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it's at moments like these where blamore's oddly sort of feline nature tended to show through; for, it mirrored the same kind of 'slow blink' that cats do to show affection. if you asked blamore why it'd done this... it'd tell you it's because it trusted loni. which, in turn, meant there was little to no tension in its body while he was around her at the moment. a low hum of contemplation left him then, ❝ mm, i'm not sure what you mean by that, chère (dear). you're going to have to be more specific. ❞

blamore was wearing a very low-cut top at the moment that rested off his it's shoulders, and exposed most of the grand display of life blossoming within its chest. stargazer lilies, leaves from purple smoke trees, and even basil were among the plants that were now a part of his body. although blamore's ribs weren't as sensitive as his tail, there were still a good amount of nerves running through it — a 'tingly' feeling coursing through him in response to how loni traced parts of them.

❝ it doesn't usually hurt, no. the only time i could really describe it as feeling nice is when they're photosynthesizing or growing bigger. from what i know of it, the best way i could describe the plants is that they're like veins. they have 'roots' just like any other type and start underneath my skin. they also photosynthesize like i mentioned earlier. ❞ blamore tilted its head at loni's next few questions, as it hadn't really been asked them before. ❝ you can certainly try to put your hand inside. but there have been instances where they moved, yes. ❞

a sharp inhale indicated that it enjoyed having its hips grasped. blamore could've sworn that he felt claws start to dig at his skin, but he didn't mind the sensation. it actually blushed in response to the compliment and wiggled in its spot, ❝ ahh, thank you, loni. i think you're beautiful yourself. ❞

suggestive starter for @lususnatura

" What does it feel like? " Gaze is almost soft, full of wonder, focused solely on the flowering ribcage before her. Nestled comfortably in it's lap, oblivious to the way she squirmed and shifted 'pon it, she traced petals and leaves blooming from their torso. " Does it hurt? Does it feel nice? How does it work exactly? Can I put my hand inside... can they move on their own...? " Tone becomes a mere whisper as she inhales through her nose, right hand falling to rest on their hip. Unknowingly her claws began to push through nail beds, a clear sign of her excitement at the current situation. " You're so pretty... "

in all honesty, blamore was typically more happy to be left alone while basking in the sun than to be approached, as there weren't many people you could trust in a city like gotham. and being that it was guaranteed that sleepiness came with the territory of allowing his plants to photosynthesize — well, you might be able to imagine how that could put blamore in a more vulnerable spot. having company over was also nice however. with how huge it's greenhouse was and since he lived alone, things sometimes tended to get too quiet. that was something he didn't have to worry about with loni, though, as she seemed happy to talk with him.

the tingly feeling blamore felt earlier was like nothing compared to the onslaught of sensation that came when she reached her hand into its ribcage. altogether, it felt halfway like he was experiencing sensory overload and the other half, something he couldn't recognize. ❝ i don't know... did you know that fungi has grown on my arms? and people don't usually like that, but you are all around pretty. ❞ blamore shot loni a small smile even through the heat that was increasingly becoming worse as his blush spread through his entire face. he swallowed a lump in his throat, before nodding and chuckled softly.

❝ yes, uhh, plants actually can move often as they respond to external factors like threats. though i can't say for sure whether they think your hand is one. ❞ the smile on his face deepened at loni's excitement, though soon enough, it felt the harsh sting of pain after her claws cut through his skin. the smile on his face dissipated almost all of the way before blood had started to trickle down from his hip. he quickly pressed a hand over the wound to staunch it from continuing to bleed, ❝ oh, yes. i'm okay. it's alright, loni. i have experienced much worse. it hurt a little but i have enhanced healing so it should heal in a few hours. ❞

blamore nodded at her, gnawing on his bottom lip for a moment before he gathered her bloodied claw in his free hand, before caressing her knuckles. in contrast, his legs did seem to be bouncing up and down a bit in anxiety as he very carefully stood up, ❝ i know it's not your fault. don't worry, chère. i'm just going to grab some gauze... you can stay here, if you want. ❞

She'd bore witness to it lazing in the sun before, but back then she hadn't given much thought to watching it that deeply. Sure, she glanced and found curiosity within it, but she merely opted to allow them respite. Loni understood how tiring it could be to always be on edge while alone, and sometimes one needed a second person around to truly let go of their stress and fall into the gentle brace of relaxation.

