It Was Absolutely Terrible The Day I Left And The Week Before. I Couldn't Even See Beyond A Few Feet In Front Of Me - Tumblr Posts

// Just leaving a quick update on how I've been beyond this blog.

I apologize for ranting on here earlier. I haven't felt the best as of late, and I come to the Pirate101 fandom to indulge in my favorite characters and feel good from that. I get that they happen to be the villains, so they won't be liked by everybody else.

But after a depressive episode, getting reminded of constantly being the butt of jokes in this fandom for happening to like the problematic characters rubbed off on me the wrong way. It's happened a lot, and over time, the jokes just get less funny to me and other people. We've heard the same thing several times by different people. I apologize still, for bringing that onto here.

I have been suffering from bouts of depression and suicidal thoughts again. Not to mention, I live in California and all of the willdfires lately have been a lot. The smoke still hasnt cleared and I havent seen an inch of the sky in days. It's hot, everything looks yellow, and I deeply feel for the people who have had to evacuate so far.

Stay safe - to anyone else in my state.