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Vent (?) (More of me ranting and oversharing tbh)
Don't you just love it when your Catholic mom forces her religious beliefs onto you because "It's the right thing!!!" and "I put it in my marriage vow!!!!"
Like bitch, both reasons are fucking stupid.
For context, I'm agnostic, not atheist. I acknowledge the existence of God is a possibility, and it's a coping mechanism for many. I know, and I never have and never will discourage you from believing in what you want to believe religiously. I simply do not find enough substancial evidence to personally believe it. It's not objectively nor morally correct nor incorrect for me to be agnostic. It's none of your fucking business. It doesn't harm you unless you make it harm you.
AND??? WAS I THERE TO CONSENT WHEN YOU WROTE THAT PIECE OF TEXT THAT I DIDN'T EVEN HEAR YOU SAY??? I am fucking tired of you and dad guilttripping me into shit I'm not comfortable with and then telling me to just suck it up. Just because our country is conservative as fuck does not mean that I have to follow them. You guys aren't even normal nor following the norm for fucks' sake. Our country isn't even 4% Catholic. And yet here you are. Back on topic, just because I happen to be your flesh and blood does not mean you get to ignore the fact that I have a separate conciousness that has a different thinking process and beliefs. Imagine if you were my child and then you have me force my agnostic beliefs onto you because I wrote in my wedding vow that I would teach you with a non-theist environment even though you want to believe in Catholicism. Would you like that? NO! OF COURSE NOT. AND I WOULDN'T EITHER. So quit forcing me into doing things I do not find the point in. Let me be goddamnit. "You'll go to hell!!!" Quit fear mongering me. If I go there then fine. I thought purgatory existed. I thought I didn't murder anyone. And I'm fairly sure I haven't even had a single sexual relationship with anyone. So quit it. I just want to get through this period of unstability in my life. I'm not happy with myself either, and I don't need you adding into it and giving me religious trauma.