I Feel So Much Agony - Tumblr Posts

“There are times when

my longing for you overwhelms me …

so often I can think of you

only with teeth clenched.”

"This is an apology for the things I have to say

about us to get over us.

I feel most like myself when I am washing blood off my hands in the shower;

and I hope whatever is eating you alive

does it as slowly as possible.

I know it doesn't sound like it,

but this is a love poem.

this is a love poem

this is a love poem,

until it isn't anymore."

"Your absence has gone through me

like thread through a needle.

everything I do is stitched with its color."

“you and I have begun to blur”

“isn’t that how you found me?”

･*。˚✧⁺．

Franz Kafka, from “Letters to Felice”

Trista Mateer “This is an apology”

W.S. Merwin, from “Separation, The Moving Target” (Macmillan Pub Co, 1963)

Hannibal, “Dolce” (season 3, episode 6, 2015)