want to make content on YouTube anymore, I'll have to take a long break after this, find another job, I don't know, stay ayaw from all this. Every year, it's the same thing, and I don't feel comfortable in this fandom anymore. I'm not mentally okay. I'm done pretending all this hate is not affecting me. Maybe if I step aside, these people will get the attention they've been wishing for, since there won't be that person and her work they hate so much. They feel I shouldn't have gotten an opportunity in the first place and that they could've done way better, as if this fandom were a competition. Or they'll just find another target to turn into a pariah. I'll make an announcement when the trailer/full episode will be released. ESPAÑOL:
Underverse 0.8 parte 1 podría ser el último episodio de Underverse que publique. Estoy harta de la toxicidad, la hipocresía y los prejuicios.
Me rindo tratando de explicar que no soy un monstruo, solo quería divertirme con un videojuego que me hacía feliz. No estoy segura si volveré o si querré hacer contenido en YouTube nuevamente. Tendré que tomarme un largo descanso después de esto, buscar otro trabajo, no sé, alejarme de todo esto.
Cada año es lo mismo, y ya no me siento cómoda en este fandom. No estoy bien mentalmente. Estoy cansada de fingir que todo este odio no me afecta.
Tal vez si me hago a un lado, estas personas obtendrán la atención que tanto han deseado, ya que no estará esa persona y su trabajo que tanto odian, que sienten que no debería haber tenido una oportunidad en primer lugar y que podrían haberlo hecho mucho mejor, como si este fandom se tratase de una competencia. O simplemente encontrarán otro objetivo para convertir en un paria.
Haré un anuncio cuando el tráiler/ episodio completo esté listo para ser publicado.
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just in case you need this :]
Prayer request for dealing with a Habitual Sin. It sucks and I hate it and I want to stop permanently instead of falling back every few weeks to few months.