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I kinda wanna start writing for Evan Peters and his caracthers, like i have a idea of something with Kai Anderson where the reader is a famous singer, just like lana vibes on ultraviolence where she says:
Cause I'm your jazz singer
And you're my cult leader
I love you forever…
And the reader is pretty popular so theres kinda this angst where the fans are worried and not really happy of her "being" with him and she is super obsessed with him and he is kinda manipulative but deeply likes her so like, they both have a emotional attachment to eachother.
Let me know if you guys would like.
I Still Love Him • Kai Anderson
"And I remember when I met him
It was so clear that he was the only one for me
We both knew it, right away"- "I Still Love Him" monologue by Lana Del Rey.
Kai Anderson x Female Singer!Reader
Warnings: Drugs mentioned, obssesion,emotional attachment.
Words count: 911
It's just a little part of what i have in mind, if you guys like i can continue.
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Since I remember I have this intense desire of being loved, since I was a little girl I was always searching for love in different persons and places, for the longest time I didn't know why, I just never was a sociable kid, I was so afraid of embarrassing myself and that if I did anything wrong or something that they don't like I would end it alone and without anyone by my side, everyone always liked to remind me of how quiet and shy I was, some people even reprimanded me giving long speeches of how this would difficult my life in the future. Some of them even mistook my shyness and quietness for ingenuity and innocence, that was an obstacle in my life for a long time, I wanted to be someone who they wanted to close, I wanted them to see how capable I was of succeeding in what I want, I wanted to be desired and loved by everyone.
In my teenage years I started to search for love and desire everywhere and in everyone that where close to me, but never in my family, I loved them, still love them, but I was so afraid of disappointing them and for some reason I was so scared of showing them my feelings that I started to search for this love and desire outside my house. Frequently i was out in exotics places, with some sick and twisted people, but at the time there was the place where i feel completed, in parties and gatherings in weird locations, like abandoned buildings or in the middle of nowhere like in the side or road and inside forests. In these places I felt most desired than loved, i liked how i could do anything without feeling judged, i liked how i felt desired for some of them even though if was only a quick hookup inside of one of the cars or inside abandoned rooms, and most of all i liked how things that their sell and distributed make me feel a happy and energetic for a period of time, right there i found a loyal group of something i could finally call friends, and one of them took me to him.
Kai Anderson.
The way he makes me feel was just like the drinks and drugs on these parties, or even better. He was the love and desire that i was searching in my whole life. The way that he looked at me when we first saw each other, and the way he talked to me that day made me desire him, desire his touch and his love, i wanted him, i loved him and nothing or anyone was going to take me from him.
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I Still Love Him • Kai Anderson
"And I remember when I met him
It was so clear that he was the only one for me
We both knew it, right away"- "I Still Love Him" monologue by Lana Del Rey.
Kai Anderson x Female Singer!Reader
Warnings: Drugs mentioned, obssesion,emotional attachment.
Words count: 911
It's just a little part of what i have in mind, if you guys like i can continue.
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Since I remember I have this intense desire of being loved, since I was a little girl I was always searching for love in different persons and places, for the longest time I didn't know why, I just never was a sociable kid, I was so afraid of embarrassing myself and that if I did anything wrong or something that they don't like I would end it alone and without anyone by my side, everyone always liked to remind me of how quiet and shy I was, some people even reprimanded me giving long speeches of how this would difficult my life in the future. Some of them even mistook my shyness and quietness for ingenuity and innocence, that was an obstacle in my life for a long time, I wanted to be someone who they wanted to close, I wanted them to see how capable I was of succeeding in what I want, I wanted to be desired and loved by everyone.
In my teenage years I started to search for love and desire everywhere and in everyone that where close to me, but never in my family, I loved them, still love them, but I was so afraid of disappointing them and for some reason I was so scared of showing them my feelings that I started to search for this love and desire outside my house. Frequently i was out in exotics places, with some sick and twisted people, but at the time there was the place where i feel completed, in parties and gatherings in weird locations, like abandoned buildings or in the middle of nowhere like in the side or road and inside forests. In these places I felt most desired than loved, i liked how i could do anything without feeling judged, i liked how i felt desired for some of them even though if was only a quick hookup inside of one of the cars or inside abandoned rooms, and most of all i liked how things that their sell and distributed make me feel a happy and energetic for a period of time, right there i found a loyal group of something i could finally call friends, and one of them took me to him.
