I Talk - Tumblr Posts
lately ive been thinking about giving up art completely.
ive thought about completely giving up for some time now , but only recently have i come close to actually doing it.
ive thought my art isn't good enough and have had the thought of giving up art for the past 6-7 years. ive even thought about burning my physical art and deleting all my art files on my laptop. its not a surprise to me that i now feel so close to completely stopping.
i have not stopped doing art because it does make me happy , and it makes others happy , and i like making people happy with my art. but i really dont know how much longer ill do any more art.
im forcing myself to draw at this point. making art really isnt that fun right now.
ill probably change my mind like i always do. i tend to fall into these depressive ruts with my art often , but eventually i pull myself out of them and keep drawing.
we'll see...i dont really know anymore. im cutting it very close to giving up my passion.
my dashboard is broken and does not let me see new posts when the small number appears next to "Home", instead it loads posts ive already seen and were posted days ago. when i open tumblr, very few new posts are shown and refreshing the page or reloading the dash does not work and brings up posts ive already seen that were posted days ago. going to another tab like "Explore" then back to the dash does not work either. the dash ends up stuck like this and trying to refresh won't bring up any new posts but just keep the same ones. so i have to find anything new from who i follow by going directly to their blog or going to the fyp...
i wasn't sure what to make ragnarok when i made a list of which sea creature every soul eater character is in my soul eater×splatoon thing and their main weapon, i was thinking of keeping him as is but being made of ink instead of black blood, but i think i might make him be those jelletons from side order, since they come from/can create black ink which is the ink color i assigned for crona (since y'know. black blood)
do you see what im getting at




updated the way i tag my posts
art: tagged as #art
text posts: tagged as #text, #i talk
reblogs: tagged as #reblog
asks & inbox messages: tagged as #ask
all tws and cws are tagged as necessary
hopefully it is a bit easier to traverse through my blog now