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[14:30] on the way to the practice room your head was spinning with different thoughts, the words spoken about you made your eyes watery.

‘look at her! what a demon’

‘god, does she think that using contacts will make her cool? what a weirdo’

‘her eyes are so unnatural. she must be the devils child.’

you were born with an unusual eye colour. purple, obviously no one has unusual eye colours except you, sniffling you enter the room.

“god, why can’t I be normal! Why can’t I fit in! Why can’t I just be like everyone else,” you spoke to yourself with your teeth grinding against each other, in seconds you were a sobbing mess and scratching at your face.

“hey hey,” a hand holds yours in place, it was one the senior groups!. them being your seniors you felt humiliated, quickly getting up on shaky legs you bow down, excusing yourself and apologising and as you went to leave the same hand grabs your arm.

“hey, why don’t we talk for a bit huh? it’s not good bottling up emotions.”

you stilled staring at them in disbelief before slowly nodding and, sat down beside them where you talked and talked.