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people on the outside looking in can be confused by my desire to be treated with utmost reverence and love and to be coddled while also being ruthlessly and relentlessly hurt. i don’t necessarily want to be humiliated or for pain to be a punishment. sometimes it’s about someone whispering sweet nothings in my ear while they make me scream, you know? sometimes i want someone to tell me they know i can take it and that they think i look so pretty like this and they’re going to push me a little more, just a little farther for them, even as i fight against the bindings. because they love me and they want to hurt me so, so bad. you know? 🙂

cherishing the fact that i currently bruise very easily because literally anybody can put hands on me and it will leave a mark (: i hope it never goes away but i’m aware that over time your body stops bruising as much if you keep doing it

Me vs the urge to grin like an idiot every time I get thuddily shoved into things. My back hits a wall with an oof and I’m already losing higher brain functions. PLEASE hit me around. Show me who’s boss. Give me a fight, I’ll make it easy, even.