And Depressed - Tumblr Posts

He thought Rorke was dead he MAD

He thought school was for one day HE MAD

what charaxter archetypes do you keep writing into your characters that surely say nothing about your mental state. i keep making little guys who have trouble viewing themselves as a full person and instead just fixate on the role they expect others to expect them to play.

OMG i always wanted to do one of these!!! ok, my anwers (that are affected heavily by head canons and are mostly TFP but whatever):

1. Bumblebee. he's so pure and he's the only character that cannot be corupted by the evils of this world

2. Soundwave. He knows his stuff and he's superior

3. Silas. i don't care that everyone else hates him, he's the reason my TFP AU exist and he somehow is my confort character (don't ask, i don't know it happeded either, i just know that he makes me feel better when i'm sad)

4. Megatron, he was my first ever crush and i love him in almost every continuity, moreso in those on which he refoms

5. oh, i'm a whore for shipping, i ship everyone with everyone most of the time, and i think it shouldn't be that big a deal, as long as the ship is legal (i'm looking at you people who ship miko/sari with fully adult robots) i have no problem with it, even ships that are porposefully problematic (example: you ship MegatronXStarscream but Megs is abusive) i don't care, you do you, as long as you aren't forcing your opinions on ships onto other's opinions on ships, i'm dandy

6. i consider myself very open minded (see rant avobe), and as long as everyone is being sivil and considerate i can pretty much talk about anything with anyone

7. for me canon is a base, something you can expand upon and ad little (or big) things you like. i personally don't deviate too much from the souse but i'm not afrad to do some big changes if apropiate, but i like to preserve most things in canon as they're good and work for me, also i like to have an alredy stablished universe to work with, it's easier and i think it lends me to be more creative, the limitations makes me think of more and better things than just having a blank canvas

8. TFP for sure, it was my introduction to transformers and has been my favorite so far, i think is 'cause it wasn't too childish (like TFA or TFE) nor too adult (like bayverce), it hit a sweet spot that i don't think any new series will come to reach anytime soon

9. i prefer him without voice, i think it ads to his charm, and also is my favorite vertion of him (TFP), part of me feels bad for him 'cause his human friends can't understand him and that makes me sad! BUT the main reason i prefer him mute is because every time he has a voice the writers made him says the most stupidest of things

10. abso-fucking-lutely, he has proven more than once that he can change for the better once he realized the wrongs he made, also his intentions at the core were never malicius, he just wanted a better world for everyone but whet too far and became a tyrran. this doen't mean that he should go without punishment for what he has done, he can have little a face punching

11. not really, i think their sosiety as a whole can be peaceful but there will always be people that will try to start the war again, so there will always be figthing to keep that peace

if you read all of this and wanna talk about transformers PM me, i would love to know more people that are into my favorite series

There are some key things every Transformer Fan has to be aware of when it comes to trying to make friends with other fans.

1. Favourite Autobot.

2. Favourite Deception.

3. Favourite character that doesn’t fit into either label.

4. Favourite character overall.

5. Opinions on shipping

6. Open mindedness on certain topics.

7. If they care about the canon.

8. Favourite version of Transformers

9. If they like their Bumblebee with or without the trauma of not being able to hear his own voice

You know I’m right.

Because sometimes things just won’t work out.

Also, there’s:

10. Can Megatron be reformed?

11. Can all Cybertronians return to a peaceful state once again

Okay guys, gals and nonbinary pals. How do I speak with humans!?

It's so fucking hard. A girl said "I like your jacket!" and I got so nervous that I just said "Thank you, you look very beautiful!". Like...was it too much? How do you answer when someone compliments you? It feels awkward to just say "thank you", like...shouldn't I say a compliment in return?

Is there any extrovert, who knows what to do!?

Honestly. Real life dialogue and written dialogue is the same to me. In both cases I ask myself "Is this how two living humanbeings interact with each other!?".

How Doc looks in my mind btw

ive started to feel like ill never really be happy in life, happy with where i am and what im doing. i havent felt pure happiness since i turned 13. the only happiness ive felt is temporary, when im watching something nice or when im with my friends. i feel like im surrounded by people who love me, but im not really loved. i feel alone and sad for no reason. theres been this little ball of sadness in my chest that never seems to go away and sometimes i feel it stabbing into my heart and hurting me. how do i explain this to someone? that i feel like theres something wrong with me and something inside me is broken. that im sad, but have no reason for it, that ive spent all these years trying to understand why im so sad all the time and dont want to talk to anyone. but at the same time i wish someone could hold me while i cry into their arms. i want to feel safe enough with someone to be able to do that and not have them judge me. i dont think i will ever be happy

dominic thiem retires this month