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Love in the time of Uncertainty (Loki x Female Reader)
Chapter 1
Note : (Read the synopsis here)
Summary : Chronic abdominal pain brings you to the doctor loki laufeyson himself.
Taglist : @lokiswildheartcantbebroken
"Order for table 10, it's one of your regulars who tips you really well so be nice" your manager said to you and you rolled your eyes, you had an intense pain in your belly again and you felt nauseous, it happened now n then but you could never find a valid reason for it. Google searching your symptoms can only give you limited information, you can't afford to go see a doctor or go to the hospital, your insurance won't cover it because hey you don't have one. What is your life. You took the tray and walked towards the table, it's Misha, one of your regulars, she's really kind to you and tips very generously, she will be a doctor soon so her life is set.
"Hi Misha how are you today, here's your favourite caesar salad" you smile. She's one of the customers that you actually really like, she have that carefree but kind vibe about her "thank you y/n, I have had the worst day today, my new boss can be a dick sometimes" she complained and you scrunched your face "that bad huh? Well atleast you're learning something right?" You ask her and she shook her head "Only reason why I would ever tolerate an asshole like him" she chuckled and you grabbed your belly as you felt the pain again "what's wrong ?" She asked you and you didn't really want to dwell on it but you told her as she asked again "Well you know what, I would check on that but that's really not my speciality, however you can come see my boss Loki " she told you as she took the first bite of her salad
"Misha I'm grateful for the offer but I really can't afford it, also what kind of name is loki?" You chuckled and she giggled at that "I know right, you haven't heard the last name yet, laufeyson, apparently his grandfather was really into norse mythology so he named his son laufey and it continued from there" she told you and you shook your head "Norse legends? So weird"
"But hey don't worry about the money, I'll get it done pro bono, just come and get it checked" she assured and after careful consideration you agreed, only a fool would deny a free service like that, plus you were in intense pain. So, that's how you ended up in the clinic of loki laufeyson "You can't just bring charity cases here Misha, this is the second time you have done this" you heard very faint yelling and back n forth between him and Misha coming from the consultation room and you wanted to leave or run but you didn't want to offend her, she was doing you a favor, a big one. He is british and apparently an asshole. Soon after that he came out of his office and passed by you, his eyes met yours and you felt your face heating up at that. You had no idea why when you heard Misha talking about him you expected a middle aged stubby looking man, he was anything but that.
He was atleast 6'3, had neither short nor long, just in between raven dark black hair, green eyes, and a fit lean frame, in short he was very attractive, he looked like he was the Adonis himself. He pased by you and went straight to his office on the other side. Misha came out soon after and she took you to get changed, since you had abdominal pain, she wanted you to change into a hospital gown type of thing "He'll be here soon"
"Misha all this time when you complained about him, you forgot to mention how gorgeous he is?" You gave her a look and she laughed "Ewww gross, I love my ladies, so I never really noticed" she told you and you shook your head "Good looking or not, he's a major grump so, but don't worry he's nice with patients"
She left and soon after loki came in and greeted you "Hello Y/N Y/L/N, I'm loki, how are you feeling today?" He kept his eyes on the clipboard as he talked, his voice so deep and rich when you could hear him clearly "I'm good today but sometimes I get this very sharp pain in here" you gestured towards your lower belly and he looked at you. He's the most gorgeous looking man you have ever laid eyes on without a doubt and you live in LA "Can you lie down, I'm gonna have to check something" he asked you to lie down on the examination table and you did, you were extremely nervous, he was putting his gloves on and you looked at him, he was effortlessly attractive, could be one of the reasons why he had so many patients, no no absolutely not, nope don't objectify him. He worked hard to become a doctor.
"Thank you for doing this for free, I really appreciate this" you told him, you really were thankful that Misha was able to get you an appointment "Thank Misha for that, not me, it was supposed to be an off day for me" you felt awful when he said that, he must be so annoyed by this "Anyways, I'm going to press several points in your abdomen, if it hurts when I pinch let me know instantly" he told you and you just nodded in response, you felt his gloved fingers, as he pressed on the side of your belly but you felt nothing other than the mild discomfort but when he pressed two inches below your belly button towards the right side, you winced and he stopped "it hurts here?" He asked as he did it again, you nod. Your brain didn't miss how close his hands were to your intimate part.
"Come sit" he took his gloves off as he walked away and sat down on his chair. You stepped down from the chair and he wrote something on the clipboard again "Ever had a surgery?" He asked you "Appendicitis, 2 years ago" you told him and he sighed "Okay I'm writing a MRI, get it done and come back to me" he told you and you sighed, how can you afford a mri if you cannot even afford to see a doctor? "I can't afford it but thank you so much for seeing me" you told him and he finally looked at you, his eyes boaring into your soul as he did "I wasn't done yet, get it done asap, go to the Maxwell hospital and give them this, they'll do it at no cost, in the meantime I'm also writing some pills, if you feel the pain again, just take one " he gave you a note and you took it from him "I don't think that's appropriate, I don't even know you, I'll feel burdened" you passed him the note back and he looked at you.