Kai Anderson.
The way he makes me feel was just like the drinks and drugs on these parties, or even better. He was the love and desire that i was searching in my whole life. The way that he looked at me when we first saw each other, and the way he talked to me that day made me desire him, desire his touch and his love, i wanted him, i loved him and nothing or anyone was going to take me from him.
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the Evans reacting to you falling asleep on them... 🤭
𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐕𝐀𝐍𝐒
𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦
✧. a/n ─ my apologies for not including james & jimmy.. i haven’t finished the series yet. will update! pls excuse the crappy writing, english is not my first language.
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𝐓𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐋𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐝𝐨𝐧
pokes your cheek gently.
he’d play with your hair for a bit.
experimentally whisper your name.
“y/n? you awake?”
when you didn’t reply, he kisses the top of your head. he knows that you’re tired.
boy can stay still for HOURS, just listening to you breathing and feeling the rhythm of your heartbeat.
𝐊𝐢𝐭 𝐖𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐞𝐫
you were reclining on the couch, nestled atop him as both of you watched the evening news together.
one moment, you were discussing gas prices, and the next, you’ve dozed off right on top of him.
he’d instantly feel guilty seeing you so exhausted, managing both household chores and two kids must be challenging.
tells the kids to play within his sight because he’s a protective dad.
soft kisses on the top of your head, his hand stroking your back.
afterwards, he offers to make supper and tell you to take it easy the rest of the evening.
𝐜𝐮𝐥𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫! 𝐊𝐚𝐢 𝐀𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧
depends entirely on his mood.
if he’s in a relatively good mood, he’d sit still and scroll twitter or watch tv while you sleep with your head in his lap.
he’d snap a photo of you with his phone.
NOT because you look so goddamn precious when you’re asleep.
if someone from the cult walks in, he’d glower at them, silently daring them to say a word.
harrison low-key thinks you two are cute and ships you. meadow hates you with passion.
if he’s being an asshole, he’d blow air into your ear and laugh when you jolt awake.
𝐩𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐮𝐥𝐭! 𝐊𝐚𝐢 𝐀𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧
guy would try to play it cool while panicking internally.
probably sends winter a ‘SOS’ message attached with a picture of you peacefully snoring away on his lap.
𝐟𝐫𝐚𝐭 𝐛𝐨𝐲 ! 𝐊𝐲𝐥𝐞 𝐒𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐫
he’d let you lay your head on his chest and continue whatever he was doing. (studying)
occasionally pausing to stroke your hair.
doesn’t care about the fact that you’re drooling all over his shirt.
take a cute selfie with his phone to tease you about later.
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✧. p.s ─ i kinda liked doing this “characters reactions to reader___” thing.. i would love to hear your ideas! requests are open! 𖦹
Kai Impregnating You As a Punishment
Summary- When Kai finds out you’re planning to avoid pregnancy behind his back, he acts immediately to make sure his plan for a new and better future isn’t ruined.
Warnings- Dub-con (I think), breeding/impregnating, car sex, unprotected sex, sexual punishment, daddy kink, arousal from crying, Kai Anderson. Words- 1.6k
This was a left over idea from Kai Week that I had planned based on a request, and I wanted to do it! Returning to car sex, fun! :D
Enjoy<3
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“What is it Y/N?”, Kai forcefully asks.
“No honestly nothing”. You try your best to lie, but Kai always knew when you were nervous or worried. He also knew when you were keeping secrets from him, which is why right now you were completely screwed. Kai often looks through your belongings and does regular pinky power meetings to ensure that he knows absolutely everything about you. You know how some people say a little mystery is good in a relationship? He was certainly not one of those people.
