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Birthday Cake

You help Yuuji bake a birthday cake for Nobara, but the two of you get distracted.

Pairing: Itadori Yuuji x Reader (female)

Genre: smut 18+, fluff

Word Count: 4.8 k

Warnings: smut, 18+, sex in the kitchen, oral, dirty talk, creampie. This is just a PWP about Yuuji eating you out and fucking you on a countertop. All characters are of age

On a hot summer day like today, you would usually either go swimming to cool down or chill in the shade of a big tree while eating ice cream. But it's the day before Nobara's birthday, and Yuuji planned to bake a cake for her. His cooking and baking skills are pretty famous among the other students by now. So you offered to help him, and Yuuji beamed at you, happy that you volunteered and that he could spend time with you. And after all, Nobara is one of your closest friends too, so it feels right to help with her cake. That's how you find yourself in the community kitchen currently scaling flour and sugar for Yuuji, who's standing next to you. The others are at the beach today, so Nobara won't accidentally walk into the kitchen and spoil her surprise. That's why it's just Yuuji and you.

You have been dating for several months now, and sometimes it's hard to get enough time for just the two of you, with all the training and missions and meeting up with the other students. So you're really happy for these hours in the kitchen today when you can have your boyfriend all to yourself. Also, you enjoy baking too, so this promises to be a fun afternoon. But after only ten minutes, you realize that it's too hot today to do anything in the kitchen, especially when it involves an oven. You're trying to get some cool air by fanning yourself with the paper on which the recipe is printed. But it's still too hot. You already only wear a crop top and some skimpy tiny shorts because everything else would be too much cloth for these temperatures.

You put the recipe down on the counter again, and that's when you catch Yuuji looking at you. His honey eyes are trailing hungrily over your curves. Hmmm, your outfit seems to have a nice side effect.

You smile sweetly at Yuuji, "Do you like my baking outfit?"

You are aware that it shows off all your assets. The crop tank gives Yuuji a good view down your cleavage. And what's even more important to him, the shorts do nothing to hide your juicy ass! On the contrary, they are so short that they ride up over your plump cheeks and probably reveal more than they hide.

Yuuji definitely likes it. He laughs softly and scratches his neck, a bit embarrassed that you caught him ogling you. But there's a cheeky sparkle in his eyes, and he nods,

"I love your baking outfit! You look even yummier than the cake."

You both laugh, and you hit his arm playfully, "Oh shut up, you cute idiot!"

But you are so pleased and love the attention he's giving you. Maybe baking will be even more fun than you expected! Yuuji's eyes on you make you feel sexy and daring. He has a way to make you feel so desired, and it's making you happy and proud and also mighty turned on. You can't stop sneaking glances at Yuuji, either. He's also not immune to the heat, and so he's wearing his blue shorts, which show off his defined calves and his muscular thighs. And his shirt gives you a delicious view of his lean muscled arms and the v shape of his upper body. God, he looks so sexy! You're blushing just from looking at him. You force yourself to look away and continue with the cake. The next few minutes are spent in silence as you both are focused on your work. Finally, you finish scaling all the ingredients and carefully place the individual bowls in front of Yuuji.

He turns to look at you, blessing you with one of those bright, sweet smiles which light up his whole face.

"Thank you, babe!" His gaze slips to the side of your face. "Oh, there's flour on your cheek. Wait, I'll help you." He cups your face with one hand and strokes his thumb over your cheek. "It won't go off!" Before you can say anything, Yuuji steps closer, closing the space between you, and then you feel his tongue on your cheek. Your eyes widen in surprise. "Did you just lick my cheek?" "Yeahhhh, I had to!" He's so cute, and you have to join in on his bubbly laughter, but your breath also comes a bit short because the moment you felt his tongue on your skin, it went straight to your pussy. Gosh, you curse yourself for the effect Yuuji has on you. You can't get wet just from this! It's embarrassing! On the other hand...your boyfriend doesn't look unaffected either.

The way he's looking at you with that intense glint in his eyes! And there's a slight blush on his tanned cheeks too. Oh! He's turned on too! You smile to yourself as you turn away. This could be fun...

Teasing Yuuji is one of your favorite things to do because he's just so damn sweet and gets so flustered and so so horny. Suddenly you're really grateful for the hot temperatures today and that it made you dress in those skimpy shorts. Time to play! You slowly open your fist, making the spoon you've been holding clatter to the floor. "Ooops, how clumsy of me!" Actually, you have to be careful not to laugh while you bend down to pick up the spoon, making sure to wiggle your ass in the tight shorts. You know that Yuuji is getting a nice view because those shorts are really short as hell, and when you are on all fours as you are right now, they ride up on your thighs and over your ass cheeks and show more than they hide.

Did you just hear a low groan? Damn! Ok, this is getting interesting.