"Just keep it, when your pain will become less bearable than your fragile ego you would consider it" okay he was an asshole, there was no denying it, his gorgeous face can't make up for that attitude. "You are very rude mister , you know what I'll keep it and show you that I don't need your mercy on me" you stormed out of the consultation room but then realised that you were just in the hospital gown so you went back again awkwardly, the smirk on his face didn't help the situation. He stepped out to allow you to get changed and then you stormed out again.
You kept the note for some reason, and as he said it did become unbearable after a few days so you went to the hospital to get your mri done like a loser. Once you got the report you went back to his office. He had so many patients today, so you had to wait like an hour to see him. When you went inside he greeted you like nothing happened last time and you were thankful for that, maybe he's not so bad afterall. He told you that you had an infected scar tissue building inside and you need to get it removed soon. A surgery? You're still under loan debt from last time, so he told you he would do it pro bono again and this time you kept your words to yourself.
"Don't be nervous, I'm very skilled with my hands, and I have years of experience" he told you,you were on the surgery table waiting for this to get done as soon as possible. Years of experience like what 5 years ? You nod your head as he smiled at you and soon you felt the darkness sweeping you in, when you woke up next he was right by your bedside, he asked how you were feeling and you said something about being drowsy, you had to be in the hospital for a week and you were surprised as to how sweet he was with you, he tended to you whenever you needed, he took care of you , and fed you and he made sure you felt comfortable while you were there, and ofcourse he paid for all of this, you were drowning in his debt.
You didn't want to fall for him, but somehow you did, well it wasn't exactly hard, combine his looks with how he treated you while you healed made you see him in a different light, you could tell he was hiding something, that behind this rude mean persona, there was a softness in him wanting to jump out and you saw the glimpses of it while you were in the hospital or so you thought you did.
"Who's the last one? Theres nobody else on appointment list" you heard him asking Misha and she said you were there to see him. He called you in and you sat down but then stood up again, maybe this wasn't a good idea. "Something wrong again y/n?" He asked you and you shook your head nervously .
"No nothing is wrong ..I just" you breathe in and he tilted his head as he looked at you. "I was just wondering weather you would want to have dinner with me sometimes or a lunch or just" you stop talking as you see his jaw clenching and he stood up abruptly. "So I give you a free service and you think I did it because I'm interested in you?"
Your eyes tear up instantly as you heard him "no i just... "
"Just don't, don't make this worse please, get out of my office, I can't deal with this right now" If there was a hole in his office somewhere you would have jumped in it, never to be seen again by anyone. You didn't think he would reject you like this , and on the top of that he was throwing you out of his office. You picked up your bag and ran so fast, first time you decided to ask a guy out and he rejected you so cruely. You would never be able to show your face again to him or misha. When you ran out Misha was concerned and she tried to stop you but you didn't listen.
It was only after you were gone is when he picked up the coffee cup he kept on his table and smashed it on the ground, he was so frustrated, his eyes tearing up. He opened his drawer and took out a picture he always kept there, he ran his thumb over the face of the woman smiling so wide as she hugged him from the side. Both of them so happy, so in love, A tear escaped his eye, and he sniffed one last time before shoving the picture back into the drawer. He picked his jacket up and came out of his office, looking like his normal stoic self, Misha looked at him as he did.
"Get that mess cleaned up for me and I never want to see her again, am I clear?"
He left to his home, he can't do this all over again.
Love in the time of Uncertainty (Loki x Female Reader)
Chapter 1
Note : (Read the synopsis here)
Summary : Chronic abdominal pain brings you to the doctor loki laufeyson himself.
Taglist : @lokiswildheartcantbebroken
"Order for table 10, it's one of your regulars who tips you really well so be nice" your manager said to you and you rolled your eyes, you had an intense pain in your belly again and you felt nauseous, it happened now n then but you could never find a valid reason for it. Google searching your symptoms can only give you limited information, you can't afford to go see a doctor or go to the hospital, your insurance won't cover it because hey you don't have one. What is your life. You took the tray and walked towards the table, it's Misha, one of your regulars, she's really kind to you and tips very generously, she will be a doctor soon so her life is set.
