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MANI STOPPP THIS IS SO CUTE I WAS ABT TO START SQUEALING AT THE BUS STOP OMG!!!!
FILLER — TEASER
⊹ it was as if the universe was trying to make a fool of you, your lack of a soulmate mark proves that. you were the person people spent time with before they found their actual soulmate, leaving you alone to mend the heartbreak yourself each time. and for a while, you were content with being just a filler, not knowing what else you could be in this kind of world. but when someone else comes along and changes your outlook on love and life, you desperately crave to realign your own stars.
pairing: tbz hyunjae x gn reader genre: not your typical soulmate au, college au, slice of life, light fluff here, lots of angst to be sprinkled in, strangers to friends to eventual lovers teaser word count: 1,787 full fic word count: honestly NO CLUE ~10k more or less warnings: swearing, eventual mental health talk, eventually you might cry release date: mid/late december but I’ll try to get it out as fast as I can <3 bully me into finishing it
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it was time for you to get your shit together. all your wallowing and moping from the most recent failed relationship had been at the expense of your studies. missing lectures and assignments that greatly impacted your gpa because of a silly boy who threw you away like nothing wasn’t worth it anymore.
this was also a part of the ongoing and vicious cycle. after getting completely heartbroken, that sadness would turn into anger. anger at yourself for being so affected and at the one who left you for having such an effect on you. after a few weeks, you’d quickly bounce back, building up those walls again and move on with your life. as if you were preparing yourself to do it all over again.
sitting in the school library, it was empty aside from the few other students who had the same crazy idea as you. the time read 10:13 pm and you were slowly growing tired, which then escalated into frustration that you were nowhere near done with catching up. your eyes grew bleary at the amount of tiny texts you were reading on your laptop screen as well as from your textbooks. but you couldn’t give up now. just one more chapter at least. as you read and simultaneously listen to your professors recorded lecture, none of your thoughts were coherent because the notes you were writing were absolute nonsense.
omg want chimckem!!!! the brain goes brrr boom thought. professor kim low-key fine. ????? !!!!!! fuzzy sock = carpet for ur feet were some of the notes that littered your notebook page. you didn’t realize what you had wrote until you had finished reading the text and just stared at your handwriting. groaning, you drop your pen and then drop your head onto the desk you were sitting at with a thud! the sudden noise in the quiet space caused a couple students to look up, but quickly returned to their own work once they found the source. it’s no biggie, just another struggling college kid. you softly bang your head against the desk repeatedly, hoping it’ll snap you out of this fatigue instead of damaging more of your braincells.
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hyunjae day <3
september 13, 1997 : the day my beautiful hyunjae was born.
happiest of birthdays to my beloved lee jaehyun. the boy who owns my entire heart & the one who makes me smile endlessly <3 my forever love, my very being exists for the sole purpose of loving you endlessly.
as much as it may seem as a shock, my love for you didn’t come right away. it was more of a gradual thing. you started off as bias wrecker, but after four months, i started to realize just how strongly i felt for you. it turns out, the love i have for you will never stop doubling. i have come to fall irrevocably in love with you more and more each day.
to me, you are a vision. a being so ethereal and perfect that it seems impossible that you actually exist. yet, it appears that you are in fact very real. crazy, right? i didn’t think so either, until i saw you with my own two eyes. i didn’t yet bias you at the time, but seeing you in concert definitely helped me come to bias you along the road. you’re a dream, lee jaehyun. truly an impossibly perfect being.
it’s unreal to think that there could be someone as talented, kindhearted, and visually beautiful who actually exists. you truly are a man of great luck; to be born a star. you’re such a gift to this sad, sometimes upsetting world. you make my day every time i see you or even think of you. i will always come to you when i need comfort or encouragement for my day to day life.
so, in conclusion, i love you infinitely, my dear boy. happy birthday to my beloved hyunjae. i wish that 25 treats you well & that you are always surrounded by love and joy wherever you go. thank you for being by my side, and i promise to always be by yours.
happy birthday, my love. <3