With permission she slowly inserted her hand. Soft petals and leaves tickled the scarred flesh, tougher, rougher things brushed against her deeper inside- roots she figured. " Oh please, that word should be meant only for youse. Anyone who's body grows such things... " Her voice trails off as her eyes light up. " They moved! I felt it! " With the excitement befitting of a young child she practically squeals aloud, cheeks flushing ever so slightly.

Unknowingly she grinds herself forward, that clawed hand now fully shifted. Accidentally she slices through the very top layer of skin- only realizing what she'd done when the tell-tale scent of iron hit her nose. It instantly sent a wave of panic through her and she pulled her hands free of it's body, staring down with a concerned expression. " Shit.. fuck I'm sorry. Are you okay? Did it hurt? I wasn't paying attention... I didn't think my claws would come out. " Thankfully the one which had been inside her had remained normal, but that didn't make her feel much better given the circumstances.

while taking a deep breath, blamore's eyes closed momentarily and it was in pain. though the sting of it wasn't nearly as bad as, say, an injury to his spine... the fact remained that it was still quite noticeable. he did firmly believe that it wasn't loni's fault however as it knew what it was like to accidentally hurt someone. for, blamore had done so himself among the first days after it experienced it's agonizing transformation. so he thought sometimes these things just happen. now, if loni had done it on purpose, that would've been a different story. but she didn't. and as such, blamore's tail reflected this as his tail formed a 'hook' at the very end of it; which meant he was still feeling friendly but also cautious.

there was a familiar sensation rising to the surface that signaled blamore should probably leave, then. and it wasn't associated with the wound but seemingly a byproduct of it. he had been doing so well with managing his symptoms too... blamore opened its eyes to look at loni, stifling an awkward smile. it merely nodded in response to her statement. ❝ alright. i appreciate that, but i'll probably be fine, ❞ who was it really trying to convince that to, it thought. itself or loni? blamore was up and out of the room within seconds as the other slumped on the chair. it ducked into the closest thing it had to a bathroom after, soon lifting his hand from the new wound on his hip.

blamore suddenly felt this shooting pain run through the left side of it's body then. it was like an electric shock, was the best way he could describe it, and one of his knees buckled forward as a result. luckily, blamore was able to hold onto the sink before he fell completely, but god's — that hurt like hell. a prickling sensation coursed right around the area of his tailbone and hip before it heard loni's voice calling out to him. she was asking if he was okay. blamore tried to answer her but felt another shooting pain in that same area before it decided to grab a warm compress he had in the cabinet below it.

and with that, the gauze as well. blamore took several ragged breaths as he wrapped it around his hip before bringing the compress there. jesus christ could there not be a worse time to have a flare-up from its nerve pain. blamore finally managed to speak up once it settled on the bathroom floor, ❝ its okay, i'm... okay. the wound isn't why i've been in here for so long. i'm going to open the door now, ❞ he reached his arm up from the floor to turn the doorknob and let her in. sweat had noticeably started to gleam on his temples, ❝ ne t'excuse pas, chérie (don't apologize, darling). all of my faculties are just unfortunately not the best anymore. i have had nerve pain for a while now. ❞

Leave it to her to ruin a good moment. In times like these she truly did feel like a predator. To hurt someone she hadn't wanted to hurt... all because she got too ahead of herself. She was lucky it hadn't triggered any sort of trauma in them. Had it, she wouldn't haven been able to live with herself.

Shifting back she gives it a strained smile. I don't need to go with you after I just did that. If he had half a mind he'd kick her out now, but here it was being so kind as to say it wasn't her fault. It was so why tell her otherwise? " I can stay here. If you need any help just let me know. I'll be here in the meantime. " Now thoroughly dejected she waits for it to exit the room and quickly slumps into the chair they'd just previously been nestled together on. Way to go idiot. Who does that to someone? What if he's upset with me now? I wanted to keep touching it... but I wouldn't trust me anymore if I were him.

