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#1 - Life Of The Party (Harry Styles One Shot)
Music Inspiration : Life Of The Party - Shawn Mendes
Words: 1,851
Harry Styles One Shot : Summary - Explanations of a past mistake which requires an apology.
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“You know…I don’t understand this. I’m going to leave, see you later,” I picked up all my books and walked out of the library. I couldn’t take it anymore. Mitchell’s want of wanting to be better than everybody else and then, flirting with me wasn’t an ideal atmosphere to study in. Not that I had any other options, I was stuck with them for a long time, changing study groups has never been a good idea.
“Can I get the chicken roll, please?” I asked the cafe owner.
“Sure Harry, what would you like to drink with it?” He asked. He was the kindest man at this place. He had this want of feeding people, taking care of them, like a mother.
“Isn’t it too late? I thought asking for a roll was too much…” I shook my head. I didn’t want to be trouble.
“Oh nonsense, what do you like? You like chamomile tea, right?” I nodded. “It’s coming right up.”
I smiled, I couldn’t be more thankful, this is the only place I can expect a good meal. I walked to my usual seat and kept my satchel on the table. Scrolling down my Facebook page, which honestly never made me happy; I mean, I saw my ex-girlfriend with her new boyfriend kissing, my sister uploading more cat photos at home where as I was sitting miles away, my college friends partying last night while I was studying diligently to get the Oscar internship. I just shook my head smiling and kept my phone away, tapping on the desk.
“Could you heat this up, again? I slept off…I’m sorry,” I heard a voice apologizing to the server, Mac, I think.
“No worries, you’re working too hard, why don’t you go home, sleep and then, study?” He asked.
“No, No, I’m fine…have to finish this before I leave. You close in thirty minutes, right? I should be done by…” her voice was so tense and still, so polite.
“Love, it’s okay, take your time, I have the kitchen to clear too, I’ll get this heated,” Mac replied.
She muttered a thank you as he walked away, and I could see her better. It was Rhea, oh my, I tried hiding my head. It was stupid, I was in her direct sight and, changing seats would have been too obvious. She looked up…she recognized me, shit. She gave me a little smile. My eyes met her as she raised her small hand up, to say hi and I looked away, pretending to look at the kitchen. When I turned my head, her head was down, shoulders slumped. I didn’t want to be rude; I don’t have it in me to face her.
“Here’s your food, Harry,” Mac broke the awkward moment and kept my order in front of me. “Anything else? We are closing the kitchen…”
“No, thank you, this…this is enough…” I smiled. He nodded and walked towards Rhea to give her food.
“Please eat it, this time,” He chuckled and walked away. I couldn’t help looking at her again. Blaming it on my seat choice, I saw her taking small bites while she finished her work. Her cheeks were deep red, she didn’t look up once. I finished my food and quickly went to the cashier to pay. I saw her walking out the door quietly, thanking the owner, and not giving me another look.
I thanked him too and walked out into the cold. I had to follow her. Our dorms were in the same building, on the same floor too. She hugged herself close, it was very cold. She had a very nice figure, why didn’t I notice this earlier? God, I’m an idiot. I should talk to her, maybe apologize. I didn’t mean to do it, it wasn’t my fault. Things peer pressure can make you do.
“Hey listen!” I called out to her. Seeing her stopping, I ran up to her. Her eyes met mine, and I couldn’t feel worse. They were wet, her nose a little red. Please tell me, I didn’t cause this. She tucked a flick behind her ear and waited. Oh. “Umm, I was wondering if we could, umm…walk together…it’s late and well, umm…we have the same place to go too.”
She shrugged her shoulders and I took that as a yes. “I wanted to congratulate you! I heard you won the cooking championship.”
“I didn’t actually,” She replied. Oh-oh. “I won the Karate Championship.”
“You know Karate?!” She just raised her eyebrows. Was she always this pretty? Yes, of course she won it, Harry! “Well, sorry, congratulations!”
“Thanks.”
“How have you been?” I asked again.
She shrugged her shoulders again. “I don’t see you around lately,” What? “I meant, like…you used to be quite enthusiastic right…I meant, like in doing stuff! I don’t see you anymore…”
“Does it matter?” she asked.
“Doesn’t it matter to you?”
“Certain somebody kinda crushed it.”
“Oh, well, don’t let some douche bag define what you do or don’t do.
“Really?” She stopped in her tracks and faced me. “Coming from a guy who does everything according to his friends, you’re one to speak.”
I was questing my decision of calling her, now. “Well, you ar-aren’t me.” She started walking again.
“Hey stop. Look, I wanted to apologize…”
“Go on.”
“What?”
“Apologize.”
