I Was Ok Btw Besides Weird Envangelical Bullshit - Tumblr Posts

hating nostalgia because it's rose tinted glasses is overrated. I say to myself while i remember spending my summers in a very depressed state "you remember this on a more positive light than it probably was"

yes, i embrace both views, i know its a fake high, i know that its a euphoric memory with strong middle notes of emptiness. if it reminds and makes me feel depressed why not appreciate that my brain sprinkles sugar in it.

i pick my raw thought, "staying at home on summer, dying of heat, i feel miserable for no reason, i discover future funk, its a nice genre"

and sprinkle sugar....

now it's "summer sucks so much i just want this to end please be winter. i get my phone, i click on a playlist of a genre with EUPHORIC DANCEABLE BEATS, OH MY GOD, IT SOUNDS SO JOYFUL IT'S FUNKY ITS FUTURISTIC, ITS FUTURE FUNK MY LIFE CHANGED FOREVER AFTER THIS, I WILL NEVER FORGET THE HIGH I FELT WHEN I DISCOVERED THIS IS THIS WHAT HAPINESS SOUNDS LIKE???"