You grab the spoon and get up again, turning to look at Yuuji. He's quickly looking away, but you see the blush on his cheeks has deepened. It makes you smile to yourself. Such a sweet baby boy, trying to hide his horniness. But he won't be able to keep that up much longer.

"Are you ok, baby? You look a bit flushed." You ask him innocently. You reach out and put a hand on his arm, slowly caressing it and then trailing your index finger down his biceps.

"Yeah... I'm fine.. just a bit hot."

You chuckle and press a kiss to his cheek. "Me too. Let's finish Nobara's cake so we can cool off a bit."

As much as you enjoy baking with Yuuji and a much as you like Nobara, you really want this to be over quick so you can do other things with your sexy boyfriend. Things that involve even fewer clothes and something sweeter than sugar.

Yuuji nods, and you watch him add all the ingredients to the big bowl in front of him. He starts mixing them with a hand blender, looking all professional. Sexy chef Yuuji, hm? It's cute and hot at the same time. You can't stop looking at him. The way the muscles on his forearms flex! You have to bite your lower lip to prevent a moan from escaping your mouth. Ok, maybe you can't wait until the cake is finished.

You decide to be a bit more seductive, put a hand on top of Yuuji's on the blender, and slide closer to him.

"Hey, can I help? I still need practice, so I'll get as good as you one day. Can you show me, please?"

You are already pushing between him and the counter. It's a stupid request, like who needs help holding a hand blender?? But you don't care. You just need to feel your sexy boyfriend against your body right now. And hopefully, body contact will make him horny for another kind of cake than the one you are baking at the moment.

Yuuji makes a surprised noise but takes a step back to let you slip in front of him. You take the blender from his hand.

"Show me how, baby."

You whisper as you look back over your shoulder at Yuuji.

He smiles and encircles your body with his strong arms and puts a hand on top of yours.

"Ok, sweetheart. It's easy. You just do it like this."

His voice is husky against your ear, and you finally feel his body press flush against your back. And there it is! The evidence you wanted: he's half hard. Your sweet horny boy.

You smile and happily push back against him, rubbing your ass teasingly against his cock, creating the most delicious friction for him. The vibrations from the hand mixer making your whole body tremble slightly as you start mixing the dough. But honestly, the cake is the last thing on your mind right now.

Yuuji's free hand is on your waist now, his fingers caressing the naked skin between your shorts and the hem of your crop top. Then one of his fingers decides to trail downwards, slipping just the slightest bit into your shorts. It's enough to send shivers down your spine, and you realize that the skin on your arms is covered in goosebumps now despite the heat. You need him...not just want him. You need him.

You can feel Yuuji's cock filling more and more the longer it's pressed against your ass. Fuck yes!

You let your head fall back against Yuuji's shoulder and look up at him. And what a sight he is! His pink lips are parted slightly, cheeks flushed, and his pupils are dilated. God, he has his horny face. He always gets a little stupid when he's horny, and you love it.

"Baby..." you whisper and reach behind you to grab a handful of his soft pink hair and pull his head down so you can capture his lips in a hot, open-mouthed kiss.

You're making sure to let your tongue slide over his lower lip. Yuuji whimpers softly, a needy sound that makes you press your thighs together. Fuck... it's only now that you realize how wet you already are. Your panties are definitely soaked already.

Yuuji is kissing you back now, mouth opening over yours and soft lips caressing yours. His tongue licks eagerly against yours, and he's pressing his now fully erect dick against your ass. This is what you were hoping for! You deepen the kiss while slowly grinding your ass against his hardness, massaging his needy cock to full horny length.

Your intertwined hands on the blender shake, causing some dough to splatter onto your throat and tits. You don't care, but at least you have the clearness of mind to switch the kitchen appliance off and let it clatter onto the counter. You don't need it anymore. The only thing you need is your boyfriend! Yuuji's arms wrap around you from behind and pull you back against him even tighter. He's moaning into your mouth by now and starts grinding his full-on erection against you. You get lost in the feeling of being trapped between the counter and Yuuji's strong body, his soft tongue playing with yours while his hands start wandering over your body. Soon they cup your breasts, and Yuuji's thumbs brush over your nipples. Your hips yerk as pleasure shoots through your body, starting at your throbbing pussy and spreading through your stomach. Yuuji plays with your nipples, slowly circling them. At the same time, his tongue delves even deeper into your mouth, eliciting a loud moan from both of you. You know he has reached his breaking point when he pulls away from your lips with a low groan, which almost sounds like a sob. And sure enough, he breathes into your ear: "Baby, you can't do that to me. Oh fuck, I want you so bad!" His words make your heart race. He's so stupid horny now, just the way you like it. You quiver in anticipation, hoping he will give you what you crave.