“I didn’t mean to do it. It was just this phase, you know. Where you want to be liked! I hadn’t ever had to work this hard for people to like me. I was completely out of my zone, here!” I tried, explaining. I’m not positive about this. “And, there you were, and then, my friends asked me to, and, they didn’t like you. You don’t care what people say. You do what you say and whatever you did – they didn’t like it. I was stupid. I’m not with them, anymore. I realise my mistake.”
She started walking faster. “Hey, please wait,” I pulled her arm and made her stand in front of me. She was crying now, tears rolling down her cheeks, her lips pouting a bit. “I’m sorry. Look but, you’re different. You are something else. You are not ordinary like all these other idiots. You stand out, unapologetic for who you are, don’t let these people keep you down. Let me keep you down.”
She kept her head down. “ I know, I’m late, I should’ve come faster, to be honest, I’ve always been a little slow…”
She let out a giggle, and wiped her eyes.
“C’mon. I still remember you dancing at the fresher’s party,” I smiled at the memory.
“It was a horrible party.” She laughed.
“You were the only reason people started dancing. Life of the party, you are.” I picked her chin up. “Don’t let people like me, pop a bubble like you.”
“A bubble?” She frowned.
“Yeah, cause you’re bubbly.”
“Okay.”
We started walking again. I was waiting for her respond to my apology. We climbed up the stairs and walked towards our rooms.
“So do you?” I asked, before she could enter her room.
“Huh?”
“Forgive me? Do you?”
“I kind of forgave you a long back actually.”
I frowned at that. What I did was… She cut me. “I mean, you won’t realise the amount date requests I’ve received since then. I still get letters because, they heard me saying I like them.”
“Yeah but…”
“I know, I know, something about a seeing a girls boob which drives them crazy.”
“Don’t remind me.”
“Really, I thought they’re quite nice. I have had poems written on them. Do you want to see?” She frowned and then, led me inside her room.
“I don’t want to see the poem. And as nice as they are, they should’ve never been seen by people, especially the way I…”
“Yeah, I know. Can’t keep crying about it! I get occasional slut calls too, which is quite strange cause you’ve been the only guy I’ve kissed and that too, wasn’t exactly an ideal first kiss…”
“I was your first kiss!” I stared at her. I couldn’t feel worse about this.
“Yeah, exactly, kinda makes you question the entire idea if girls can actually stand together if they keep using these terminologies which were basically made to degrade women.”
“I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t have. God, I’m so sorry.” I sat down on her bed, head down in shame. What did I do!
“Well, I’m over it. So, you’re forgiven, whatever.”
“I can’t reverse it back, can I?” I looked up at her.
“Gosh, are you crying?” She sat down beside me. “Don’t cry, it’s alright, I guess, everybody needs an awaken-er in their life. That was mine. And isn’t this supposed to be the time to make the best mistakes. I was a little too enthusiastic. It doesn’t work that way…”
“No no! That’s it right! You should not be sorry for all of this, for being you. You’re an inspiration, to me at least. You’ve taken the shot, despite it being scary. Remember when you spilled pasta of Mitchell because she was being mean to that guy, umm…Ronald. I knew that wasn’t a slip! That was intentional. You’re not meant to be caged by the rules of this fucking society we are part of! You’re free!” I explained. I think I shouted a bit. “I’m so sorry!” I hugged her. I had to, I had ruined so much for her. I cried into her neck, for the first time not being afraid of breaking down in front of someone. This was her effect on people, her aura was so safe.
“It’s alright,” she combed her fingers through my hair. “I’m alright now. I’m glad you realise your mistake. I’m glad you’re away from those peeps now.”
“Please tell me this won’t cage you, I can’t take the blame…” I muttered keeping my head between her neck and shoulder.
“It won’t. You healed me a lot today.”
“Sorry…”
“Shh…it’s okay. Are you alright?” She asked, pulling my hair.
“Hmm…” I pulled away and wiped my face.
“Good,” She smiled.
“I’m sorry, I stole your first kiss too…”
“It’s okay, it was from a guy I quite fancied so, I’m alright. I’ll make the second one better,” She giggled.
“If it helps, I fancied you too, although, I don’t think I’d be able to describe your boobs in a poem.”
She laughed. At least, her laugh was the same.
“You know, because they’re indescribable,” She raised her eyebrows again. “Maybe, you’re lips…”
“Well, if you do…write a poem about any of my body parts, you’ll have to wait in a line. They’re a lot of letters in front of you.”
“Shit!” I banged my head against my hand. “Hmm, am I still second in for a kiss though?”
“I just forgave you so, the line is closed for now.”
“Oh.” I looked down disappointed. Moving too fast, Harry!
“If it opens again, I’ll let you know.” She nudged.
“So, I’ll wait then.” I nodded, giving her a serious confirmation of my standing first in line, still.
“Yeah, you do that.”
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- theStylesproject



Those biceps tho...OMG