I Feel So Much Agony - Tumblr Posts
“There are times when
my longing for you overwhelms me …
so often I can think of you
only with teeth clenched.”





"This is an apology for the things I have to say
about us to get over us.
I feel most like myself when I am washing blood off my hands in the shower;
and I hope whatever is eating you alive
does it as slowly as possible.
I know it doesn't sound like it,
but this is a love poem.
this is a love poem
this is a love poem,
until it isn't anymore."




"Your absence has gone through me
like thread through a needle.
everything I do is stitched with its color."

“you and I have begun to blur”
“isn’t that how you found me?”
・*。˚✧⁺.
Franz Kafka, from “Letters to Felice”
Trista Mateer “This is an apology”
W.S. Merwin, from “Separation, The Moving Target” (Macmillan Pub Co, 1963)
Hannibal, “Dolce” (season 3, episode 6, 2015)