"You know you can have me anytime." Yuuji lets go of you, and you instantly miss his weight against you, but a second later, you feel his hands grabbing your hips, and then he drops to his knees behind you and pulls down your shorts and panties in one fluid motion.

A surprised squeal leaves your lips. But this is what you wanted! You spread your legs automatically, pushing your ass back, so needy for your cute boyfriend. You look like a slut, you know it, but you don't care. It drives you crazy to know that Yuuji's face is right in front of your ass, seeing your pussy lips open for him as you lean on the counter and bend over for him. You're so wet! It must be almost dripping out of you, giving Yuuji a delicious view. He loves knowing how much he turns you on. As if on cue, Yuuji stars rubbing his face against your ass cheeks while moaning softly. Gosh, he's really an ass guy, isn't he? You feel soft kisses trailing over your plump flesh as Yuuji's big hands squeeze your cheeks eagerly. You can't help but whimper, sounding so desperate that with anyone else, you would feel embarrassed. But not with Yuuji. You know he loves it when you let him know how much you enjoy what he's doing to you. And then he elicits an even louder moan from you when his hot silky tongue licks over your slit. He's slowly letting his tongue slide over you, starting at your quivering hole and then all the way up to your clit, which he prods several times, making your whole body twitch with hot white pleasure. But Yuuji's strong hands on your ass are holding you securely in place and stilling your movements while his tongue keeps on playing with your swollen clit. "Yuuji, oh god! Feels.. feels so good, baby!" You hide your blushing face in your arms which are propped on the kitchen counter. His tongue is unrelentingly flicking against your wet clit, making heat spread all through your body as the exquisite pressure builds further and further. He moans against your soaking wet folds eagerly. You know how much he loves eating you out, and you are sure that his cock is leaking pre-cum just because Yuuji's fucking you with his mouth. He's really so fucking cute! His tongue leaves your clit, making you whine in protest, but it turns into a loud moan a moment later when Yuuji pushes his tongue into you. Your knees buckle when he fucks your tight hole open with his silky tongue. It's not fair how good he is at this! Your eyes fall shut as a new wave of arousal hits you. You feel tight and so hot in your deepest core. The pressure inside you growing almost unbearably. You can already tell that the orgasm Yuuji is working you towards will be very intense. His large hands are kneading your ass cheeks and massaging them firmly with those strong fingers. He's moaning unashamedly against your pussy as he fucks you deep and good with his tongue. "More, please...Yuu baby, please!" You're almost losing your mind from the pleasure, but it's not enough. His tongue is keeping you on the brink, pushing into you and teasing you closer and closer to the sweet release you're craving but not quite getting you there. You whimper, tears prickling at the corners of your eyes as your hips yerk and push down onto Yuuji's tongue desperately. But you don't have to wait long. Yuuji gets the hint, and two of his thick fingers start to rub tight circles around your needy clit, instantly making you see stars. "Oh fuck!!" You grind against his fingers eagerly, and then the pleasure explodes in white blinding light behind your closed eyelids. Your orgasm washes over you in hot thick waves. You scream his name as your body convulses, and you ride out your climax on Yuuji's tongue and his fingers. He keeps caressing you through it, only stopping when you stop shaking and slump against the counter, totally spent.

You're breathing heavily, face still resting on your forearms as you come down from your high. Yuuji is leaving a trail of kisses all over your pussy before pulling away completely. "Fuck, you're so cute when you cum on my face, babe! Almost made me nut in my pants." His voice is thick with arousal. Definitely one of your favorite sounds in the world. Your heart is still racing, but you manage to lift your head and look over your shoulder. And your breath catches in your throat when you see your boy. Yuuji is still kneeling on the kitchen floor. His lips are swollen, dark pink, and wet from all your juices, his cheeks flushed and his expression so fucked out and horny stupid. It's the most erotic sight. Even though you just came, you already feel arousal surge through you again. Yuuji looks up at you with his puppy eyes while his right-hand reaches down to cup himself through his pants. He's panting lightly and bites his lower lip, looking so desperate. "I want to fuck you so bad. Can I please?"

