Jungwoo Kim - Tumblr Posts

[2:05 p.m.] “didn’t think you were this desperate,” you scoffed, legs crossed as you leaned back against the plexiglass of the abandoned bus stop. the man blushed pink, or maybe it was due to the cigarette hanging loosely from his lips. “I can’t believe you. you’re risking your career to be here, and look at the way you came. all because you wanted to see me again? cute.” he shrugged, eyes shifting away from the evil smirk forming on your mouth. it was wrong, he wasn’t supposed to be here, but something about you reeled him in. he knows the consequences he could face within the next 24 hours. the fact that he came to see you in broad daylight was one of them, but the fact that his “pure boy” image could be ruined in a matter of seconds, all because of a lifestyle choice he made could make for some bad publicity. he knows all the risks, but he didn’t think twice before he pleaded taeyong to let him sneak out and cover his back while he snuck out to meet you. and now? you were making fun of him? “don’t look like that, pouty boy. come join me,” and you patted the spot next to you on the wooden bench, scooting to the side ever so slightly. “you’re not scared?” he turned to you, smoke leaving his mouth, and bangs falling in front of his eyes, “scared of what?” he asks. “several things.”

he smiles, “try me.” 

“you can face criticism from the public,” you start. “they’ll get over it.”

“your company will place limitations on you,” “they’ll eventually get busy, seeing as we get new members all the time.”

“dispatch could see you talking to me,” “they’ve fucked over people so many times, the public is immune to their nonsense.”

exhaling, you finish, “I could very well be the worst thing to happen to you.” jungwoo froze, and you wrapped your jacket around you tighter, feeling sick as he stayed silent. you knew it, you’re a bad person who corrupts everyone and everything. contrary to your exterior demeanor, though, the last thing you wanna do is corrupt jungwoo. that’s why you flinched when jungwoo breathed out, “you could be, but I don’t know that yet. I’m willing to risk it all for you, sugar. give me a chance.”

[9:32 am]

heartbreaker!jungwoo thought he knew exactly how to get you to fall hopelessly in love with him. it had worked with everyone else. jungwoo had never failed to win a heart over with his endearing laugh that made his eyes curve into pretty crescent moons; his playful teasing that brought shy blushes to countless cheeks; and his puppy brown eyes that gazed and glimmered in concentration into the other person’s bashful eyes during a conversation. 

and jungwoo had thought he’d won you over, like every other time. when he asked you out, though, you rejected him.

it wasn’t like you weren’t in love with jungwoo - it was impossible not to be, after all those late night calls, jungwoo teasing you in the morning when you fell asleep first, snoring lightly; after all those midnight boba runs, jungwoo helping you sneak out of your house and feel free for the first time in your life; after all those horror movie marathons at his house, jungwoo entwining his hand with yours and squeezing it tightly whenever he got scared; and after all those arcade “dates” that weren’t really dates the two of you went on, jungwoo pouting and continuously refilling the shooting game with coins so that he could have another shot at impressing you with a victory as you giggled.

you were so in love with jungwoo that your heart constantly tried to bang its way out of your chest and throw itself at him, but you knew that jungwoo would absolutely shatter your heart if you trusted him with it. 

little did you know that you had shattered jungwoo’s heart for the first time in his life. maybe it had been your lovable laugh that brought a joyful sparkle to your eyes, even at the stupidest jokes; maybe it had been your soft hands squeezing his playfully as jungwoo’s shoulders lifted abruptly at each jump scare; or maybe it had been your beautiful eyes that seemed to whisper demands for him to love you every time jungwoo looked into them. 

whatever it had been, jungwoo’s heart had leapt out of his chest before he even realized, and had shattered itself at your feet.