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by the moon & the stars (kai anderson x fem!reader x winter anderson)
warnings: smut, threesome, incest, unprotected sex, breeding, reader receiving, winter receiving (by kai), fingering
notes: if you can read the fic, you can read the warnings :)
“You want me to do what?”
The copious lengths of time you had spent in the company of the younger Anderson siblings had left me immune to most goings-on. You had been subjected to many sights that you never would have imagined otherwise, had been privy to only the most macabre of twisted justice and questionable ideals. Over time the exposure to this side of humanity, the side often shrouded in the shadows of society, created a sort of void that desensitized and left you numb to more than gave you feelings.
But there was nothing that could have prepared you for the words that had floated freely from Kai’s mouth.
“I want you to be the vessel for my Messiah.”
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I Don’t Share - Kai Anderson
Plot: Reader is the only person who Kai Anderson ever really listened to.
Word count: 1899
Warnings: SMUT, Manipulative reader, Smoking, Blood, Aggressive Sex, Mocking, It’s AHS Cult so it’s gonna be dark, Misogyny
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Imagine: Telling Kai You Killed.
A/N: This is a short imagine with Kai Anderson! This involves a pregnant reader as well. We are at 131! Thank you to everyone. I really appreciate you all! The masterlist is linked at the bottom and I really hope you all enjoy this.
Post Date: 3/25/2020
“Why do you have blood on your hands?” Kai stared at you intensely, his eyes demanding your attention and your answer. His pinky gripped yours so tight that it was uncomfortable. Uncomfortable enough that you wished you could wiggle your hand away from his, but you knew better than to do that.
“I killed them,” you gasped out, your eyes wandering away from Kai’s. Kai ripped your arm closer to him. Not hard enough to break the pinky promise, but hard enough to make you whimper out and engage eye contact with him once again.
“Details,” Kai growled out.
“They betrayed us. They tried to kill me. They tried to kill our Messiah baby,” you gulp as you watch Kai’s eyes shakily look down towards your bulging stomach.
Kai immediately broke the pinky promise to tightly wrap you up in his arms. You held onto Kai as tears poured out of your eyes. You had never killed before and even though this was a devastating time for you, for Kai it was the beginning of a new world. To Kai, this was a means to celebrate.
Pulling away from you, Kai’s mouth twitched into a snakelike smile as his eyes blackened with lust “Meet me in the bedroom,”
masterlist
Summary: y/n tries to leave when kai requests she have his messiah baby
Warnings: angry/mean Kai, non-con, rough, kai is the warning really, blood?
you’ve been warned if you don’t wanna read it, don’t xxox
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"Winter I don't care if your brother has taken a liking to me, I'm not joining and I'm certainly not having a baby with that psychopath" I say gathering my things to leave
I had been staying with Winter until I find a new place but since I arrived all kinds of weird shit has been happening but Kai wanting me to join a cult and have a messiah baby that was by far enough for me to want to leave here.
"Please y/n don't make this harder than it has to be" Winter begs knowing how messy this situation could become
I however thought it was very simple, grab my stuff, leave and never return here.... How wrong I was, a fool if you will.
"I'm sorry if he will be angry with you but I'm going I'm not doing that" I shed a few tears thinking about what Kai might do to Winter if I leave.
I go downstairs and make my way to the front door
"y/n leaving so soon?" Kai says coming up from the basement
"I- yes I have a new place so I will be moving out" I start to sense danger in Kai's presence
"When?" He asks detecting my lies
Almost immediately Kai understands that y/n must've turned down his request for her to join them and have his baby. Hence her hurry to leave she was afraid of him, which he liked.
"Right now" I deadpan and turn to open the door my hands rattle the handle yet it doesn't open.
"Yeahh, that only opens with a key" He smiles as I whip my head around the face him
"so open it Kai, let me out please"
Winter comes down the stairs with her head low she feels horrible for her friend right now but there is nothing she can do, her brother is making her do this.
Winter now at the bottom of the stairs stands next to Kai.
"Take her downstairs" He tells his sister
And I instantly shake my head at her a silent plea to please do something.