She spends the next few minutes wallowing in self pity. However, when she realizes they haven't come back she begins to worry. " Blamore? " She calls out, standing and walking over to the spot she'd last seen it. " Hey is everything all good? It's taking you awhile. "

Stepping out of the room she begins to wander. Thankfully she can trail their scent and quickly makes her way to their location. " Is it bad? My claws can be pretty sharp... Do you want me to look at it? My nails are normal now s-so I won't be able to hurt you again. " Knuckles raise, prepared to knock against the door. " I'm really sorry. "

[ gag ]   your muse gagging mine, or or making them be quiet. / reverse >////>

although blamore certainly didn't like getting into fights with its lover, it seemed like both he and loni had had bad days; so they might've gotten into an argument after the topic that he had been far busier than usual lately had been brought up. and from what it remembered now, loni herself was angry over this because she'd been feeling neglected by it... but this also got blamore more than a little mad because he had asked her why she hadn't told him that then. which, in turn, caused things to reach a boiling point when it had made a snarky comment about it 'not being a mind reader' and that they actually needed to communicate with each other. this was because loni had stormed off right after, into the living room area and away from blamore.

now, considering that it had taken a moment to think everything over directly afterwards but was still riled up, what happened next could arguably be viewed as a bit startling but not bad. blamore still loved loni all the same after all even though he was still somewhat peeved by their circumstances when he'd headed to the living room — only to suddenly kiss the other as a heat-of-the-moment kind of thing. because although it had mostly gotten over what they'd argued about, there was still that sense of being 'riled up' within blamore. and from what the creature could tell, loni was still riled up from it as well, for she'd reciprocated the kiss far faster than it originally thought she would.

regardless, that didn't stop a slightly smug smile from spreading across its lips then as a thought abruptly came to mind; for blamore was soon sticking his hand down loni's panties as it'd already taken off her bottoms. ❝ mm, just to let you know, mon cher — although i may not be mad at you anymore... i am going to make you use your words like you should've earlier. but that'll be after i've decided i've teased you enough, ❞ it soon curved two of its fingers then before dipping them into loni's folds and pushing them slowly within her. ❝ i do believe you said you wanted to try edging at one point, yes? ❞ blamore moved his free hand over to her mouth before gently pulling down her bottom lip.

❝ and i want to make you a mess. so you can tap on my skin if you want me to stop at any point, but no more talking for now, baby. ❞ blamore leaned in to whisper this into the other's ear before he pushed that hands fingers into her mouth. the ones currently at her lower half buried themselves deep into her once more and went to rub at one of her walls. blamore was determined to make loni come intensely, albeit after drawing out her pleasure for as long as possible.

[ naked ] uwu

all day, all blamore could think about was that he'd finally be getting to see loni again after what he viewed as too much time. both of them did just seem to have a lot of things come up at once within their prospective fields of work. which was something that neither of them could help, of course, but her absence in his life still made his heart ache. though time was flowing by ever-so-steadily to their agreed upon meeting time... and blamore had already waited this long to reunite with loni, so what was a few more hours, right? it seemed like those few hours actually turned out to mean a lot to it in reality.

fussing over the appearance of its greenhouse was not something it normally did, but it was admittedly so excited for what was to come that it couldn't sit still — and wanting everything to be perfect for her arrival also contributed to his sudden urge to 'speed-clean.' blamore also admittedly might've gotten paranoid that loni wouldn't like what he was wearing, but that was when he had heard the door to his greenhouse open. this made the creature quickly pull down the half-shirt it wore before a warm smile melted across its lips.

not even blamore was invulnerable to feeling sensations like all the blood rushing to its head, especially when one considered just how beautiful loni looked. he couldn't help but immediately want to get close to his partner then. this resulted in him hurrying to meet her halfway across the walkway of his greenhouse. afterward, gathering loni in a tight embrace was almost second nature for blamore once it reached her. it even lifted her up to spin her for a few moments with a series of laughs before kissing her gently. ❝ you know, you are a bit early, cher. thus... the food i promised you isn't ready yet, but i could think of a few ways we could pass the time. ❞

now, fast-forwarding to the present, it was clear what exactly it meant by that: blamore nearly bumping into the bed as loni finished taking off its shirt. then, the creature felt her pulling down its pants as they both fell in succession onto the mattress, and he didn't know how loni did it so fast; but blamore knew that she was now snaking a thumb beneath his boxers. a sharp inhale left rose-colored lips while they were quickly thrown to the side, exposing that its length was half-way erect. blamore smirked slightly as he made her own bottoms and panties join it in a pile.

