I Need Stimulation But Every Form Of Stimulation Is Wrong Somehow - Tumblr Posts
2 years ago
I feel like adhd bored is different than neurotypical bored because like. You don’t understand. I have a billion things I could be doing. I turn on the tv. I stare at the Netflix screen for five minutes. Flip through shows and movies for the next thirty minutes. Nothing looks good. I put in a video game. Play for two minutes. Not feeling it. I load up YouTube. Watch half a video before closing the app. Maybe I’ll read a book? I stare at my giant bookshelf. The thought of starting a new book seems too hard. I lay in bed and play phone games for six hours. Nothing has gotten done. Still bored.
Tags :
just adhd things
adhd
understimulated
I can't explain how awful this is
it's a constant struggle
and no one it my rl gets this
i need stimulation but every form of stimulation is wrong somehow
i can have this happen to me and then come out of my fugue state 6 hours later
and be like
what?
It's 4:30 I had stuff to do today
and then get clawed with all the guilt of stuff I was supposed to do
actually adhd
i hate you