"Y/n come" Winter puts her hand out but I make no movement standing frozen in place.
"Alright Y/n I gave you the easy way, go with Winter right now or I'll have to do things my way" These harsh words roll off Kai's tongue and I can tell his patience is wearing thin.
"Please don't, I won't say anything about this to anyone" I beg them both looking between Winter's sorry eyes and Kai's angry ones.
"Last chance y/n" He states now moving forward to stand in front of me.
"Say Yes and I promise I’ll be gentle" He looks down on me oddly calm which I think is more chilling than his rage
I look up at him with tears in my eyes and whisper out a small
"no kai"
This clearly angered him as he grabbed both of my arms pulling me against his body. I thrash myself about and scream for him to let me go but my cries fall upon deaf ears.
He grabs a fist full of my long brown hair and rips my head back so I am looking at him and stop being difficult.
"My way it is then" He laughs at my scared state and he gets much enjoyment out of how my face dropped at his words.
He starts to pull me by my arm and I claw at his arm that is pulling me along , drag my legs, try to put as much weight down as I can to make it harder to pull me along but none of it worked, he shut the basement door and begins to pull me down the stairs.
"STOP" He yells as I thrash again as we get to the bottom of the stairs
"Let me go, this is sick and twisted" I finally show a bit of bravery once again not understanding how much I was about to endure, mentally and physically.
To my surprise he does release me and I instantly rub my arm where I can see bruises forming from his super harsh grip on me.
"I'm not having sex with you Kai, you don't have my consent" I cross my arms across my chest looking him dead in the eye
"Oh no, oh dear I don't have your consent" He mocks and laughs while walking his fingertips across my skin which causes me to jump at the gentle but unwanted contact
"That won’t keep me up at night sweetheart" He smiles at me before pushing me backwards onto the couch my little sun dress flops up a little bit at the force exposing my pink panties to Kai.
"Now are we ready to switch to the easy way?" He asks me looking directly at my now exposed area.
My eyes go wide as I realise he means am I going to be good and let him fuck me or is he going to have to force me.
I sigh nodding my head and stay put, I don't want this but I feel better knowing I have the bar and can't even get pregnant, I'm going to fucking spring it on him. And I will win. Getting my revenge for this harsh treatment.
"good choice" He leans down to lift off my dress
I lift my arms so he can take it off
"You are beautiful baby" He states looking at my exposed breasts
He leans down and catches my lips in a kiss to which I return.
He breaks the kiss and puts his hands on my chest playing with my breasts.
I look down at his jeans to find he has a raging boner that is begging to be let out.
I look up at him to see he is already looking at me and I think to myself when should I spring on him that I am useless to him.
I smile at him widely containing my laughter and he looks skeptical of me all of a sudden.
"What is it?" He huffs out rolling his eyes
"Oh nothing i just remembered something though" I say standing up from the couch
"Yeah and what is that?" He smirks once again playing with my nipples and he takes off his belt and pulls his dick out of his underwear.
I kiss his hands and he smiles thinking I am submitting to this and maybe will even suck him off, I bring his hand to rub my upper arm moving it around and pushing his fingers into my arm and then his face goes hard and I know he feels it.
"You little bitch" he laughs out almost in disbelief
"Yeah Goodluck getting me pregnant you asshole" I shove him away and turn to pick up my dress which lays on the floor before the couch
As I bend over to grab it Kai shoves me down holding the back of my neck and swiftly pulls my panties down to which I let out a yelp at the sudden force
"What are you doing" I reach back to fight him off and he grabs my hands and holds them behind my back, I feel him push his tip against my exposed entrance.
"Trying my luck getting you pregnant" He starts to push into me and I lean towards the couch so he can't
"no stop it's 99% effective Kai, I won't get pregnant" I become scared he is going to fuck me anyway I have a sinking feeling he will
"Oh well I'll just keep trying until you get pregnant" He says and forces himself into me and I clench trying to not allow him in but I think it just gave him more pleasure
"fuck" he grunts once he is in all the way
"Ah" I whine out and try to move away and he roughly grabs my hips and starts roughly pounding into me
"bet you thought this was clever huh tell me about the birth control and I would give up huh?"