He's literally begging you, and it's the cutest and hottest thing you ever saw, making your pussy throb with renewed pleasure. You want him inside you so much! "You don't have to hold back, Yuuji. Just fuck me how you need it." A low needy moan falls from Yuuji's lips. Then he's on his feet and pulling off his shorts and boxers impatiently, followed by his yellow shirt, discarding everything in a messy heap on the kitchen floor. Finally, his hand closes around his gorgeous cock, pumping it several times and coating it with the pre-cum pooling at his swollen tip. You lick your lips at the yummy sight and are about to turn around entirely to get a better view. It's always a sight for sore eyes to look at a naked Yuuji, especially when he's playing with his dick. But before you can do anything, Yuuji already has you pinned against the counter once more. But this time, there's no clothing between you. Instead, his cock is pressing against your ass, slipping between the cheeks easily with how wet you are. Your eyes close in pleasure when his hard length slides over your slick folds, the head brushing your sensitive clit and sending new sparks of bliss through you. You both moan raggedly at the feel of each other's naked heated flesh. Yuuji leans down, breath hot on your neck, making you shiver despite the heat. He trails open-mouthed kisses over your skin and soft bites, which undoubtedly will leave you marked. He isn't usually the type to be very possessive and leave hickeys all over you, but the kitchen sex seems to drive him a little wild. You know he won't be able to hold back much longer. He wants that cake! And sure enough, his cock is sliding over your clit a few times more, and then you finally feel his swollen tip prods against your creamy hole. Yuuji sighs and whispers huskily against your neck: "Gonna fuck you so good, cutie." You know he will! He straightens up again, strong hands grabbing your hips tightly and finally pushes the thick head in, and you can't help but cry out softly. It always makes your pussy throb with need when he's stretching you open with that thick cock of his. Yuuji doesn't go slow today, he's already too far gone for that, and so he doesn't hesitate to ram his whole length into you with one deep thrust. Effectively pushing you down, bending you over the countertop, your ass in the air, legs spread sluttily for him. The perfect position for Yuuji to dick you down and find the sweetest angle to fuck into you. He growls into your ear. An urgent guttural sound. God, he's so horny, and it drives you crazy! A shaky whimper escapes your lips. Yuuji's cock is so perfect inside you. You feel so full. Yuuji's hands are on your ass again, kneading it with his big hands while he rolls his hips. You open your eyes and look behind you, needing to see your gorgeous man while he's inside you balls deep. He catches your gaze, heavy-lidded eyes looking at you with so much love and adoration. "Are you ok, babe? Do you like it when I fuck you like that?" Sweet Yuuji, always so eager to please you and take care of you in every way. He makes your pussy and your heart throb at the same time. "You make me so happy, Yuu. It feels so good when you fill me up like that, baby! My good boy, fucking me so good...You're gonna make me cum a second time!" You know he gets off on the praise you give him, and you want to make it so good for him today. Make him lose his cute mind. And you aren't lying. It really feels so damn good, being stretched open by your boyfriend's cock, getting fucked while bent over the kitchen counter. The cake the two of you wanted to bake is completely forgotten, and the only thing you care about is Yuuji's dick and the way he's teasing your sweet spot with every deep thrust. You clench your pussy around him and get rewarded with a loud moan. Yuuji's lashes flutter, and he's tilting his head back as more cries fall from his open lips. It's clear to see that he loves what you're doing to him. So you clench your muscles again. And that's when Yuuji snaps. "Fuck! You're so tight

around me. Milking my cock so good, baby!" He couldn't hold back even if he wanted to. One hand tangles in your hair as Yuuji pushes your head down onto the countertop, holding you in place as he fucks you with frantic deep thrusts. Your eyes roll back. It's so damn hot when Yuuji gets like that. When that sweet submissive boy suddenly becomes so dominant. You didn't exaggerate when you said he's gonna make you cum a second time. His cock is hitting that sweet spot deep inside you, making you whimper and push back onto his dick desperately. His thick cock is eliciting such filthy noises from your mouth and your pussy. Yuuji rolls his hips at an unrelentingly fast pace, and you're sure he's gonna fuck your brains out. "Yuu... Yuuji.." You just let go, let him take complete control as you slump against the counter, legs spreading wider to let him sink his cock even deeper into you. It feels so good to give yourself to him so completely. Every thrust is making you cry out softly. The pressure is building in your stomach, hot and thick, making you shake with desire. The small kitchen is filled with the sounds of rough sex. Skin slapping against skin, the filthy squelching noises of Yuuji's cock slamming into your soaking wet heat, and the loud sensual moans you both aren't even trying to keep down. You will never get enough of listening to the noises Yuuji makes during fucking. He's so loud, unashamedly making those needy sexy noises, low groans followed by whimpers and mewls. "Baby...fuck...fuck, fuck! I'm gonna cum!" Your pussy twitches at his words. "Please, cum inside me! Fill me with that sweet load!" He pushes into you, that final extra deep thrust he always makes when he nuts inside you. You gasp when he shoves you even harder against the counter, leaning down on top of you, his heavy body pressing you down. The motion makes you lose your footing from the sheer force, but Yuuji is there, strong and solid, holding you up with his dick pushed to the hilt into you, as he stills inside you and fills your pussy with his hot thick cum. He's sobbing against your neck while he pumps his whole load into you. You can't move with his weight on top of you. And so you're reduced to just moaning helplessly while you clench your walls around him again, chasing after your release too.

