I Might Just Be Insane - Tumblr Posts

Y'all ever take your fav character from wherever they originally came from and slowly shape them and change them until they are practically your own little original character???

ive started to feel like ill never really be happy in life, happy with where i am and what im doing. i havent felt pure happiness since i turned 13. the only happiness ive felt is temporary, when im watching something nice or when im with my friends. i feel like im surrounded by people who love me, but im not really loved. i feel alone and sad for no reason. theres been this little ball of sadness in my chest that never seems to go away and sometimes i feel it stabbing into my heart and hurting me. how do i explain this to someone? that i feel like theres something wrong with me and something inside me is broken. that im sad, but have no reason for it, that ive spent all these years trying to understand why im so sad all the time and dont want to talk to anyone. but at the same time i wish someone could hold me while i cry into their arms. i want to feel safe enough with someone to be able to do that and not have them judge me. i dont think i will ever be happy