"Hi Misha how are you today, here's your favourite caesar salad" you smile. She's one of the customers that you actually really like, she have that carefree but kind vibe about her "thank you y/n, I have had the worst day today, my new boss can be a dick sometimes" she complained and you scrunched your face "that bad huh? Well atleast you're learning something right?" You ask her and she shook her head "Only reason why I would ever tolerate an asshole like him" she chuckled and you grabbed your belly as you felt the pain again "what's wrong ?" She asked you and you didn't really want to dwell on it but you told her as she asked again "Well you know what, I would check on that but that's really not my speciality, however you can come see my boss Loki " she told you as she took the first bite of her salad
"Misha I'm grateful for the offer but I really can't afford it, also what kind of name is loki?" You chuckled and she giggled at that "I know right, you haven't heard the last name yet, laufeyson, apparently his grandfather was really into norse mythology so he named his son laufey and it continued from there" she told you and you shook your head "Norse legends? So weird"
"But hey don't worry about the money, I'll get it done pro bono, just come and get it checked" she assured and after careful consideration you agreed, only a fool would deny a free service like that, plus you were in intense pain. So, that's how you ended up in the clinic of loki laufeyson "You can't just bring charity cases here Misha, this is the second time you have done this" you heard very faint yelling and back n forth between him and Misha coming from the consultation room and you wanted to leave or run but you didn't want to offend her, she was doing you a favor, a big one. He is british and apparently an asshole. Soon after that he came out of his office and passed by you, his eyes met yours and you felt your face heating up at that. You had no idea why when you heard Misha talking about him you expected a middle aged stubby looking man, he was anything but that.
He was atleast 6'3, had neither short nor long, just in between raven dark black hair, green eyes, and a fit lean frame, in short he was very attractive, he looked like he was the Adonis himself. He pased by you and went straight to his office on the other side. Misha came out soon after and she took you to get changed, since you had abdominal pain, she wanted you to change into a hospital gown type of thing "He'll be here soon"
"Misha all this time when you complained about him, you forgot to mention how gorgeous he is?" You gave her a look and she laughed "Ewww gross, I love my ladies, so I never really noticed" she told you and you shook your head "Good looking or not, he's a major grump so, but don't worry he's nice with patients"
She left and soon after loki came in and greeted you "Hello Y/N Y/L/N, I'm loki, how are you feeling today?" He kept his eyes on the clipboard as he talked, his voice so deep and rich when you could hear him clearly "I'm good today but sometimes I get this very sharp pain in here" you gestured towards your lower belly and he looked at you. He's the most gorgeous looking man you have ever laid eyes on without a doubt and you live in LA "Can you lie down, I'm gonna have to check something" he asked you to lie down on the examination table and you did, you were extremely nervous, he was putting his gloves on and you looked at him, he was effortlessly attractive, could be one of the reasons why he had so many patients, no no absolutely not, nope don't objectify him. He worked hard to become a doctor.
"Thank you for doing this for free, I really appreciate this" you told him, you really were thankful that Misha was able to get you an appointment "Thank Misha for that, not me, it was supposed to be an off day for me" you felt awful when he said that, he must be so annoyed by this "Anyways, I'm going to press several points in your abdomen, if it hurts when I pinch let me know instantly" he told you and you just nodded in response, you felt his gloved fingers, as he pressed on the side of your belly but you felt nothing other than the mild discomfort but when he pressed two inches below your belly button towards the right side, you winced and he stopped "it hurts here?" He asked as he did it again, you nod. Your brain didn't miss how close his hands were to your intimate part.
"Come sit" he took his gloves off as he walked away and sat down on his chair. You stepped down from the chair and he wrote something on the clipboard again "Ever had a surgery?" He asked you "Appendicitis, 2 years ago" you told him and he sighed "Okay I'm writing a MRI, get it done and come back to me" he told you and you sighed, how can you afford a mri if you cannot even afford to see a doctor? "I can't afford it but thank you so much for seeing me" you told him and he finally looked at you, his eyes boaring into your soul as he did "I wasn't done yet, get it done asap, go to the Maxwell hospital and give them this, they'll do it at no cost, in the meantime I'm also writing some pills, if you feel the pain again, just take one " he gave you a note and you took it from him "I don't think that's appropriate, I don't even know you, I'll feel burdened" you passed him the note back and he looked at you.
"Just keep it, when your pain will become less bearable than your fragile ego you would consider it" okay he was an asshole, there was no denying it, his gorgeous face can't make up for that attitude. "You are very rude mister , you know what I'll keep it and show you that I don't need your mercy on me" you stormed out of the consultation room but then realised that you were just in the hospital gown so you went back again awkwardly, the smirk on his face didn't help the situation. He stepped out to allow you to get changed and then you stormed out again.
You kept the note for some reason, and as he said it did become unbearable after a few days so you went to the hospital to get your mri done like a loser. Once you got the report you went back to his office. He had so many patients today, so you had to wait like an hour to see him. When you went inside he greeted you like nothing happened last time and you were thankful for that, maybe he's not so bad afterall. He told you that you had an infected scar tissue building inside and you need to get it removed soon. A surgery? You're still under loan debt from last time, so he told you he would do it pro bono again and this time you kept your words to yourself.
"Don't be nervous, I'm very skilled with my hands, and I have years of experience" he told you,you were on the surgery table waiting for this to get done as soon as possible. Years of experience like what 5 years ? You nod your head as he smiled at you and soon you felt the darkness sweeping you in, when you woke up next he was right by your bedside, he asked how you were feeling and you said something about being drowsy, you had to be in the hospital for a week and you were surprised as to how sweet he was with you, he tended to you whenever you needed, he took care of you , and fed you and he made sure you felt comfortable while you were there, and ofcourse he paid for all of this, you were drowning in his debt.