Yuuji's breathing slows down again and he presses a gentle kiss to the side of your neck. When he pulls out you whine in complaint. But strong hands grab you and pull you up. "Come here, sweetie. You'll get your second orgasm, I promise." He makes you turn around and lifts you onto the counter. And now you're sitting there with your legs spread wide, your needy pussy leaking your boyfriend's thick milky cum onto the countertop. It hits you how dirty it is to fuck here where you are supposed to bake a cake. Poor Nobara...You're literally sitting on some flour or sugar right now.

A jolt of pleasure runs through you at the thought. When you decided to help him bake today, you didn't expect to end up like this: pussy full of Yuuji's cum, already wrecked from one orgasm and now chasing the second one. You squirm, needing your release so much.

And then Yuuji's sun-tanned hands run over your thighs, and you know he's gonna fulfill his sexy promise. Yuuji gets on his knees again, smiling sweetly up at you from between your legs. As you look at him, you can see some of his cum trickling out of your pussy and drip onto his face. You watch in fascination as it slowly runs down his cheek and over the corner of his lips. Fuck, he looks so filthy sexy! You moan in anticipation, trembling a bit because you crave him so much. He laughs happily, and his tongue darts out to swipe up the cum at the corner of his lips. And then Yuuji's face is buried between your legs, right where you want him. He's eating you out slowly, gently while looking up at you with his pretty honey eyes. His tongue is lapping at your hole, licking up his cum that's oozing out of you. And then his lips close around your clit and suck on it, making your hips lift off the counter and jerk helplessly. "Yuujiiiiii! Ah ah, fuck baby!" Your hands grab his hair, fingers tangling tightly in his soft pink strands, something to hold on to while his lips suck your sensitive clit, and his hands are massaging your thighs. He takes turns flicking his tongue over your swollen clit and sucking on it gently.

And you watch it all, never taking your eyes off the gorgeous and sweet boy between your legs. He's fucking you stupid with his mouth. You can't help but push against him, every touch of his making the pressure inside you tighten even more. Your thighs are shaking, and Yuuji's making love to your clit, edging you closer and closer. All you can do is moan his name endlessly over and over again as tears stream down your face. This second orgasm is even more intense than the first one. Your hips are jerking wildly as the pleasure crashes over you. Yuuji's lips and tongue caress wave after wave of orgasmic bliss out of you. You cum and cum, and it won't stop. The tears on your face mix with sweat as exhaustion is taking over. When you finally can't take it anymore, you slowly let go of Yuuji's hair and cup his cheek. You can feel him smile against your pussy before he pulls away. How is it possible for someone to be this sweet? You are overcome with affection for your cute boyfriend and really glad that you offered to help him in the kitchen today. This brings you to the next thought... oh shit! Your eyes widen. "The birthday cake!" You look around and take in the chaotic state of the kitchen. Baking ingredients are strewn haphazardly all over the countertop. The mixing bowl with the dough got knocked over some time, the blender is on the floor. Your eyes land on Yuuji. He's still on the floor, sitting back on his heels, smiling up at you with a mixture of his cum and your juices smeared all over his pretty face. "Oh, I don't know what you mean. I really enjoyed the cake!" He winks at you with a cheeky grin and licks his glistening pink lips. Fuck! You're so in love with this boy! (Needless to say, after cleaning up, the two of you of course get back to work and produce the yummiest and prettiest birthday cake Nobara ever had!)

Sooooo um, yes I want to bake a cake with Yuuji, please! Also: Birthday Cake by Rihanna is 100% a Yuuji song :)

OOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHH SUNGHOON WE CAUGHT YOU ON 4K

𝑴𝑨𝑵𝑬𝑨𝑻𝑬𝑹 - 𝑭𝑰𝑽𝑬

𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈: 𝒇𝒓𝒂𝒕 𝒃𝒐𝒚!𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒌 𝒔𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒏 𝒙 𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒚 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍!𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓

𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒓𝒆: 𝒄𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒌, 𝒔𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒃𝒖𝒓𝒏, 𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒔𝒕, 𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒎𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔, 𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒈𝒆!𝒂𝒖, 𝒔𝒎𝒂𝒖

𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔: 𝒄𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈, 𝑬𝑽𝑬𝑹𝒀𝑻𝑯𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑺𝑨𝑰𝑫 𝑰𝑺 𝑨 𝑱𝑶𝑲𝑬, 𝒔𝒖𝒈𝒈𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒗𝒆, 𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒅𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒖𝒎𝒂

𝒔𝒚𝒏𝒐𝒑𝒔𝒊𝒔: 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒓𝒖𝒍𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆. 𝒔𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒏 𝒔𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒅, 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒊𝒄𝒊𝒑𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒚’𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒊𝒎𝒑𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒓𝒖𝒍𝒆, 𝒏𝒐 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒂𝒄𝒚 𝒃𝒆𝒕𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒕𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒇𝒓𝒂𝒕𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒚’𝒔. 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅𝒏’𝒕 𝒃𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒎𝒖 𝒌𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒂 𝒔𝒊𝒈𝒎𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒏 𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒓, 𝒚/𝒏… 𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕?

