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Some news

So I wanted to say some things today.

First, I am so sorry to all the people that tagged me in posts or sent me messages and I never replied. In all honesty, I like to have a relatively big amount of time in front of me to answer and to have a conversation, and lately my family has taken a lot of my time. So when I don’t have that time, I just reblog stuffs. But I promise you that I will answer you as soon as possible.

Also, I think you have noticed, I reblog (and post, to a much smaller extent) very mostly Supernatural, and especially Destiel & Cockles. Truth is, I created my Tumblr account just so I could have my daily dose of pure concentrated Supernatural, and I never imagined that I would have followers (just like Twitter to be fair), that I would want to post things too, and not just see them and keep them in a corner of my computer. And with the “Be The Clarence” campaign going on right nown (bless you Rachel Miner for being this bright soul), I want to bring my little light to my favorite fandom of all.

Let me explain. Supernatural has saved my sorry ass. I just finished two years of school hell. I knew it would be very very intense and difficult but I never thought it would bring me down and break me like these past two years did. When I finished highschool, I was hopeful, optimist, determined, perseverant, strong. Today I don’t see any of this in me, because of shitty teachers that think the most effective way to make their students succeed is to pressure them and tell them everyday that they are lazy, that they will never succeed in anything like this, and that they don’t belong where they are. Fuck you. 

So during these two years of tears and self-loathing (and major family issues because where would be the fun otherwise), I clung onto Supernatural and the Supernatural family like my life depended on it (I have to be clear: I was, and still am depressive but I’ve never been suicidal). I had known Supernatural for three years already and I knew it was the fandom I preferred but I never imagined how much it would mean to me. I was already addicted, I became obsessed.

Anyway, during these two awful years, when I seeked refuge in Supernatural, I only saw the bright, best side of the fandom. I truly thought everyone in this fandom was mature enough to accept and respect one another, and that we were truly one, big family, absolutely all of us, as this is what I saw during conventions. So I joined Facebook fan groups, and Tumblr, and Twitter, and I followed more and more people in the fandom.

And slowly, everyday, reality hit me in the face. There’s no such things as “the best fandom”, a fandom where no one spreads hate for free because they need to get it out of their systems and fandoms are good places to do it. Slowly, I met the toxic side of the Supernatural fandom. People hating Misha or Jared or Jensen or their wives or shippers or non-shippers or anyone, really. Free hate, because free hate is everywhere in the world. 

These past few days, I’ve been a lot on Twitter. My Twitter is full of American fucked up news (I mean Nazis, really?) and people in the fandom fighting for absolutely anything. One day it’s a description of a fish species by Misha that offended someone and so this someone claimed loudly that Misha is transphobic. Another day, it’s Gen that’s taking Jared into hostage. The third, it’s Misha that makes Jensen uncomfortable and really people should stop rooting for him. Then, it’s whether J2 should speak up about Nazis and white supremacists or not. 

And it destroyed me. What had given me hope and made me keep going for these past two horrible years was nowhere to be seen. My Supernatural family, my beacon in all this darkness, had disappeared. The only tweets that were bright were the ones from the cast about either a convention or the “Be The Clarence” campaign. Even the people with whom I agree seemed violent to me. And this is not a criticism. They have all the rights to argue back and to be very direct. It’s just not what I came here and on Twitter for.

What I want to see is positivism. I want to see love, and support, and respect, and I know, because I’ve seen only this for 5 years, that this fandom is full of that. It’s just not the only thing I see anymore. I spend my day crying on myself (figuratively) about how I want to find and stay with this part of the fandom only. And then I remembered something that the admins of my Facebook fan group always say: if you don’t see the posts that you want to see, then create them. 

I have so many memes, gifs, fanarts, pictures, theories, analysis of Supernatural stocked in my computer and my phone, and I never share them. And I have my love, support, and respect. So you know what? I’m gonna share my light, because I’m done crying on myself and doing nothing to fix it when it’s the exact behaviour I can’t stand from others. 

I will not answer free hate with arguments, but with love. If I see hate in this fandom, I will answer with love and appreciation, but not replying to the ones that hate. Just being louder than them. I don’t want to deify the cast or the characters, or adore Supernatural as the best show ever made, because nothing is perfect, and we have lots of flaws, but I want to bring people together around the things they love. Like I’ve thought we’ve been doing all these years. 

That doesn’t mean I won’t share my opinions, especially with theories and analysis. But I won’t get into any controverses or scandals. If you want my opinion on such a thing, I will give it, because I’m not ashamed of my opinions, but please always know that it is my opinion only, and I don’t want you to come back at me saying I’m wrong or starting a fight. If you disagree with me on controverses or scandals, fine, but I don’t want to fight.