"Yes" I scream out not sure if I am replying to him or if he is hitting a spot that I enjoyed
He keeps pounding into that spot and I hear the noise of him going into me changing because my body is responding to him.
"Fuck you Kai" I feel my high approaching not wanting it to
He leans over me and starts rubbing my clit and I scream out as orgasm washes over me and onto his dick which makes him moan.
"Fuck" he moans out
A few more deep thrusts and he is spilling his load into me to which I whine.
He pushes in and out a few more times pumping his cum in and out and I continue to whine at this feeling of him.
He finally pulls out and I quickly reach for my dress and he grabs it from me
"Just stop you got what you wanted Kai" I let my tears fall
"Not really like you said it's very effective" He grabs something from his back Jean pocket which I can't see.
He manhandles me onto my back and straddles
my waistline so I can't move. He holds up a switchblade, I feel my face go white and I feel sick.
He looks at my arm and holds it in place
"I'm sorry Kai please don't, I'll get it removed by a doctor if that’s what you want I swear please don't" I cry as he slowly runs the sharp blade across my skin
"It's alright baby you are getting it removed, as punishment" he kisses my tears
And I feel a burning on my arm and I look at it and see crimson blood my face goes more white I start to feel faint and then I feel Kai's fingers, I scream for him to stop.
He lifts his bloody hand to my face holding the bar with his fingers and I finally pass out from the pain.
ultraviolence
| “‘cause im your jazz singer, and you're my cult leader. i love you forever, i love you forever” | — lana del rey.
warnings: +18 mdni!, smut, oral (m receiving), dom! kai, submision, brainwashing, daddy k!nk? (only once).
a/n: english is not my first lenguage! and requests are open ♡.
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Kai was smoking, sitting in the armchair in the basement of his house with his legs open and you kneeling in the middle of them.
How did you get to this situation? You didn’t know it well.
It all started when Kai first entered the bar where you sang jazz on Thursday nights, after your performance that day he approached you praising your angelic voice and offering you a drink. The following Thursdays were the same, with Kai camelling you with his sweet words and his beautiful smile.
But that wasn’t the Kai that was now in front of you.
You didn’t know how but the blue haired boy had dragged you into his twisted sect, brainwashing you and making you his sexual slave. And that’s why you were like this now, wanting to please him.
He unbuttoned his pants and left the rest of the work to you, so you took his cock out of his pants and stroked it from top to bottom, wrapping your hand in it while you looked into his eyes biting your lower lip.
He let out a growl and threw his head back due to pleasure, releasing the smoke he had been containing in his lungs. When you saw his reaction you took your tongue out of your mouth and began to give kitten licks to the head of his penis, knowing that that drove him crazy.
“Stop teasing” Kai demanded with a hoarse and dominant voice, to which you obeyed without thinking and began to put his cock in your oral cavity everything your throat allowed you.
You were going little by little, putting his member in your mouth until Kai got fed up and with the hand that did not hold the cigarette he grabbed you by the head and pushed until the head of his penis hit your uvula, to which you gagged due to the brutality of his actions.
He began to fuck your mouth with brutality, grabbing your head with both hands while his cigarette hung between his lips. When you saw that Kai was so focussed, you took the opportunity to lower your hand down your torso until you reached the waist of your panties, and put your hand inside and begin to delicately caress your cult.
Kai soon realised what you were doing, so he quickly grabbed your hair and stretched it tightly to separate you from his cock. “What do you think you’re doing?” He asked with a frown. “Did I give you permission to touch you?”
You swallowed with difficulty, the last thing you wanted was to make him angry. “No, I’m sorry” You answered nervously while looking at him with begging eyes so that he didn’t do anything to you. “No what?” He spoke again, looking back at you with intensity. “No, sir” You answered with a choppy voice.