𝒇𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈: 𝒊𝒕𝒛𝒚, 𝒊𝒗𝒆, &𝒕𝒆𝒂𝒎, 𝒛𝒃1

𝒕𝒂𝒈𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕: 𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒏!

𝒖𝒑𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒔𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒖𝒍𝒆: 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒅𝒂𝒚

𝒘𝒄: 3𝒌

𝒎𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕 | 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒊𝒐𝒖𝒔 | 𝒏𝒆𝒙𝒕

no one loved nights out more than nishimura y/n. she was smitten for the idea of being able to forget her inhibitions, make herself feel pretty, and get drunk with her friends, although she manages to detach herself from them long enough to scope out her next male target. she didn't always love partying. a year ago, she would've said her favorite thing to do was to have a night in, snuggled up underneath a warm blanket with her boyfriend. but that was before he got the girl to open up her well-guarded heart, just to chew it up and spit it out right in her face. after her heartbreak with yudai, she vowed to never date ever again. she instead, got what she needed through the boys who worshipped the ground that she walked on. her friends claim that yudai created a monster, and to a certain extent, y/n agrees. but she was in far too deep to care.

finishing the final touches on her outfit for the party, she turned to her brother who was sat on her bed occupying himself on his phone, and waited for his approval. he nodded his head and sent her a thumbs up. "i can't believe i'm taking you to a frat party. where did i go wrong?" she mumbled, putting her shoes on. riki chuckled, watching her idly, "it's not like i wasn't gonna go anyway even if you said no," the girl stood up, a glare on her face as she slapped the back of her brother's head, and pulled him up to his feet. his figure towered over hers while he trailed behind her. "hurry up and put your shoes on, liz and chaewon are waiting for us in the car." she ordered firmly, grabbing her clutch and making her way outside, her kid following not far behind.

she got herself comfy in the driver seat, her passenger princess, chaewon sitting beside her with the younger two in the backseat. "well don't you look sexy," chaewon nodded in her best friend's direction, buckling up her seatbelt. y/n sent her a quick smile, before starting their journey to MAD house. it wasn't a long drive, being that the two houses weren't far from each other so within 10 minutes, they had arrived. they saw yeji come out to let them in, standing in the doorway and giving a small wave. the few piled out of the car, making their way to her. "you're late." she raised an eyebrow in y/n's direction. the girl shrugged nonchalantly, "outfit change. beauty takes time," she patted the older on the head before brushing by her, welcoming herself into the frat house with her little brother (or as her sisters like to call him, 'her shadow') following her footsteps.

jake let out a whistle at her outfit as she entered the kitchen where the entire group resided, making her do a little spin before approaching fuma first. "hey sweetheart," he smiled, dapping riki up before putting an arm around her shoulder. she watched her brother make an immediate beeline for jungwon, the two looking extremely pleased to see each other. "since someone can't be relied on to show up on time, most of the setting up is done, so thanks for the help." an annoying voice she was able to point out all to well, (and far too quickly for her liking) spoke out from the other side of the island counter. he somehow has a way of getting under her skin with hardly any effort. all it took was the tiniest jab, or a snarky comment under his breath to get that feeling of anger burning in her chest. she would never let it show however, she would never want sunghoon to get the satisfaction of knowing how much he irked her to her core. so she presents herself as unbothered as she possibly could.

"where's my drinks?" she fixed her hair using her reflection in her phone, not even bothering to look up, or make eye contact with him. the boy sighed in agitation, walking away to get her drinks as she hummed in triumph as she locked fingers with fuma who still had his arm around her. their group was used to their open display of affection. everyone knew how close the pair was and that their gestures and the pet names were never sexual or romantic, they just cared deeply for one another. fuma had always taken good care of y/n, so she found comfort in his presence. that being said, that didn't stop their friends from teasing them. "okay lovebirds, we're set up and we have an hour before people start showing up. i'm too sober at this point so less PDA and more alcohol intake, got it?" just as jay started whining, sunghoon reappeared with a case of drinks and two tall cans, and placed them on the counter in front of her in an aggressive manner. she didn't bother saying 'thank you' as she opened the case and slid one bottle in her little brother's direction. everyone sent her confused looks, not believing she was letting the 'protective older sister' guard down for the night. "one. you can have one. the alcohol percentage is low and you're big enough to where it won't get you too drunk. this is a trial run. if anything and i mean, ANYTHING goes wrong, you will never step foot back in this house, am i clear? you stay with one of the girls or any of the boys, yeah?" she jabbed her finger into his chest to get her point across, but the way she had to crane her neck to look up at him made their little brother/big sister dynamic ironic. "got it, mom." he rolled his eyes sarcastically, but she knew he understood. she was super nervous and anyone could tell, which was a complete 180 compared to her usual aura at any nightly function. she even contemplated staying sober for the night so she could be there with him and watch over him but before she could even get the words out, fuma put a hand over her face, stopping her,