You didn't want to fall for him, but somehow you did, well it wasn't exactly hard, combine his looks with how he treated you while you healed made you see him in a different light, you could tell he was hiding something, that behind this rude mean persona, there was a softness in him wanting to jump out and you saw the glimpses of it while you were in the hospital or so you thought you did.
"Who's the last one? Theres nobody else on appointment list" you heard him asking Misha and she said you were there to see him. He called you in and you sat down but then stood up again, maybe this wasn't a good idea. "Something wrong again y/n?" He asked you and you shook your head nervously .
"No nothing is wrong ..I just" you breathe in and he tilted his head as he looked at you. "I was just wondering weather you would want to have dinner with me sometimes or a lunch or just" you stop talking as you see his jaw clenching and he stood up abruptly. "So I give you a free service and you think I did it because I'm interested in you?"
Your eyes tear up instantly as you heard him "no i just... "
"Just don't, don't make this worse please, get out of my office, I can't deal with this right now" If there was a hole in his office somewhere you would have jumped in it, never to be seen again by anyone. You didn't think he would reject you like this , and on the top of that he was throwing you out of his office. You picked up your bag and ran so fast, first time you decided to ask a guy out and he rejected you so cruely. You would never be able to show your face again to him or misha. When you ran out Misha was concerned and she tried to stop you but you didn't listen.
It was only after you were gone is when he picked up the coffee cup he kept on his table and smashed it on the ground, he was so frustrated, his eyes tearing up. He opened his drawer and took out a picture he always kept there, he ran his thumb over the face of the woman smiling so wide as she hugged him from the side. Both of them so happy, so in love, A tear escaped his eye, and he sniffed one last time before shoving the picture back into the drawer. He picked his jacket up and came out of his office, looking like his normal stoic self, Misha looked at him as he did.
"Get that mess cleaned up for me and I never want to see her again, am I clear?"
He left to his home, he can't do this all over again.
Love in the time of Uncertainty (Loki x Female Reader)
Chapter 1
Note : (Read the synopsis here)
Summary : Chronic abdominal pain brings you to the doctor loki laufeyson himself.
Taglist : @lokiswildheartcantbebroken
"Order for table 10, it's one of your regulars who tips you really well so be nice" your manager said to you and you rolled your eyes, you had an intense pain in your belly again and you felt nauseous, it happened now n then but you could never find a valid reason for it. Google searching your symptoms can only give you limited information, you can't afford to go see a doctor or go to the hospital, your insurance won't cover it because hey you don't have one. What is your life. You took the tray and walked towards the table, it's Misha, one of your regulars, she's really kind to you and tips very generously, she will be a doctor soon so her life is set.
"Hi Misha how are you today, here's your favourite caesar salad" you smile. She's one of the customers that you actually really like, she have that carefree but kind vibe about her "thank you y/n, I have had the worst day today, my new boss can be a dick sometimes" she complained and you scrunched your face "that bad huh? Well atleast you're learning something right?" You ask her and she shook her head "Only reason why I would ever tolerate an asshole like him" she chuckled and you grabbed your belly as you felt the pain again "what's wrong ?" She asked you and you didn't really want to dwell on it but you told her as she asked again "Well you know what, I would check on that but that's really not my speciality, however you can come see my boss Loki " she told you as she took the first bite of her salad
"Misha I'm grateful for the offer but I really can't afford it, also what kind of name is loki?" You chuckled and she giggled at that "I know right, you haven't heard the last name yet, laufeyson, apparently his grandfather was really into norse mythology so he named his son laufey and it continued from there" she told you and you shook your head "Norse legends? So weird"
"But hey don't worry about the money, I'll get it done pro bono, just come and get it checked" she assured and after careful consideration you agreed, only a fool would deny a free service like that, plus you were in intense pain. So, that's how you ended up in the clinic of loki laufeyson "You can't just bring charity cases here Misha, this is the second time you have done this" you heard very faint yelling and back n forth between him and Misha coming from the consultation room and you wanted to leave or run but you didn't want to offend her, she was doing you a favor, a big one. He is british and apparently an asshole. Soon after that he came out of his office and passed by you, his eyes met yours and you felt your face heating up at that. You had no idea why when you heard Misha talking about him you expected a middle aged stubby looking man, he was anything but that.