He nodded and let go of your hair, putting his fingers between your strands and licking his lips. “Okay, now be a good girl and make me cum” He said and you immediately put his member back in your mouth, this time with both hands on his thighs.
Kai fucked your mouth again with all the strength he had. You closed your eyes tightly by repressing gagging. He growled and let out guttural moans from time to time, the cigarette on his lips that was now completely consumed fell on the sofa, but the last thing he cared about was that.
It wasn’t long before you felt his cock twitch in your mouth, a clear sign that he was going to come soon. To help him, you raised one of your hands to caress the rest of his cock that did not fit in your mouth and you began to move your head from top to bottom, following the movements of his hips.
“Fuck, yeah. I’m gonna cum, baby” He warned you, but instead of walking away you just tried harder to put more of his member in your mouth and turn your tongue around his shaft, definitely throwing him to the edge.
“Oh my god, yeah” He groaned as you felt thick strips of sperm coming down your throat. “Good girl, good fucking girl” Kai praised you with agitated breathing as he lowered his arms to both sides of his body.
When you felt his cock soften, you took it out of your mouth and cleaned the corner of your lips with the sleeve of your sweater. You climbed until you were sitting on Kai’s lap and curled up against his chest, he instinctively wrapped his arms around your waist to keep you close to him. “Did I do well?” You asked while hiding your face in his neck.
“Of course, you always do it well for me,” he replied with a soft laugh. “Now get up, daddy has to continue with his work” He said patting your ass so you can move. You sat on the couch with your knees glued to your chest while you watched Kai dress in his usual clothes to commit murders.
It was usual to leave you trembling and then go to kill people.
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Kai looks down at you with an inscrutable expression. If you had to guess you'd say he was bored, perhaps annoyed, but the lust swirling around in his dark eyes proved you wrong. The cold air of the basement makes you shudder, having shed all your clothes under his order. He slides a foot under you, tilting it up until it was pressed firm against your cunt. The coolness of his boot against your warm skin prompts you to let out a shrill whimper. "Hump my boot," he demands, and you don't react for a moment, his words flying over your head. "Hurry," he snaps, and you're quick to do as told.
This is ahstatejameskai for anyone who'd want to refollow.
I went to delete my sideblog and I fucked up and deleted everything. I'm upset as fuck but i guess I'm starting with basically clean slate. I'll try and recover the fics that I may have saved on my computer or in a notebook.
Becoming a priest means worshiping a God.
Pairing: Kai Anderson x Fem! Reader
Summary: He believes you are his God and he shall worship you as such. Nothing more, nothing less.
Warnings: Religious themes, obsession, unprotected sex, roleplay (?), body worship, sorta non-conish (reader is freaked out at first), oral (fem! receiving), breeding, not proofread bc I wanted to get this out right away
Word count: 2.1k
✰Masterlist
Your boyfriend always had an odd fascination with religion. Meeting in college when he was majoring in religious studies, he didn't seem like the type to get out much, or party. Unlike a lot of the guys you had met prior. Maybe that's what drew you in. It was Kai's introvertedness that had you hung on every word he spoke to you. You told yourself that you would never date a guy like Kai. But he was different, he wasn't as cocky or arrogant as most of the guys who asked you out. He was sweet, moldable like chewed gum. Sweaty palm while holding your hand, chaste kisses on your cheeks, clammy hands on your hips while messily making out.
But you noticed that after his parents' death, this fascination grew into borderline obsession. To be more specific, his love for you grew into borderline obsession. It started off small, he wanted to cuddle more with you, and wanted to hold your hand all the time. He would pout when you had to go to the bathroom and soon started standing outside of the door to wait for you. Then he wanted you to sleep over one night. Then two, and three. And soon you were staying there weeks at a time. He made you miss work on multiple occasions because he didn't want to stop cuddling with you. And he would blow up your phone if you left without telling him first. You had to call him on your breaks or he would be mad at you.