"you enjoy your night, i got him. he's an adult, sweetheart. he can handle himself and i will be there if anything goes wrong, okay?" he put her mind at ease with a few simple words, making her sigh and nod. "gross, i'm gonna violently throw up everywhere, please for the sake of my eyes and my stomach, get a room." jake fake gagged, throwing his empty can of beer in the duo's direction. "i for one, think their friendship is cute!" liz smiled picking the beer can up off the floor and putting it in the trash can. "you're cute, jiwon." y/n blew a kiss in the younger girls direction before hearing jay mumble a sentence of an agreement under his breath. "you leave my child alone, you dog." yeji slapped his chest, watching liz's ears turn a shade of red. the group laughed at the interaction, knowing jay just liked to tease yeji and liz and never meant any harm by it. they spent their last hour of alone time drinking and conversing before they opened the doors for free entry.

after some time the house was filled, mostly with people that y/n couldn't even ponder the names of, but by this point she was too inebriated to care. she had danced with chaewon and yujin before making her grand escape, on the prowl for the cutest guy she could find. as her eyes scanned the room, they landed on her baby brother, who was seated on the couch with fuma and jungwon, clearly having the time of his life, laughing at something so hard that his face was turning red. fuma sent her a nod of his head signaling everything was okay, and she sent him a smile and blew a kiss before her eyes zeroed in on the hottest boy in the room (in her honest opinion) only to find him already looking at her. the guy beckoned her over to the wall he was leaning on, and her feet moved faster than her brain could as she pushed and maneuvered her way through the crowd of people until her feet were planted firmly in front of him. "hey pretty." she could hardly hear the boy over the bass of the music ringing her ears. she studied his face that was flushed from the alcohol in his system, his hooded eyes that trailed her figure, head to toe and his hair that was disheveled from the cap he sported earlier. "hi nicho."

"you having fun?" he asked taking a swig from the can of beer he had been holding in his hand, to which he offered her a sip but she shook her head, "no, thanks. i don't drink beer. but yes, i'm enjoying myself." the two made good conversation, talking for more than 30 minutes before they entered a conversation she wasn't prepared, nor sober enough for. "so you and matthew…" he trailed off, giving her an idea of where he was headed. she shook her head quickly, leaning on the wall next to him, "no, we're just friends. he's helping me get some of my grades up, nothing more." he nodded his head in understanding, "but either way, if you're insinuating what i think you are, you know nothing can happen between the two of us, even though i know you feel the same way about me that i do you about you. it's part of the rules." she sighed, genuinely upset she had to put a halt to his advances even though she didn't want to. "yeah? and how do you feel?" a grin took over his face, his eyes never straying away from hers. she laughed, rolling her eyes sarcastically, "That you're the finest dude on my roster, and every time we're in the same room it takes every ounce of self-control in my body to not jump your bones. sound familiar?" he nodded his head with a chuckle, "yeah, sounds about right."

nicholas couldn't even finish his sentence before someone grabbed y/n's shoulder, flipping her over so her back was against the wall, making her wince, "you dick, what the fuck is your problem?" her eyes met a pair that she used to look into so fondly, one's that used to look at her like she was the moon, the stars and everything in between. that sadness that panged in her chest quickly turned into anger, rage even. "you have some fucking nerve, yudai. what the hell do you think you're doing here?" she spat, pushing his hands off her. her ex-boyfriend sighed, not expecting the venomous response. "can we talk? please? i wouldn't have shown up here if you would answer my texts, calls, or DM's. i know your frat brothers don't like me and i understand i'm not welcome here-" his speech was cut off by nicholas who put his arm in between yudai and y/n creating some very much needed distance between the two, "yeah we don't like you, and you sure as hell are not welcome here." he frowned, a very angry look etched over his usually smiley features.

"look man, this doesn't concern you, this is between me and my girlfriend. as soon as she and i talk i'll be out of the way. this isn't my scene anyway." he brushed the younger off, ignoring his hand in front of him. "she is not your girlfriend anymore and clearly does not want to have a conversation with you." he snapped, not backing down. although the girl wasn't speaking, her eyes angrily bored into her ex-boyfriend's. "listen, man, i'm not talking to you, so mind your fucking business, alright? don't piss me off. find some other girl to be your fuck buddy for the night and get the hell out of here." yudai glared at him harshly.

