I Was Talking With My Girlfriend About The Burning House Theme And Idk - Tumblr Posts
9 months ago
for the first time, i actually want to tell you something, let you in on my life.
not for the burn but for the warmth, because i love you and i want you in my life.
but you are one of the people who light the fire burning in that house. and you don’t love me enough to look past your own opinions. you don’t love me enough to put down the matches.
you don’t love me enough.
so i have to plan around the burning home. i plan an escape route, and check all the fire alarms. i fill water buckets and leave all the windows unlocked. i make sure i’m prepared for the flames, for every scenario.
becuase otherwise i will choke on the smoke that used to keep me warm.
you love me but it’s not enough and it never will be. that’s the tragedy.
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maybe this is naive and shallow
i just want her to love me enough to see past her own opinions
i was talking with my girlfriend about the burning house theme and idk
reminded me of this all again; but this time it’s in a bit of a different light
・𓂃 ₊ 🦢 。𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖔𝖚𝖗𝖈𝖊𝖘 ・ musings.
burning home
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ineptias loquor
i don’t know how to tell her what i’ve decided to do and it’s eating me alive
and i’m so excited for it too. i just want her to be happy for me