Someone Come Hit Me

Someone come hit me

Really. Someone come hit some sense into me. Some sense of urgency. I’m way behind on my revision, but somehow I’m hitting an absolute plateau in terms of feeling and this is not helped by my recent lack of self-hate. At least back when I hated myself with more intensity, I could actually guilt myself into doing something. Now it's just dumb and annoying. Like, I wanna feel urgent, I want to feel scared and panicked, but I feel absolutely nothing. It wouldn't have been a problem if only I wasn't such a freaking procrastinator on top of being behind schedule. Gah. I. Am. (Probably.) Doomed. Can I please be allowed to spam random notes here? It might get me into the mood to study.

Probs gonna be taking a short break from Tumblr

Because exams. And for anyone who knows me and is thinking, "Exams again?!" just know that my finals were two weeks after my mocks. Finals are gonna last 14 days counting today, so see yall later!

That moment when you're using A-Levels to encourage yourself "C'mon, you survived A-Levels, you can do this."

Reblogging this to apply later

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I’ve been thinking about how to contribute more to the project. Raising more awareness is the first step, but there’s only so much I can do about that. There is power in numbers, but I’d have to first get the numbers. So yeah, I was actually considering the whole “I’ll stream the playlist as many times as the number of notes this post gets” thing, but I don’t think I can practically do that (life getting in the way and all). So, I’d love if someone with better ideas can let me know how I can make this project better. I will continue to actively spread the word of this on Tumblr, and perhaps a little later on get this to Twitter and YouTube comments. And I’ve made it a point to stream the playlist at least twice a day, once using my account, and another using incognito tab. Do contact me if anyone has more ideas! I’m always up for discussions.

(And, ya know, I just might be trying to stream as many times as the number of notes, as crazy as that is. Might as well get as many views in as possible while the number of notes is low, eh? :D)

Project RM, anyone?

Err, so……I know I don’t have much presence in the fandom (understatement of the decade, that), but I’m gonna give this a try anyway. I do hope word of this can be spread by reblogs? Please, those of you who read this and wanna show support; please reblog this post instead of liking. Much thanks

Okay, to keep this short, Project RM is basically a project to increase the views of (some of) Namjoon’s MVs, namely Do You, Joke, Awake, Change and P.D.D. There is no end date for this, and there is no occasion for this either (but I was hoping the spirit of BTS Festa can set us in the mood :)). I’ve created a public playlist of the official (non-1theK) MVs, link below:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFArWe1MLW8&index=1&list=PL6HCg9FSp87Anaab60Hg9DZVZoLe97_aM

All I’m asking is just to play this playlist, one loop only, every time you see this post. It really only takes less than 20 minutes, and you can do other things while you’re listening to great music. There is no need to stream as if this was a comeback MV or such (I don’t want anyone to lose sleep or whatever over this). I just want more awareness that these MVs exist. P.D.D. especially is so underrated it doesn’t even turn up on suggestions, and it’s actually a really amazing song that I love so much.

I’m not too sure if anyone else in the fandom has already done this? So far I haven’t stumbled upon any, but if there is, I hope whatever impact I can make with this post would help their movement too.

This is really my way to show love to Namjoon; god knows that boy needs to be reminded more that he is loved by ARMYs around the world. For those of you that have read thus far, thank you. And if you do decide to give the playlist a go, my sincerest thanks once more.

TL;DR: Just read the words in bold.

Family

Sometimes, I idly wonder why I'm such a cynical b*tch when it comes to family (ie. people you associate yourself with -- as well as feel a certain kinship for, be it obliged or otherwise -- due to blood ties). And then I listen to my mum's retelling of all the shit she's been through, and I remember.

Family? That's something I choose for myself. Screw blood ties. Doesn't mean fk to me.