The big break in this cycle was when you were notified that you were being evicted from your apartment. Kai immediately offered you a place to stay. And having no where else to go, you agreed. He helped you pack the stuff you were taking with you and sell the stuff you weren't to put some money in your account. The first night you were officially living together, you had a six hour sex marathon. You loved your boyfriend, trusted him with your life. Despite his weird quirks and kinks. So it didn't feel unnatural to move in together. You had been together for almost three years now. It just felt like a natural progression in your relationship.
While living with him, you lost your job. But Kai reassured you that it was okay, and he would take care of you. It was nice at first, binge watching tv shows and movies. Doing your nails with Winter while getting high. That was until one day you came home from a snack run to find Kai, with his hair dyed blue. Since that day everything seemed to change. Kai started love bombing you, a distraction from the psychotic gears turning in his head. He never really told you the full truth of why he spent so much time on his laptop. Or why random people you didn't know started meeting in his basement. But you were the future Councilman's supportive girlfriend. You didn't have to question him because he never would involve you in the dirty work.
One night, you were just chilling on your shared bed, scrolling through your feed when Kai walked in. He asked you to come down to the basement for a surprise. You were certainly in for a surprise when he led you down to the cushy basement. There, waiting for you, was a makeshift altar. Made to look like one that you would find in a church. Kai wrapped his arms around your waist, telling you about how he 'had done so much research to perfect this'. It was as if he was trying to set up a mini church in his basement. Well, he was. With him as the priest and you as the subject of worship. Kai always thought you were perfect. From the moment he met you he knew you were different from anyone else. In his head, it only made sense that you were a goddess. Of course, you were nowhere near perfect. You had your own flaws like everyone else. But Kai was purposefully blind to this, believing you were the most perfect being in the universe. He was delusional, to say the least.
"I need you... I need to take you on the altar." Kai whispers in your ear, before leaning in and kissing your neck, trailing kisses down your skin. You gasp at his boldness, eyes widening. You would have never, in a million years, expected this to happen. Sure, you had done some kinky stuff with him in bed before. But religious roleplay? That just seemed out of pocket. "I’m serious…" He mumbles against your skin when you don't respond. "I’d worship you, in every way possible." He tightens his grip on your waist, kissing your pulse point. "Kai-" You try to speak, but he immediately shushes you. He slowly pushes you onto the altar, laying you down gently against it. His body hovering over yours as he stares into your eyes, his hand running up your thigh. "God…you're my religion, my reason to live."
You have a freaked out look in your eye. One that Kai can obviously see, but chooses to ignore. He’s so captivated by you, so drawn to you as his gaze rakes down your body. "I’d be on my knees for you, forever," He whispers, gently pushing your legs apart as he slowly gets in between them. His hands rest on the altar on either side of your head, his body pressing against yours as he looks down at you. "You are my reason to breathe, to move, my reason to go on," He says as he gently grips your thighs, keeping them open for him. "Me..?" You softly question, your eyebrows pressing together. "Yes," He moans quietly as he gently grinds his hips against yours, wanting you so badly. "I’d do anything for you."
You let out a soft breath, closing your eyes for a second. Kai leans in, gently running his nose up the side of your neck, inhaling the scent of you as he rolls his hips into yours again. The way he’s pressed against you makes you feel his erection through his pants. His hands move to the hem of your top. "Can I?" He mumbles against your neck, gently pulling at your top. Since he at least had the decency to ask, you slowly nod your head. Gently pulling your shirt off, his breath caught in his throat when he looks over your body. "God you’re beautiful," He whispers, leaning down and pressing kisses between your breasts, his tongue licking across your skin gently. Kai's lips trail down your chest as he gently nips at your skin, leaving a few small marks here and there. He slowly works his way down your body, his touch making their way across your stomach as he kneels down on the floor, between your legs.
Kai's hand comes up and presses it against your stomach. "Wanna put a baby in there." It wasn't a question, it was a statement. He looks up at you, eyes darkened with lust now. "Will you give me a baby?" You swallowed harshly at the question. It was something that you two had never fully talked about. But after being together for so long you must have had some thoughts of starting a family, right? In truth, you did. But that was before Kai had changed. You loved the idea back then, but now, you weren't too sure. "Please…please let me put a baby in you." He begs, looking up at you with needy, desperate eyes. You take a deep breath and give your answer. "Okay."