He was atleast 6'3, had neither short nor long, just in between raven dark black hair, green eyes, and a fit lean frame, in short he was very attractive, he looked like he was the Adonis himself. He pased by you and went straight to his office on the other side. Misha came out soon after and she took you to get changed, since you had abdominal pain, she wanted you to change into a hospital gown type of thing "He'll be here soon"
"Misha all this time when you complained about him, you forgot to mention how gorgeous he is?" You gave her a look and she laughed "Ewww gross, I love my ladies, so I never really noticed" she told you and you shook your head "Good looking or not, he's a major grump so, but don't worry he's nice with patients"
She left and soon after loki came in and greeted you "Hello Y/N Y/L/N, I'm loki, how are you feeling today?" He kept his eyes on the clipboard as he talked, his voice so deep and rich when you could hear him clearly "I'm good today but sometimes I get this very sharp pain in here" you gestured towards your lower belly and he looked at you. He's the most gorgeous looking man you have ever laid eyes on without a doubt and you live in LA "Can you lie down, I'm gonna have to check something" he asked you to lie down on the examination table and you did, you were extremely nervous, he was putting his gloves on and you looked at him, he was effortlessly attractive, could be one of the reasons why he had so many patients, no no absolutely not, nope don't objectify him. He worked hard to become a doctor.
"Thank you for doing this for free, I really appreciate this" you told him, you really were thankful that Misha was able to get you an appointment "Thank Misha for that, not me, it was supposed to be an off day for me" you felt awful when he said that, he must be so annoyed by this "Anyways, I'm going to press several points in your abdomen, if it hurts when I pinch let me know instantly" he told you and you just nodded in response, you felt his gloved fingers, as he pressed on the side of your belly but you felt nothing other than the mild discomfort but when he pressed two inches below your belly button towards the right side, you winced and he stopped "it hurts here?" He asked as he did it again, you nod. Your brain didn't miss how close his hands were to your intimate part.
"Come sit" he took his gloves off as he walked away and sat down on his chair. You stepped down from the chair and he wrote something on the clipboard again "Ever had a surgery?" He asked you "Appendicitis, 2 years ago" you told him and he sighed "Okay I'm writing a MRI, get it done and come back to me" he told you and you sighed, how can you afford a mri if you cannot even afford to see a doctor? "I can't afford it but thank you so much for seeing me" you told him and he finally looked at you, his eyes boaring into your soul as he did "I wasn't done yet, get it done asap, go to the Maxwell hospital and give them this, they'll do it at no cost, in the meantime I'm also writing some pills, if you feel the pain again, just take one " he gave you a note and you took it from him "I don't think that's appropriate, I don't even know you, I'll feel burdened" you passed him the note back and he looked at you.
"Just keep it, when your pain will become less bearable than your fragile ego you would consider it" okay he was an asshole, there was no denying it, his gorgeous face can't make up for that attitude. "You are very rude mister , you know what I'll keep it and show you that I don't need your mercy on me" you stormed out of the consultation room but then realised that you were just in the hospital gown so you went back again awkwardly, the smirk on his face didn't help the situation. He stepped out to allow you to get changed and then you stormed out again.
You kept the note for some reason, and as he said it did become unbearable after a few days so you went to the hospital to get your mri done like a loser. Once you got the report you went back to his office. He had so many patients today, so you had to wait like an hour to see him. When you went inside he greeted you like nothing happened last time and you were thankful for that, maybe he's not so bad afterall. He told you that you had an infected scar tissue building inside and you need to get it removed soon. A surgery? You're still under loan debt from last time, so he told you he would do it pro bono again and this time you kept your words to yourself.
"Don't be nervous, I'm very skilled with my hands, and I have years of experience" he told you,you were on the surgery table waiting for this to get done as soon as possible. Years of experience like what 5 years ? You nod your head as he smiled at you and soon you felt the darkness sweeping you in, when you woke up next he was right by your bedside, he asked how you were feeling and you said something about being drowsy, you had to be in the hospital for a week and you were surprised as to how sweet he was with you, he tended to you whenever you needed, he took care of you , and fed you and he made sure you felt comfortable while you were there, and ofcourse he paid for all of this, you were drowning in his debt.
You didn't want to fall for him, but somehow you did, well it wasn't exactly hard, combine his looks with how he treated you while you healed made you see him in a different light, you could tell he was hiding something, that behind this rude mean persona, there was a softness in him wanting to jump out and you saw the glimpses of it while you were in the hospital or so you thought you did.
"Who's the last one? Theres nobody else on appointment list" you heard him asking Misha and she said you were there to see him. He called you in and you sat down but then stood up again, maybe this wasn't a good idea. "Something wrong again y/n?" He asked you and you shook your head nervously .
"No nothing is wrong ..I just" you breathe in and he tilted his head as he looked at you. "I was just wondering weather you would want to have dinner with me sometimes or a lunch or just" you stop talking as you see his jaw clenching and he stood up abruptly. "So I give you a free service and you think I did it because I'm interested in you?"
Your eyes tear up instantly as you heard him "no i just... "
"Just don't, don't make this worse please, get out of my office, I can't deal with this right now" If there was a hole in his office somewhere you would have jumped in it, never to be seen again by anyone. You didn't think he would reject you like this , and on the top of that he was throwing you out of his office. You picked up your bag and ran so fast, first time you decided to ask a guy out and he rejected you so cruely. You would never be able to show your face again to him or misha. When you ran out Misha was concerned and she tried to stop you but you didn't listen.