I agree on sharing opinions. On truly debating. If you have a different opinion than mine, and want to share it to me, but remaining conscious that this is your opinion only, as much as it was my opinion only in the first place, then I will love to debate with you, because that’s what debating is. But if you tell me I’m wrong, that my opinion isn’t valid, or similar else, know right now that you will never hear any answer from me. It doesn’t mean you “won”, it only means that I don’t want to fight. 

SOOOOOOOOOOO

All this to say; I will try my best to be more active here, answering the people that I’ve never answered, and posting more. Bring out the love!

JAPANESE AIBA ANTLION !!!!!!! ^_^ ILL TARANSLATE IT NOWW !!!!!!! おい伊達、見ろ、アリジゴクさんがいるぞ！わぁーいわぁーい、アリジゴクさんだぁー！

i’ve had a bad thought

(it’s finnick in love with his cute little tribute and him getting jealous when she meets other tributes so he fucks her before the games so she isn’t forgetting him ANY time soon - how much do you wanna bet it was her first time??)

i might spiral and write it tomorrow

it’s 6am help me

Hello! Thank you for doing this! I recently got Peacock for the WWE Network and thought I would give One Chicago a shot. I then did the math and realized that the season premiere in fall 2021 would be episode 500 (if I did the math right). My goal is to catch up so I can watch 500 as it airs on NBC. I've got 120 episodes until I hit Med S1E08, and was wondering when you were going to get back to that part of the chronology. I'm willing to make a monetary donation to this cause. Thanks a bunch! B

Hello anon!

There're enough things that cost money as it is, I don't want to add to it… Please keep your money!! And in all honesty, no amount could change how much time I'm willing to spend watching TV haha… I just need motivation (stop watching useless compilations on YouTube goddammit!) That's a pretty good goal, to be ready for the next season premieres! I wanted to do that too, but since this is a rewatch for me I cracked (not sure this is a saying in English but oh well) and went ahead and watched the latest episodes. But I'm all caught up now, so I'm going back to my rewatch! :)

Thanks for writing this! It's great motivation! I'll do my best to be done by the next season premieres!

Stay safe! :)

Shadow wrath from new world 

April 5, 2020 at 11pm 

omg yall im so sorry i keep forgetting my taglist😭😭😭😭

Creating a RoR Buddha x reader fanfic

Hello everyone! A 2 weeks ago I finished the second season of Ror and the only god that hooked me and fell in love was Shaka (Buddha), he is the best character I have ever seen! his design, his seiyuu, and let's not even talk about his personality. Oh for God's sake, I need a shaka in my life!😍   and I just had the inspiration to create a fanfic about him and I started writing the first chapter.

The truth is that I finished reading all the Shaka fanfic on tumblr 😅 lol. I know I'm very simp for him XD

It's my first time writing a fanfiction, and I just want you to be kind and be patient to me Σ (T△ T |||) ︴

I'll do my best to write and portray the characters well. (¯ ▽ ¯ *)

The fanfic is called ~I'm not who you think I am~ and I'll give you a little introduction:

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The story is about our reader entering the Shuumatsu no Valkyrie anime, along with his best friend Haku Takahashi (an oc of mine), and the problem is that they are in other people's bodies. The two of them didn't even die in our world, they just mysteriously passed out in the reader's room and woke up in someone else's body. They both realize that these people are almost identical to them, and that in this life they are first level gods with a very important role and they have to find out what it is. Haku and the reader are going to have to take care of all the gods since within their consciousness they are like the sports magazine from Back to the Future and since they are not the original people who have the powers of deity so they are defenseless. Will the reader be able to discover who is manipulating them and why? Will Haku and the reader have enough courage to face their 2D crush and not end up making a fool of themselves? Will they have the possibility of changing the fate of any character? well… that will have to find out while reading the story.

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The reader is originally going to be a female, although you can read it with another gender (if you want of course), the only thing I'm going to put inside the reader's identity is their last name, which will be Yagami (this will have an explanation later in the story, but I'm not going to do a spoiler, and the other reason why choose this last name because it sounds cool XD)

Ok, that's all (// ¯ ▽ ¯ //) I'm going to post the English version of this story here on Tumblr and the Spanish version on my wattpad account which is @Tinirainboom.

English is not my native language, so if I have errors in the language I have no problem being told.

~Have a nice day, afternoon or night~

~Reiko Yukimura~

Working on my The Path fic rn I’m so excited to publish the first chapter (I’m indecisive and can’t even figure out a sentence to start the whole thing off)