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Happy birthday, Reiner <3

Did these two for this very special day, my pookie wookie deserves it. It was such a comfort to work on these ngl..

You want to practiceee? I got you baby. I demand reiner faced with a choice as to whether to stay with his gf (where the relationship are not approve by his family) or marry the lady his family choose for him. Apologize my terrible english tho

Decisions (Reiner Braun)

This what i'm talking about bby! lessgoo. Rating: Angst.... I guess. Paring: Reiner x poc!Femreader Tags/TW: !!!!!racial prejudice!!!, arranged marriage, slight domestic violence.

Plz note that my English is self taught and mistakes were made.

Her nails were starting to get blunt by the amount of times she tapped her fingers against the worn out wood. Her gaze was infinitely ahead of her, fixated on lively streets of Marley. Her view was contrary to how she felt. She saw freedom, happiness, pride. But now all Y/N wanted was to sink into the ground six feet under.

Two faces without emotions turned in on themselves. The atmosphere in the room was thick enough that you could almost taste it. His little apartment was plagued by silence, which chanted to him how terribly he had screwed up.

The sound of his lips parting to speak was enough to drag a sigh deep from her chest. He better not speak, she thought to himself.

“You should probably shave. Get a haircut--...” Every word rolling off her tongue was viscous, gleaming with hatred and disappointment.

“Stop.” Reiner’s brash voice sounded meek coming from the bed. He sat on the edge of it, head in his hands as he balanced his elbows on his thighs. “I-I don't know what to do now.” Y/N let out a breathy chuckle whilst ignoring the blade that shot through her heart. She turned on the chair, the summer light shone across her mocha colored complexion, drawing attention to her distinctive features. They were now eye to eye, broken expressions mirroring the other.

“You knew. You knew what you got into when we started dating. You knew you wouldn’t be able to give me more and---...” She didn’t want to cry. Not again. But here she was, tears brimming her lash line. “I-- No we had dreams, Reiner. You dreamt with me,” the first tear rolled down and his stomach churned at the sight. “We were fantasizing about baby names you---you dickhead!”

Reiner knew he had no right to speak so he stood up in an attempt to escape her gaze that was jabbing on him like a dull knife. He paced around the room, sucking the tip of his thumb with worry. Ways to rationalize his sinful actions flashed through him, numbing his mind for a few seconds. He didn’t realize that she was now on her feet too, following every step he made trying to make him look at her again.

“And lemme guess she’s white isn’t she?”

“Y/N!” Reiner stopped in his steps and turned to the shorter woman, eyes of fury blasting down. “This has been decided for us when we were fucking twelve years old that i’ll marry her when I turn twenty.”

“You don’t have to get defensive,” Y/N scoffed through tears. “Don’t you think I notice the stares, the whispers. Everyone knew!” Y/N stepped closer to him, looking up at the blonde man with wide eyes. “Everyone knows that if I were a white woman, we wouldn’t have this conversation right now. I wouldn't ruin the bloodline that way right?!”

Reiner avoided her gaze, turning his head to the side. His ears rang with an irritating beep, and the sensation of fighting back tears burned his entire face, beginning at his nose and moving up to his eyes.

“But If you think I’m gonna spend one more minute fighting for your love you're wrong. I’m not fighting for someone who never loved me.”

“Never loved you?” Reiner snapped and looked at her again. “I loved you, Y/N.”

“No, because if you really loved me--...”

“Don't even say that, Y/N--...”

“If you really loved me you would make the same sacrifices I did. You would not even think about choosing her or the ultimatum in general.” Her shrill yell was enough to shake even the smallest bones in her body and echoed through the empty corridors of the apartment complex.

“Please stop yelling, Y/N.” Reiner pleaded with frustration. “T-They are my family I- I can’t.”

Y/N roughly dried her tears, quickly vowing to shed a tear for this man ever again. Her heart thundered in her heart like a terrified bird flapping away from its prey. Sobs could be mistaken for wails of pain and right now, Y/N was in pain. She was hurt by the one she would love the most.

“What about my family huh, Reiner? I left them for you. I left my village for you and now--...I hate you,” A shaky wail escaped her and seconds later it turned into an icy-cold, horror movie-like scream. It all spilled out, and she had no means of stopping it. She chanted it like a prayer over and over again until that became the only words she could let out. I hate you.

“Shut up!!” Reiner roared, his dilated pupils gazing back at her, his bearded jaw tightening. The buildup had become too much and Y/N felt like she couldn’t hold herself in anymore. Before she even rationalized her actions she cocked her hand back and flung it right across his cheek.

Reiner hissed in pain as he brought his hand to his cheek, his cheek stung like a million pin needles dug in the surface. Reiner’s reflexes were strong enough for him to see the next strike. With a grunt he wrapped his hand around both of her wrist, hoping she’d stay that way. She was now a frantic lady, shouting and murmuring at the top of her lungs; I hate you.

“Baby,” he panted through tears, using his free hand to force her head upward. Tear filled eyes gazed at him.

"I'm gonna kill you so badly when you let me go." She whimpered, trying to sound tough despite the tears discretely trickling down her cheeks.

For a moment it became silent. Both swallowed each other's pants. He noticed how her tense frame lessened, something inside him told her that she wouldn't attack him again, so he withdrew his hands.

“I want you to be happy,” Reiner whispered as he wept. “You don’t deserve what would be coming to you, if we continued this.”

Reiner cupped her cheek and jaw, thick digits probing the nape of her neck. Bitten lips clashed onto hers, with passion and determination more than the millions they’ve shared before. Y/N absorbed his flavor on her trembling tongue. She had a hunch this may have been the last time she'd ever be able to feel this way. As they withdrew a thin string of saliva still connected them.

“I want you to go. Forget about me. Live the life you deserve and be happy."

Y/N let out a shaky breath. "R-Reiner."

"I'm sorry."

"We--... We can leave this town. Te-tell no one where we're going," she stuttered as she continued her endless muttering. "We- We can be happy together. We don't even have to get married right?" She was dreaming out loud, the same hunch in her lower belly reminding her that they would never come true.

"I've chosen her, Y/N. I have to listen to my family." Reiner said through a sob.

She took a step back, curls on her head bouncing as she shook her head in disbelief. This can't be happening. This is a nightmare. She reassures herself.

"Leave, Y/N." Reiner pleads in desparation. "Leave and forget about me."

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Aight aight?????? What do you thiiiiiiink??? Angst is not my best thing to write.