It was only after you were gone is when he picked up the coffee cup he kept on his table and smashed it on the ground, he was so frustrated, his eyes tearing up. He opened his drawer and took out a picture he always kept there, he ran his thumb over the face of the woman smiling so wide as she hugged him from the side. Both of them so happy, so in love, A tear escaped his eye, and he sniffed one last time before shoving the picture back into the drawer. He picked his jacket up and came out of his office, looking like his normal stoic self, Misha looked at him as he did.
"Get that mess cleaned up for me and I never want to see her again, am I clear?"
He left to his home, he can't do this all over again.
Love in the time of Uncertainty (Loki x Female Reader)
Chapter 1
Note : (Read the synopsis here)
Summary : Chronic abdominal pain brings you to the doctor loki laufeyson himself.
Taglist : @lokiswildheartcantbebroken
"Order for table 10, it's one of your regulars who tips you really well so be nice" your manager said to you and you rolled your eyes, you had an intense pain in your belly again and you felt nauseous, it happened now n then but you could never find a valid reason for it. Google searching your symptoms can only give you limited information, you can't afford to go see a doctor or go to the hospital, your insurance won't cover it because hey you don't have one. What is your life. You took the tray and walked towards the table, it's Misha, one of your regulars, she's really kind to you and tips very generously, she will be a doctor soon so her life is set.
"Hi Misha how are you today, here's your favourite caesar salad" you smile. She's one of the customers that you actually really like, she have that carefree but kind vibe about her "thank you y/n, I have had the worst day today, my new boss can be a dick sometimes" she complained and you scrunched your face "that bad huh? Well atleast you're learning something right?" You ask her and she shook her head "Only reason why I would ever tolerate an asshole like him" she chuckled and you grabbed your belly as you felt the pain again "what's wrong ?" She asked you and you didn't really want to dwell on it but you told her as she asked again "Well you know what, I would check on that but that's really not my speciality, however you can come see my boss Loki " she told you as she took the first bite of her salad
"Misha I'm grateful for the offer but I really can't afford it, also what kind of name is loki?" You chuckled and she giggled at that "I know right, you haven't heard the last name yet, laufeyson, apparently his grandfather was really into norse mythology so he named his son laufey and it continued from there" she told you and you shook your head "Norse legends? So weird"
"But hey don't worry about the money, I'll get it done pro bono, just come and get it checked" she assured and after careful consideration you agreed, only a fool would deny a free service like that, plus you were in intense pain. So, that's how you ended up in the clinic of loki laufeyson "You can't just bring charity cases here Misha, this is the second time you have done this" you heard very faint yelling and back n forth between him and Misha coming from the consultation room and you wanted to leave or run but you didn't want to offend her, she was doing you a favor, a big one. He is british and apparently an asshole. Soon after that he came out of his office and passed by you, his eyes met yours and you felt your face heating up at that. You had no idea why when you heard Misha talking about him you expected a middle aged stubby looking man, he was anything but that.
He was atleast 6'3, had neither short nor long, just in between raven dark black hair, green eyes, and a fit lean frame, in short he was very attractive, he looked like he was the Adonis himself. He pased by you and went straight to his office on the other side. Misha came out soon after and she took you to get changed, since you had abdominal pain, she wanted you to change into a hospital gown type of thing "He'll be here soon"
"Misha all this time when you complained about him, you forgot to mention how gorgeous he is?" You gave her a look and she laughed "Ewww gross, I love my ladies, so I never really noticed" she told you and you shook your head "Good looking or not, he's a major grump so, but don't worry he's nice with patients"
She left and soon after loki came in and greeted you "Hello Y/N Y/L/N, I'm loki, how are you feeling today?" He kept his eyes on the clipboard as he talked, his voice so deep and rich when you could hear him clearly "I'm good today but sometimes I get this very sharp pain in here" you gestured towards your lower belly and he looked at you. He's the most gorgeous looking man you have ever laid eyes on without a doubt and you live in LA "Can you lie down, I'm gonna have to check something" he asked you to lie down on the examination table and you did, you were extremely nervous, he was putting his gloves on and you looked at him, he was effortlessly attractive, could be one of the reasons why he had so many patients, no no absolutely not, nope don't objectify him. He worked hard to become a doctor.
"Thank you for doing this for free, I really appreciate this" you told him, you really were thankful that Misha was able to get you an appointment "Thank Misha for that, not me, it was supposed to be an off day for me" you felt awful when he said that, he must be so annoyed by this "Anyways, I'm going to press several points in your abdomen, if it hurts when I pinch let me know instantly" he told you and you just nodded in response, you felt his gloved fingers, as he pressed on the side of your belly but you felt nothing other than the mild discomfort but when he pressed two inches below your belly button towards the right side, you winced and he stopped "it hurts here?" He asked as he did it again, you nod. Your brain didn't miss how close his hands were to your intimate part.
