If Anyone In My House Got Any Hints That I May Or May Not Have Different Opinions Than Them Well Uh Im Financially Dependent On Them So Um - Tumblr Posts

we're cooked we're doomed idk the end is nigh or whatever god damn I just wanna be able to live in my own house and draw a guy sometimes without the ever present threat of the horrors is that too much apparently yeah cause houses aren’t achievable anymore but man m a n especially if you didn’t/couldn’t go to college and aren’t capable of working most jobs doesn’t help there’s the chance some part of my existence might be suddenly illegal or extremely dangerous yippie! the options are literally 1. people die 2. people die what the hell do you even do man how the fuck is this the election I’m gonna get forced to be a part of we’re living in hell and nobody around me believes it’ll get bad yay great oh so wonderful I can’t wait to lose rights and cause millions of deaths regardless of who gets chosen I think one of these days I’m literally just gonna die of stress it’ll either be a stroke or a heart attack or cancer or uh well ya know we’re fucked we’re screwed I wanna have some kind of an actually visible break down but ive suppressed everything so much that I don’t outwardly emote much anymore :) and the constantly dissociating thing too I guess if you ever think ‘oh yeah I can just think of guy in a situation that’s so cool’ don’t it’s a trap— although tbh this would be significantly worse without it so uh law of equivalent exchange I guess fuck fuck fuck anyway not putting this in the main tags definitely deleting this later if anyone in my house got any hints that I may or may not have different opinions than them well uh I’m financially dependent on them so um literally wouldn’t have anywhere to go if anything happened oh we’re really in it now Simon hell world there’s like what 7 genocides going on too I hate everything I hate everything I hate everything I can’t do anything to help anyone either cause I don’t have a job and I could get kicked out or treated badly at home for it not that anyone thinks very highly of me at home anyway I am kinda family disappointment number 2 I pretty sure