I Might End Up Spamming My Study Notes Here - Tumblr Posts

8 years ago

Someone come hit me

Really. Someone come hit some sense into me. Some sense of urgency. I’m way behind on my revision, but somehow I’m hitting an absolute plateau in terms of feeling and this is not helped by my recent lack of self-hate. At least back when I hated myself with more intensity, I could actually guilt myself into doing something. Now it's just dumb and annoying. Like, I wanna feel urgent, I want to feel scared and panicked, but I feel absolutely nothing. It wouldn't have been a problem if only I wasn't such a freaking procrastinator on top of being behind schedule. Gah. I. Am. (Probably.) Doomed. Can I please be allowed to spam random notes here? It might get me into the mood to study.


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