"Come sit" he took his gloves off as he walked away and sat down on his chair. You stepped down from the chair and he wrote something on the clipboard again "Ever had a surgery?" He asked you "Appendicitis, 2 years ago" you told him and he sighed "Okay I'm writing a MRI, get it done and come back to me" he told you and you sighed, how can you afford a mri if you cannot even afford to see a doctor? "I can't afford it but thank you so much for seeing me" you told him and he finally looked at you, his eyes boaring into your soul as he did "I wasn't done yet, get it done asap, go to the Maxwell hospital and give them this, they'll do it at no cost, in the meantime I'm also writing some pills, if you feel the pain again, just take one " he gave you a note and you took it from him "I don't think that's appropriate, I don't even know you, I'll feel burdened" you passed him the note back and he looked at you.
"Just keep it, when your pain will become less bearable than your fragile ego you would consider it" okay he was an asshole, there was no denying it, his gorgeous face can't make up for that attitude. "You are very rude mister , you know what I'll keep it and show you that I don't need your mercy on me" you stormed out of the consultation room but then realised that you were just in the hospital gown so you went back again awkwardly, the smirk on his face didn't help the situation. He stepped out to allow you to get changed and then you stormed out again.
You kept the note for some reason, and as he said it did become unbearable after a few days so you went to the hospital to get your mri done like a loser. Once you got the report you went back to his office. He had so many patients today, so you had to wait like an hour to see him. When you went inside he greeted you like nothing happened last time and you were thankful for that, maybe he's not so bad afterall. He told you that you had an infected scar tissue building inside and you need to get it removed soon. A surgery? You're still under loan debt from last time, so he told you he would do it pro bono again and this time you kept your words to yourself.
"Don't be nervous, I'm very skilled with my hands, and I have years of experience" he told you,you were on the surgery table waiting for this to get done as soon as possible. Years of experience like what 5 years ? You nod your head as he smiled at you and soon you felt the darkness sweeping you in, when you woke up next he was right by your bedside, he asked how you were feeling and you said something about being drowsy, you had to be in the hospital for a week and you were surprised as to how sweet he was with you, he tended to you whenever you needed, he took care of you , and fed you and he made sure you felt comfortable while you were there, and ofcourse he paid for all of this, you were drowning in his debt.
You didn't want to fall for him, but somehow you did, well it wasn't exactly hard, combine his looks with how he treated you while you healed made you see him in a different light, you could tell he was hiding something, that behind this rude mean persona, there was a softness in him wanting to jump out and you saw the glimpses of it while you were in the hospital or so you thought you did.
"Who's the last one? Theres nobody else on appointment list" you heard him asking Misha and she said you were there to see him. He called you in and you sat down but then stood up again, maybe this wasn't a good idea. "Something wrong again y/n?" He asked you and you shook your head nervously .
"No nothing is wrong ..I just" you breathe in and he tilted his head as he looked at you. "I was just wondering weather you would want to have dinner with me sometimes or a lunch or just" you stop talking as you see his jaw clenching and he stood up abruptly. "So I give you a free service and you think I did it because I'm interested in you?"
Your eyes tear up instantly as you heard him "no i just... "
"Just don't, don't make this worse please, get out of my office, I can't deal with this right now" If there was a hole in his office somewhere you would have jumped in it, never to be seen again by anyone. You didn't think he would reject you like this , and on the top of that he was throwing you out of his office. You picked up your bag and ran so fast, first time you decided to ask a guy out and he rejected you so cruely. You would never be able to show your face again to him or misha. When you ran out Misha was concerned and she tried to stop you but you didn't listen.
It was only after you were gone is when he picked up the coffee cup he kept on his table and smashed it on the ground, he was so frustrated, his eyes tearing up. He opened his drawer and took out a picture he always kept there, he ran his thumb over the face of the woman smiling so wide as she hugged him from the side. Both of them so happy, so in love, A tear escaped his eye, and he sniffed one last time before shoving the picture back into the drawer. He picked his jacket up and came out of his office, looking like his normal stoic self, Misha looked at him as he did.
"Get that mess cleaned up for me and I never want to see her again, am I clear?"
He left to his home, he can't do this all over again.
Älskar Dig För Alltid
Loki x reader
Summary:Loki and reader were lovers and they wanted to stay that way but it seems that life had a different plan or did it, well it’s seem like we'll have to see.
Warnings: Major Character Death, Grief, Angst to Fluff, Thanos, TVA, Love, Etc.
Translation: Swedish
Älskar Dig För Alltid- Love You Forever
Y/N POV
I couldnt stop crying as I held the love of life in my lap as he let out his last breath. Everything had happened so fast as I had mad eye contact with Loki and he handed the space stone to Thanos and we watched as crushed it and placed them gem into the gauntlet.
But as I watched Thanos, I didn’t hear Loki start to I couldnt stop crying as I held the love of life in my lap as he let out his last breath. Everything had happened so fast as I had mad eye contact with Loki and he handed the space stone to Thanos and we watched as crushed it and placed them gem into the gauntlet. speak until it was too late as I saw the knife behind his back. I was about to jump at Loki but it seemed Thanos knew and grabbed Loki and broke his neck and dropped him on the floor. I dropped to knees and crawled over to his body and held him in my lap. Then I saw a purple portal as Thanos and his children left.
