Me Complaining - Tumblr Posts
literally foaming at the mouth because i feel like i can't write what i wanna write to the skill level i wanna write it aaaaaaaaaaahhhhh
I would like somebody to gift me SOMETHING! anything...a badge...so my blog can look more...y'know! I want my blog to have more attention than this...don't mean to brag or say anything in any kind of way...
It astounds me how my parents think
“Ability to use an electronic device” equals “overall health and wellness.”
N-no?
A lot of the shit I do when I’m sick is low brainpower shit like role playing, online conversations, or drawing. Anything that requires more than the limited attention of a foggy mind and clogged sinuses I don’t do. I basically can’t, too hard to think.
Just because I’m going click click clack clack click on my screen keyboard doesn’t mean I’m cured of all illness. And hell, I still have trouble doing the mentioned things because it’s hard to think when there’s so much snot in your head and your DayQuil is starting to kick in. Went to take a nap and could barely focus on my self-generated bedtime story that I use to go to sleep land.
How they say that shit astounds me.
Hey! It's me again, I know there's been a while where I don't upload anything at all, I just reblog and stuff, I guess what I'm trying to say is sorry about that, lately I have found myself with somewhat high levels of anxiety, but nothing that I cannot handle or control, sooo yeah...my spirits have been on the decline thanks to that...and the fact that sleep hours have been somewhat reduced in recent weeks ☠️
I don't want to go into too many details because they are not relevant at all, I just wanted to comment that I feel like a total zombie, I had planned to draw something cute and scary for yesterday but I just couldn't cook anything, I was sooo tired both physically and mentally that I didn't feel satisfied with anything I did and in the end I couldn't do anything.
I don't think I can reach a specific point, I just wanted to complain a little since I haven't had the opportunity to do so, I generally tend to tell my problems to a friend I've had for years, but recently I started to feel uncomfortable talking to him or showing him my things because... I don't know, maybe I'm overthinking things a lot, but he's started to make me feel a little uncomfortable, he's a good guy, but sometimes I feel like he gets too carried away by his ego, he is an incredible artist, and I usually ask him for advice, he usually corrected obvious mistakes and gave me feedback that helped me improve many things, but now he does nothing more than highlight somewhat absurd errors, I didn't give it any importance because...well, he knows more about this than me, right? It was like this for a while until he started making fun of my methods, I know my method is not the most correct, but it works for me, taking a big leap until today, right now I'm afraid to show him things since he started making fun of me a little, I know he's probably taking it as a game, but in the process if I get down a little bit, outside of that situation it's really nice to talk to him, now he only avoided showing him things related to my drawings.
Leaving that topic aside today I managed to draw a little while I was in a rather...questionable state of lucidity, it was very early in the morning so I could only doodle, and even that I didn't doodle like I like, but hey, thanks for reading, I'm sorry for throwing out so much information but I needed to get it out of my system.
Thanks again, stay safe guys 🫶
In the latter I was already losing consciousness to the dream, after "finishing it" I went for a walk a little to wake up and ate a chocolate...It didn't work but don't let it be said not to try lol
Now, bye, bye everyone! ✨