❝ well, someone's eager. though don't worry... i'm going to take care of you really soon, alright? just relax, ❞ it poured plenty of lube over its fingers before gently easing loni's legs open more and spreading it across her folds with one hand. he made eye contact with her as he did so teasingly slowly, ❝ i was thinking that i could eat you out first before anything else, loni. would that be something you want? ❞

attention!

after spending nearly thirty minutes looking for a piece of clothing, blamore was starting to get worried that he'd never find what he was looking for. and that clothing was particularly important as it was what it planned to wear on its date with loni that night. the blazer was the only one he had left that wasn't dirty. but for whatever reason, it wasn't in the place where blamore last remembered putting it; a problem soon arising because of that.

loni was waiting on it outside. and in addition to that, she was already completely changed, making blamore feel as if he had to find it before long or she might get annoyed at him. its eyes carefully looked through the shelves in its closet one last time to see if maybe it was just missing it. but blamore found nothing once more, so he soon found himself walking out of his closet in the direction of loni. ooh... it really hoped that she wasn't already feeling irritated at him for taking so long. though, loni never really seemed like the type to do so, the thought gave him anxiety.

blamore wasn't shocked to see that she had taken to trying to entertain herself with something. it had been a while, it thought, as it reached a hand out to touch her shoulder. but blamore's was a bit shocked that it hesitated for a moment before it made contact with her skin, ❝ loni. hey, mon cœur (my heart) — i'm sorry its been taking me so long. i know we're going to a fancy restaurant, with reservations and everything, so i want to wear something nice. but my blazer is nowhere to be found... do you think i should just wear something else? ❞

❛  my  poor ,  brave  baby .  ❜

the moment that he was allowed to leave the office he was in, blamore thought, he swore that he was going to speed out of there — and that it did. though, it planned on trying to hide its apparent distress from loni upon reaching her in the waiting room, blamore's brain seemed to do a complete 180 at the last second; embracing loni tightly and digging his head into the crook of her neck. the medical procedure that blamore just went through was a lot more horrible than he thought it would be in his opinion.

the creature had no idea what it was thinking now when it told the other that she could stay out here, because he'd be fine. that was when loni had chosen to say those four little words to blamore. and without warning, this triggered its lips to began quivering, as well as a sniff to leave blamore. ❝ mm. t - thank you for waiting for me, mon cher (my dear). i never want to come here again after that, ❞ blamore kept on repeating the words 'everything is going to be okay' in his mind to stop himself from having a breakdown. for, it feared being judged by the people around them, admittedly.

❝ i'll tell you later what they did, but can we just go back to my greenhouse now? unless you have to go to work today, which is... fine, of course. i suppose i could just call nico or something in that case, ❞ blamore wiped at his eyes as he hesitantly pulled away from loni, feeling a 'pins and needles' type sensation running all throughout his back. it hated feeling like it had been stripped down to behaving like a distraught little kid, but blamore felt like he couldn't help it. this doctor was not only someone he didn't trust, but someone who'd put him through pain for a prolonged period of time.

so one could definitely say that the experience wasn't fun to say the least; albeit it was to see about the current state of his nerve damage and whether it was exacerbating, or getting better.

@maljefe “Youse also know Toru… huh?” A pause. “Sorry for that.” Jett lol

An ugly cackle escaped the woman. Only someone who knew him would say that. “ Fuck — that’s funny. ” Jett couldn’t deny that it was comforting, in a dark humor sort of way. “ Unfortunately, yeah. I’m familiar with his — unique charm. ” Code for unhinged asshole demeanor. Laughing felt a bit too mean, so she dialed back his description. “ I mean — we just see each other at work. So it isn’t that bad, right? ”