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I hate my mum because she says that I'm not old enough to think if I'm the part of LGBT or not. Damn I'm fourteen!
When my mum asks about my friends (how they are etc.) she says:
"How are your girls?"
She says the same thing when she is asking me if I listen to female singers at some moment:
"You're listening to your girls, don't you?"
It seems like maybe she knows that I'm gay, but I also think that she completly don't know about that
(Btw, in polish "girl" and "girlfriend" is the same word)
Dear queer people, I present to you...
Aroace sweather! (I bought it in Pull&Bear)
I've just watched "Jennifer's Body" for the first time and I have 2 conclusions:
1) It's an AMAZING movie
2) Megan Fox is hot
The urge to embrace a girl while you sit on the windowsill and put head on her head or on her shoulder
Hi! So I have a problem with my sexuality and I don't know if I'm a lesbian or aroace. I know you people aren't experts but maybe your thoughts on this will help me a little bit.
I'm going to write you the whole story of my love life, crushes, feelings etc.
Quick note: In Poland we have Primary Schools (1-8 grade) and High Schools (1-4 grade)
1) When I was in 1-3 grade in primary school I had a crush on a boy who I thought was really handsome. I also thought about kissing him and being a cool, baddie couple with him. When he went to other school I didn't thought about him (maybe as become a friend with him someday, but not like he'd be my boyfriend).
One thing I also remember is that when he was hugging my best friend (lets name her Maya) I wasn't jealous. I would just hug her too.
2) In primary school I was never asked what boy I liked. My best friend who I stuck with has never had a boyfriends, other friends also didn't have anyone and noone ever asked me about a boy I like (I see it all the time like e.x. in Lesbian MasterDoc that lesbians would pick a random bot to just have a crush on)
3) In 6th grade I thought that some other guy was cute and cool because he showed me some parkour tricks. Ialso got his number to talk to him, but when he didn’t answer me a lot of times I was really angry at him and started not caring about him at all.
4) In 7th grade I thought I’m bi because I had a crush on Maya. I was also really sad that I’m bi and not lesbian because I thought that lesbians are cooler. My only bi awakening that I could remember and I know it's real it's Enid from ‘Sinbad’.
Then when my mum talked a little bit about sex with a man I thought that it’s gross and it turned out I was a lesbian. Also when I first met my Internet best friend (we can call her Natalia) for 15 minutes and then I went home I started to had a crush on her
5) In 1st grade of high school I thought I’m aro ace since I didn’t find anyone attractive. I also thought that all of my crushes were just platonic crushes or smth like that.
6) And now I'm in the end of 2nd grade and I have a little crush on Natalie again and I find women very attractive but on the other hand sometimes when I think of kissing Natalie for example or having sex with her when I masturbate I feel weird and a little bit disgusted. But then in the other time I feel fine about it and everything it's cool :’DD 👍
So now I don't know if I'm aro ace or lesbian in denial.