Kai shivers, his heart pounding louder in his chest. The mere thought of it, was enough to drive him insane, the thought of having a family with you. So he immediately pulls off your pants and underwear without missing a beat. "I love you… I love you so much." He whispers, leaning in and kissing your inner thigh. "Can I taste you?" He asks, gently moving your legs onto his shoulders, so his head is between your thighs. You nod your head, feeling him dive into your folds as soon as you give your consent. He laps at your pussy as if it was his last meal, his nose bumping against your clit. Kai had eaten you out plenty of times before, but this was the most desperate you had ever seen him. And predicted that he was on a breaking point.
You moan, grabbing on his hair. He slowly looks up at you from between your legs, his face flushed red as his eyes rake over you. Your cunt clenches around nothing as he sucks on your clit, your thighs squeezing his head. Kai continues to messily eat you out and it wasn't long until you were coming undone on his tongue. He drinks up everything as if he'd been in the desert without a drop of water. After you come down from your high, he pulls back, the area around his mouth and chin slick with your juices. He wipes them off with his shirt before pulling it off fully. You take in the sight of his upper body, admiring more since he started going to the gym.
Kai makes quick work of his pants and boxers, letting his stiff cock free. His hands grip your hips tightly, leaving tiny imprints on your skin. He lines his cock with your entrance, a hand gently cupping your cheek. "You're so perfect." His eyes lock with yours as he slowly pushes himself against you, not entering you yet. "You want this, right?" You bite your lip, swallowing a moan. "Yes, I want this." You confirm, sealing your fate. He captures your lips in a kiss, as he pushes just the tip in. You wrap your arms around his neck, a soft hum leaving your throat. Kai slides his tongue into your mouth. He’s so desperate for you that he’s lost any restraint he once had. His hands find yours, gently intertwining your fingers together, before pinning them above your head.
You gasp in response to him thrusting his cock in all the way. His mouth leaves yours and finds your neck again. Kai's length stretches you out as your hands are still pinned above your head. You squirm when he starts moving his hips, unable to hold back a whimper. His thrusts are rough and deep, making your body jolt, still sensitive from your previous orgasm. "I'm doing such a good job, aren't I, my goddess?" His question didn't register in your brain as moans leave your lips. You weren't used to this 'goddess' bullshit, so you struggled to realize that he was talking to you.
Kai took this as a sign that you were already cockdrunk and didn't fuss about it. He moves both of your wrists into one of his large hands, while the other presses on your stomach. This action caused you to really feel how deep he was inside you, he got to feel the bulge of his cock against his palm. Your eyes roll back as he speeds up his thrust, letting some moans and groans slip. He releases your wrists from their confinement so he could grab onto your hips again, probably leaving bruises. Now freed, your hands immediately go grab onto his shoulders. Your freshly done nails, that his little sister had done for you yesterday, dug into his skin.
You felt the familiar build of your climax approaching. Kai's cock seems to keep perfectly hitting the spongy spot inside of you, making you see stars. You cry his name as your pussy gushes around him, clenching around his cock. Kai reveled in the sounds and expressions you made while you came, your body trembling beneath him. His thrusts never let up, though, chasing his release as if he were in a marathon. Kai pounds into you, fucking you through your high. "I love you, my goddess. Thank you for letting me fuck this sweet pussy." He says before latching onto your nipple. Swirling his tongue around and drooling.
Despite pretending to be a man of God, he still was the same old Kai who couldn't keep his mouth shut unless it was stuffed full. With a few more sloppy thrusts and groans, he buries himself all the way inside, releasing his cum inside your tired cunt. He stays inside until he's soft inside you, laying his head on your chest. When Kai pulls out he watches his cum drip out of your pussy. Using his fingers, he pushes the leakage back inside, then kisses your forehead. "You were absolutely perfect for me, my goddess. I can't wait to raise our child together."
Star's notes -> Jesus Christ, this took me four days to write 😭
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