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What was the conversation between Jean and Eren in the paths during chapter 139?This is my take<3
warnings:swearing,kinda angsty,spoilers of snk chapter 139
About 900 words,,,Ik it's small leave me be😌
"Now I remember...you conscientious piece of shit."
Jean woke up back in the training corps' canteen.He felt different,he subconsciously reached up to his chin to feel his precious beard and almost groaned when instead of a thin layer of facial hair he touched smooth teenage skin.Looking around he saw someone vaguely familiar making his eyes gulp,no it can't be.There it was,a more young,scrawny version of Eren.Then he realised that he couldn't feel his hair prickling his nape anymore,it was almost as if he's traveled back in time,back in his first night as a trainee.Turning to the green eyed teen he felt his anger rise up,what is this?
"Jean,hey."Eren said and made his away from behind the table,now infront of his foe.It might have been the anger,it might have been the overwhelming oblivion and confusion but Jean found himself sending a punch on Eren, scoring a hit square on the jaw.
Eren couldn't say he was completely surprised by Jean's actions but it sure as hell caught him of guard.Holding his jaw he looked up to a very angry looking Jean,reaching for the collar of his shirt.
"Not you too Jean,fuck."he spit out.
"Eren what the fuck is this?Where are we?Is this all a twisted game of yours?Am I dead?Is that why we're back in the training corps?And if I am then why the hell am I with you?"he yelled on his face,making Eren flinch.
"Calm down you're not dead,at least not yet."Eren shrug off Jean's hands off his shirt."I just wanted to talk before we head to war.This is a kind of throw back, you'll see in a while."Jean raised his eyebrows,no longer angry just completely confused.Then his brain dinged when Eren said the word <<talk>> and his anger came back in an instant.
"What the fuck did you say to Mikasa?"his mouth speaking before his mind could process his words.Eren stiffed up.
"Ah I see you know then."his gaze fell on the ground,mood shifted.
"No,when you and your army of fascist suicidal blockheads locked us up I saw her,and she looked like her heart had been ripped off from her chest.She took the fucking scarf off! I'd never seen her without it so I assumed it was you who'd done something.Armin just informed us that you said hurtful things to her so please tell me Eren what the fuck did you say to her."he almost growled and Eren sighed.
"Well I practically told her that she only follows me around because of her Ackerman blood,that she's a slave with no free will, blindly following orders.Then I told her that I've always hated her,ever since we were kids."Jean gapped,hands snatching Eren's collar once again.
"Are you serious Eren?You had her love and you just threw all that without even thinking how lucky you are for being the one receiving her affections.You're so fucking stupid."his screech rarely affected Eren whose gaze was now dropped to the ground."Look at me you ungrateful bastard."Jean started to scream once again but stopped the moment he saw Eren's eyes filled with tears.The shorter teenager shrug off Jean's hands off his collar once again.
"You think I don't know that?You think that I haven't been hating myself for this?Fuck you don't understand what I went through to get those words,those utterly ridiculous words out,much less seem believable!"he screamed,the person that Jean had almost forgot existed was once again in the surface;an angry,loud and passionate kid.Eren.
"Wait,you didn't mean any of it?I knew it."he said looking back at his former comrade,who was wiping his tears.
"Of course I didn't mean it,how can I?Mikasa is the person I imagined spending my whole life with."
Realisation flashed across Jean's face.Spending his whole life with her? Surely that can't be platonic! Does he mean-
"You love her don't you."his words laced with heartbreak.Of course he did,how could anyone not love her.
"Now that buddy,is something we have in common." a bitter laugh escaped his lips saying these words."Everything I ever did was for you guys,for you to become heroes,to live freely.That's why I need you to fight me,kill me.The rumbling will wipe out about 80% of the world's population,after that I leave it all to you."he continued and Jean finally understood.
"You played the devil so that we could..."he trailed off and Eren nodded.
"There will no longer be Titan powers in this world by the way.After I die,all eldians will no longer be able to shift into titans."
"Fuck Eren you really are a suicidal blockhead."he smiled and the other laughed.
"Since day one...for now you will forget everything we said but you will probably remember it after everything's over."Eren finished and Jean pulled him in a tight embrace.
"Take care of her for me horseface."he felt him whisper on his neck and nodded frantically.
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The next thing he remembers is waking up feeling his skin boiling,around him Reiner,Connie,Annie... everyone was alive.
"Now I remember...you conscientious piece of shit."
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After seeing Sasha smiling at him and Connie he turned himself around and saw her.She was holding something in her hands lovingly,it was Eren's head,a blonde now running towards her.She really did it huh.
Don't worry Eren,I'll keep her safe for you.
ok don't hate me I hurt myself writing it too.
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