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[160709] 😱 SMDC x M🍑MMAE 😱
cr. @jjungnaaa
SSAM D IS CONFUSING ME!
Why is he only hugging Honey J?😂😂 I MEAN...I'm ok with him touching and grinding or what sort (cause I can make gifs out of it lol 😂) but it's only Honey J. What about the other dancers? WHAT ABOUT ME??? JKJK
[160709] 💸 AOMG x ILLI 💸
cr. @ trueplie
BLUEEEE HAIRRRRRRR
[COMEBACK]
JAY PARK X UGLY DUCK - AIN’T NO PARTY LIKE AN AOMG PARTY.
(prod: yultron x cha cha x prima vista)
BEWHY WON SMTM5 !
I guessed "Show Me The Miracle" really happened. Team AOMG scored the lowest in the beginning and now they won. Congrats again to BeWhy.
100 FOLLOWERS!
Thank you guys so much for following my blog. I hope you guys benefit from it .^^ Please don't hesitate to give constructive criticisms. Oh, and I’m doing a Q&A, so yeah spam me questions HAHAHAA
Damn, his voice is really giving me intense eargasm
My Debut Series : Family
Hello Tumblr, I suddenly became ambitious and wanted to start writting series. I’d never published or uploaded any official writtings, so this upcoming series will be first. It will be a Jay Park series. This series talks about family and the forever love given by your beloved parents, and how important your role is in the family. I hope you guys will express your criticisms after reading this. I will be forever thankful for your presence and support.
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Family Part 1
I never thought this day would come so early. I never expected to witness the death of my own child. Right now, I can only blame myself. For not being a better mother. Jayden, Mummy wil always miss you. Mummy loves you, forever. ——————————— The sun rays flashed against my face slowly giving me signs that it’s a new day. I shifted, trying to get of bed to get ready only to realised two muscular arms wrapping me tightly. I turned myself and faced him. His hazel hair and luminous features reminded me to love him, always. Wanting to do the usual - a morning kiss, I suddenly caught a pair of brown orbs staring right into my soul. Mornings like this really gets me all jelly and refuse to leave the bed. Only wanting to stay in bed and mesmerise over his wonderful features.
A loud cry then interrupted our “staring competition”. It’s a sign that we have to end the cuddling and get started with our day. I got out of his arms and walked to the room next door. As i opened the door, I was greeted by a 15 month old baby boy, looking at me with teary eyes with his arms wide open - a sign he does when he wants a hug. Picked him out of his Ferrari shaped crib that Jay had bought and fixed for him and brought him to the dining area. When we reached the table, Jay was already dressed and was indulging his waffles. Jay lifted his head and smiled at the view he got. First time since Jay had been introduced to Jayden, the baby boy finally whined, asking for love from Jay. His stepfather to-be.
To be very honest, I was scared. Jayden wasn’t planed. In a mean way, he was a mistake. A result of a unprotected, drunk one night stand. His father was a irresponsible man, and wanted an abortion. It was the last thing I expected from him. The man insisted , just so it wouldn’t ruin his “high-class” image. I fled and was left alone, until one day Jay came into my life, our lives if you include Jayden. From the very minute, Jay stepped into my life, I can say, I had become the luckiest woman on Earth. To my surprise, Jay accepted Jayden the very minute he was introduced to the embryo in my uterus. Blessed is all I felt.
Seeing Jayden in Jay’s arms really melts my heart. If it wan’t for Jay, I have no idea how we would survive. In the mist of this wonderful moment, Jayden started to pant. It then advanced to coughing and he started to cry. It was an asthma attack. I ran to the living room, pulling out the top drawer and grabbed the inhaler. Placed it into his mouth and pressed the aerosol. The crying subsided so did the panting. Jayden was born with Steroid-Resistant Asthma , believed to be genaticly passed on by his father’s side of the family.
Jay gave him soothing rubs on his chest and whispers sweet nothing into his ears.
“I’ll take the day off.”
I nodded as Jay walked towards Jayden’s room with the baby in his arms.
Family Part 2
After the small asthma attack just now, Jay decide to stay home and take care of the baby boy he claimed as son. Jay stayed by him. Played with him, bathe him , and even fed him breakfast. By the time he put Jayden down for his afternoon nap, I was already preparing lunch. I was cutting carrots…….carrots. Jayden’s favourite. I find this son of mine special. Children his age are not fond with vegetables, heck even I have no favouritism towards vegetables. The chopped up carrots were the added into the pot. As i was stirring it, I felt a Jay’s arms snaking itself around my waist and resting his chin on my shoulder. “the doctors said…” That’s it my body gave up. I started breaking down in his arms. He turned me around and gave me the most passionate kiss, followed by the tightest hug. Turning off the stove after that. “Shh…I’m not interested. i don’t wanna know. Knowing it makes me feel like it’s really going to happen.” “But Jay, he’s going to ….” “I said I don’t want to know, which part of that you didn’t understand?” Jayden’s asthma is going no where near the recovery line, only further and further away. His doctors already warned me to expect the worst. Jay have no idea. “Jay!” with tears streaming down my cheeks He deserves to know. He’s going to be Jayden’s dad after all. No, He is Jayden’s dad. He is the only father figure in Jayden’s life. “He’s getting worst day by day, Jay! Doctors already told me expect the worst, how do expect me to keep it to myself ” The reason I told nobody was beacuse it seems real if I talk it. “Babe.” Jay lifted my chin, forcing me to look at him. “ I swear with my life, I’m going to get the best doctors for him , no matter how much the cost is. We are going to get rid of Jayden’s asthma. He will grow up like other children in this world and do wonderful things for the society. He’s not going to die. Listen to me , Ok? He’s gonna grow me, get marry to a beautiful woman that he loves and have children. Yes, we are getting grandchildren.” he chuckled. Well that worked. a smiled was spread on my face. This is why I love this man so much. No matter what situation we are in, he always puts a smile on my face.
Dear God, I am so thankful for whatever you’ve gave me and made my life so special. I know I’ve asked for a lot in the past and did many sinful things, but I hope you’ll hear me out this time. Please don’t take Jayden away from me. I beg you, please…
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