"there he is!" y/n applauded sarcastically, laughing in the man's face and making him send her a puzzled yet irritated look. "i was waiting for your patience to be tested enough so we all could see the real koga yudai. i just needed a reminder of why you don't deserve a conversation with me or even an ounce of my time. you are a real-life piece of shit, and i have no interest in anything that involves you, so you can go." she dismissed him in a bored tone. "is there a problem over here?"

she snapped her head towards the voice loud enough to be heard over the booming music, a voice that under any other circumstances, would have irked her down to her bone. but she had had enough of yudai holding her hostage in the corner and was desperate for any out she could get because it was starting to be too much for her, especially it being the first time they'd seen each other in person since the breakup. "no, sunghoon there are no problems." yudai rolled his eyes, growing more and more frustrated by the human form obstacles in his way of talking to 'his girl.' sunghoon stood with his arms crossed, reading the look on his friend's face (who looks the angriest he's ever seen him), then shifting his eyes to the girl being pinned to the wall, her usually stoic face, is an artwork of emotions. she looked miserable, nearly on the brink of tears. and for the first time in years, sunghoon felt somewhat bad for his ex-best friend. he would never say that sentence out loud, and as much as he hates to admit it, all those years he spent being by her side allowed him the ability to read her emotions like a book, cover to back. her usually perfect posture has been replaced by slumped shoulders and a hunched back resting against the wall, her eyes swarmed with hurt and a mix of anger. as much as he hates nishimura y/n, he hates koga yudai even more. "seems to me that there are issues, so it's probably time for you to go." he spoke, but it sounded more like a warning than an offer. yudai shook his head a laugh dripped in sarcasm leaving his lips, "you MAD boys love sticking your noses in places they don't belong."

sunghoon ignored his comment. he hates you, he truly from the bottom of his heart does. but being raised with only his mom and sister, his conscious saw a girl being mistreated and had to step in. he told himself if it was any other girl he would've done it in a heartbeat. so his morals acted for him and without hesitation, put him in the middle, pushing his feelings towards y/n on the back burner.

"you need to leave or you're gonna have much bigger problems than a little girl barking at you." he advised the older male, who looked as if steam was about to blow out of his ears. "you' threatening me? over a girl who hates your fucking guts? you're that desperate? stand up man, you look fucking pathetic." yudai berated before grabbing y/n's wrist pulling her, and trying to lead her to the exit. sunghoon finally had enough, and quickly grabbed his arm and threw it off the girl, pushing her behind him. "nicho, go get heeseung and fuma. i tried to be nice about this but you've decided to push your luck. you have 30 seconds to get the fuck out of here before you have 9 of her angry frat brothers to deal with. we can add her not-so-little brother into the mix who honestly probably hates you more than she does, he's been on the hunt for you since he moved here. so my advice? scram." sunghoon narrowed his eyes at the man, still holding onto his wrist. yudai contemplated his options, before trailing his eyes over to his ex-girlfriend, whose small frame was slightly hidden behind her old best friend. "this isn't the last time, y/n. we're going to talk." he mumbled as he saw the other boys making their way over, some of her sorority sisters trailing not far behind. he pulled his arm out of sunghoon's grasp before storming off into the swarm of people and assumingly out of the frat house. y/n let out a breath she didn't know she was holding. "'the fuck was he doing here?" she heard her brother's angry voice approaching. "it's nothing riks, just let it go." she put a hand on his arm not wanting to talk about it.

"what the fuck did he want?" fuma scanned her body for any harm or distress, and she shook her head. "nothing, and to be honest i feel more sober than i did when i got here. so now that my buzz is killed and my energy has been drained, i'm gonna call it a night. but you guys enjoy it, yeah? hee, where should i sleep?" they didn't want her to end her night so soon, especially since on normal occasions she was usually one of the last people standing, but by the dejected look on her face, they could tell she needed it so they didn't push her. "you can sleep in my bed, i'll be quiet when i come in so i won't wake you. come on, we'll get you comfortable, yeah?" fuma put his hand on top of her head, nodding for the others to continue their night as he led her up the stairs.

she was disapointed that her night was ruined by the guy who broke her heart, but the confusion she felt was far louder, so loud that it drowned out every other emotion she had swarming through her. why did sunghoon help her? they hate each other, have done nothing but argue, and get on each other's nerves for years, so why did he get involved? and why the hell did he seem so protective?

A/N: WOOO CHILEEE😭😭she long asf LMFAO she a read fr but it literally took me forever to write this but then we’ll be back to texting chaps after this for a little while lololol ANYWAYS FUCK ME!YUDAI ALL MY HOMIES HATE ME!YUDAI!!! (he’s one of my &team biases idk why i made him the bad guy im stupid) reply to this or send an ask to be added to the taglist!! reblogs are appreciated🫂

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Ryan Gosling & Rachel McAdams in 'The Notebook' (2004) dir. Nick Cassavetes

"and i know i make the same mistakes every time bridges burn, i never learn at least i did one thing right, i'm laughing with my lover, makin' forts under covers trust him like a brother yeah, you know i did one thing right— starry eyes sparkin' up my darkest night."