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i would like to say

that i've forgiven you,

that i've moved on and

i don't even think about you,

but i try not to lie in my poems,

so i will be as honest as i can.

the truth is i am still

mad at you for leaving.

the truth is i don't even care

because i miss you so much,

it still feels like

a piece of me is missing.

yes, even after all these years.

please come back.

how is that for grief?

i am here, begging as usual.

i never really move on from here.

please come back.

i still remember your favorite color

and your favorite bands

and what your hugs feel like.

i remember how you used to

hide bouncy balls for me to find

with little clues,

like a treasure hunt,

because you knew i collected them

and they made me happy.

i remember when we used to

make each other happy.

please come back.

i miss you more than

i am angry with you.

i still listen to

your favorite songs.

i kept all of the bouncy balls.

-mars