I looked over and saw Thor crawl over to me as he placed a hand on Loki and I finally looked at Loki's face and realized that he was truly actually dead and this was no game. At that moment I let a scream just as the ship blew up into pieces and everything went scattering. I realized I could still move and looked around for Thor but I couldn’t see him through my tears.
My body was starting to feel cold but I didn’t move as I let slowly consume me as I was going through my memories of Loki and I and how much we went through and how we had just finally thought we were going to settle down but then Hela arrived and we had leave Asgard as it was destroyed and then Thanos came and my love is dead and I can’t find Thor who was like a brother to me.
What i didnt realize was that I snapped my finger and then I no longer felt cold but I felt warm and I realized I snapped myself back to when I came with Thor to get Loki from Earth after he tried to take take over and how he smirked at me but ignored not to draw attention to our relationship.
I then felt a pull at the back of my mind as I snapped my fingers again as I found myself in some building where I the words TVA on the wall. How weird, I have never heard of this a day on my life and I’ve been alive for a long time but then I heard a voice that sounded oh so familiar as I walked down the halls as I come to stop as I see multiple people at desks and panicked people rushing in different directions. Luckily I don’t think they noticed me in their rush but I heard the voice again and looked up to see the love of my life but he looked slightly different as his hair was longer and down to his shoulder and he had on a white button down with brown slacks and black dress shoes along with a brown vest.
I don’t think he felt my presence as he spoke with a man in a similar outfit but had on a coat and he was bit taller than me but shorter than Loki and had a slight crock in his nose and had grey hair and he seemed a little older but he overall looked nice. Loki was still speaking to the man but the man had caught a glimpse of me and recognized me and continued to stare at me as I stared back. Loki looked down at Mobius as he realized he hadn’t responded back and saw him looking behind him and he followed his line of sight until he saw you the love of his life.
I looked at him as I started to cry to see that he was alive but I didn’t know how and didn’t know I was starting to fall until he ran to me and picked me up as I wrapped my arms around his neck and legs around his waist he held me tightly to him and I had my face buried in his neck as I continued to cry. He rubbed a hand up and down my back to calm me. As we held each other, Mobius looked at us as Casey, B15, Sylvie, OB, and Victor Smiley walked over to him as they also looked at us we were unaware. “So that must be reader” Sylvie said as she placed her arm on Mobius shoulder as he nodded his head.
“How are you here” Loki asked we pulled back a little bit. “I snapped my fingers and one moment I’m back in New York to take you back to Asgard and then I snapped by accident and ended up here” I said as I held his face in my hands and rubbed thumbs across his cheeks. “How are you alive” I whispered as he pressed his forehead against mine. “I’m your Loki but I’m the Loki that you were taking back to Asgard” he whispered. Then everything clicked in place as I realized I’m supposed to be here with him.
Alarms started blaring and I looked over to the big monitor as different lines started to decimate themselves. Loki let me down and I walked over to it as he walked behind me “theses are timelines aren’t they” I asked as Mobius and everyone else walked over “yes they are and they’re dying if we are trying to keep from breaking but we tried and it’s still breaking down on itself” someone said as I turned and saw a man who had glasses on and he had black hair and a green and brown jumpsuit. “Sorry my name Ouroboros and this is Mobius, B15, Casey, Sylvie, and Victor Timely” he said as he introduced everyone. I nodded my head as I was about to introduce myself the building started to shake and Loki held me so I wouldn’t fall. They started running and I ran with them as we ended up in some lab like room where I could see the actual timelines as they continued to break off and separate. I went and leaned against the rail near the stairs as Victor Timely walked down the stairs and Loki spoke to him through intercoms to instruct him on the what to do. I looked out as he was wearing a heavy looking suit and took a few steps and then he disbursed into a smoke of ribbons.
After we had to go find him down the hallway and we continued a repeat of this until he finally made it to the Temporal Loom and he pressed the button and we were all smiling. And he quickly ran back in and up the stairs. We all looked on as we thought the timeline was repairing but then it backfired and it started to overload and it to continued to do so. Until Loki ran down the stairs quickly and Mobius and Sylvie ran after him but they couldn’t catch him as he closed and locked the doors and they tried to talk to him but he wasn’t going to listen as they came back up the stairs and looked at me. I only nodded my head and snapped my fingers as I appeared beside Loki at the doors that led out to the Temporal Loom. He looked at me and he knew he was getting ride of me as he interlocked our fingers and he opened the door and we walked out together as we destroyed it together and we started to take a hold of all the timelines in our hands as we continued to walk and we grabbed more as we made our way up the stairs and to our thrones. We were wearing our true god/goddess clothing and we turned and sat on the giant cushioned throne together as we looked at each other and said in unison “älskar dig för alltid”. We leaned over and kissed each other as Yggdrasil formed around us. And there we will be forever.