Im Scared Of Myself - Tumblr Posts

Personally not a huge fan of ships that don't include Severus (Especially when it's the Marauders) but Remus and James are like OPPOSITES of eachotherr👀

yall

I just had a dream

I don't know what the dream started with but

I remember that 1 dog and 2 people died because I thought they would

Not like I was making them more like feeling their end come near

And both of them were/are my neighbours

One has already passed away

One is sick rn

Dog? I don't know

But

Someone's dog did pass in my colony now that I realise

NOW IM NOT SAYING IT HAPPENED BECAUSE OF ME CAUSE in my dream I felt it

I've never thought of these people more than my neighbours so I don't know

And

I realise that this dream/reality is bad

I'm scared of my thoughts

What if I think about offing myself

Will that happen too

I can't control my thoughts

So I look at my phone

Check the mirror

And let me tell you there is an ominous tone faintly playing in the bg

Tin tin tin tin

Tin tin tin tin

Then I pilut my forehead against the reflection in my mirror and feel a shift

Now everything before was in a cool tone

Now it's warm

I check the phone

The wallpapers different

The times different

Huh?

Then I go downstairs

I see my family and close friends preparing for an upcoming festival and it's a happy thing ig

THE END

let me tell you

As soon as I woke up

I started at the ceiling like what the hwell THE HWELL

Why am I telling you this? Idk

I just wanted to shake this feeling off

I haven't tried the mirror thingy after waking up but-

Let's see