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Warning: angst, gun shots metion, gun, wepond, blood, violence, metion of torture(not far into detail), high, alcohol. If there is anything else please tell me!.

Life without one of the Haitani brothers would be torture to the other. They were always together. Through the think and thin. No matter what one says about the other and that they didn't need the other they both knew that was a lie. They wouldn't be called the Haitani brothers. They wouldn't have all their moves be about both of them.

Even before they got into fighting and things and started making moves for it they always did stuff together. Even through Ran was a year older that didn't stop him and Rindou to do everything together. Ran even went into Rindou's classroom before just to be able to have classes together. Of course Ran got noticed by the teacher but Ran out up a big fight when they tried to take him away.

But now here Rindou is, in his brother room looking at the ground. Ran's room was cleaned. Everything Ran owned got put into boxes and was put under the bed or in the closet.

Rindou hasn't been able to get up anymore. He hasn't been able to do anything. All he wants to do all day is stay in his brother's room and remember the good days.

Ever since the incident Rindou couldn't accept what had happened, couldn't forgive himself, and couldn't forget how it happened.

A few days back Ran and Rindou were going to fight another gang. They were sure that their game was going to win. Well it just happened that one of the gang's members had brought a gun. Rindou was supposed to get shot, not Ran. Ran should have been alive and Rindou should be six feet into the ground not the other way around.

Next thing Rindou knew was that a gun went off in the middle of the fight. When he looked to see what was going on he saw Ran fall to the ground and blood coming out of his.

Rindou didn't know what to think. His mind was everywhere. Telling him to scream, to cry, to call for help, to move, to do anything. All he could do was pull his brother's body close to him and hold onto the wound. Rindou couldn't forget what Ran said to him.

"Rin, don't do anything stupid now. I won't be there to stop you". That was Ran's last words. If it was any other thing Rindou might have let out a small chuckle but not that time. He just wanted to say that he doesn't have to say that and that he will always be with him to stop him but they both knew that wasn't true.

The cops then arrived a few minutes after. He had gotten questioned but he barely said anything he told the bare minimum. The cops had no reason to arrest him so they just let him go and now he hasn't been able to get off his brother's bed.

This was bed that he would come in whenever he got a nightmare. The bed that him and his brother both do stupid thing on. Rindou just puts his hands on his face and groans to himself.

He then slammed his hand down on the bed. He wanted to go back and fix that. Why did that have to happen? Why, why, why?

He didn't even notice that he started punching the wall and that his knuckles started bleeding. But once he did he just looked at his knuckles and frowns more.

He just wanted to see his brother one last time. That last time would be the best time he would ever have his brother.

He then laid back on the bed and closed his eyes.

Now that he thinks about it he never felt this hopeless. Never this deep in the darkness that is surrounding him.

He didn't realize that he fell asleep till he heard someone knocking on his door. He groans and opens his eyes and looks towards the door. He then slowly gets up and heads out of the room and to his door. He then goes and opens the door.

"What?" He asked, rudely.

He then saw Sanzu. He had a bottle of wine and a bag of food. He then sighs and crosses his arms.

"what do you want, Sanzu?" He asked. He didn't want to deal with Sanzu. He didn't know if he was high, drunk, or anything else in the area.

"just thought I would bring you some stuff. Can I come in?" He asked and smiles at him. Rindou rolls his eyes and moves out the way for Sanzu to come in. He then closes the door behind Sanzu and follows him into the apartment.

Little did he know that night with Sanzu was the night that he finally let everything out. That night he had to accept his brother's death. The night that Sanzu helped him through.

Sorry that the ending was kinda rushed. I'll probably make a part 2 or something if you guys really like this! But I hope you like!

Rindou x reader angst

Warnings: falling out of love, angst, break up, being ignored, arguing, cursing

Rindou was always someone who cared about what people said. He was always like this. He most cared about how his gang cared about him. He wanted to seem strong like his brother since his gang always talks how Ran is stronger and the better brother.

Now with you, you tried to show Rindou that it didn't matter what they said and that he was still a awesome brother no matter what the gang says. That he was just as strong, handsome, and smart like his brother but he never believe that.

That never stopped your through, you tried your best the way you could. You always tried your best but for some reason it was never enough for him.

You would cook, clean, give him attention, everything. Anything that you thought that would make him happier you tried. But he would either turn his attention to something else and ignore you.

This been going on for a bit and nothing has been working. Nothing has gotten better and you really are starting to think maybe it would be better if you gave up on him and you.

I mean this might be the best situation. You could tell that his gang was everything to him. You didn't want him to give that up but you wished that he would give you some times.

when ever you see him he would be leaving again saying "have to go, my gang needs me." Or "they finally see me as me I can't let them down now".

You would just nod. Sometimes you wondered if there was something else in the gang that he had his attention on. But you trusted him enough to shake that thought out and agree that can't be true.

But one day you had a very bad day. You were late to work and when you got there you guys were packed with work to do. You weren't able to take your lunch break from it. Then you came home to an empty house.

You didn't think that they had a fight today so you grabbed your phones and dialed someone that you knew would give you answers to this.

You heard the phone ring till someone finally answered it.

"hello?" You heard, Ran's voice speak from the other side.

Well now you knew that there wasn't a fight because Ran never answers his phone while he is fighting.

"hey, Ran. Do you know where Rindou is?" You asked. You heard him sigh on the other side.

"he's with me. Did he not tell you?" He asked.

"No but it's fine. Just dont get into any trouble okay?" You said. Before he could say anything you hanged up.

You then put you phone in your pocket and went to go and get something to eat. Once you got something you went to living room and decided to put a show on while you ate.

Maybe this was how dating with Rindou was meant to be like. Maybe you should get used to being second place in Rindou's heart- actually third place. First is his brother, Ran. Second is his gang. Third is you. If there is nothing else but something in your mind was telling you that there was.

Once you finished eating. You decided that this wasn't going to work anymore. You then got up from the couch and went to your guys bedroom. You then started packing everything that was Rindou.

You still remembered helping him pack everything in this apartment with you. You guys were being stupid while you guys were unpacking his stuff into the place. There was a lot of laughter, jokes, messing around.

You felt the hot tears finally fall. They fell like a river fall. They wont stop. You kept whipping them away but they wouldn't go away. You tried to stop them from continuing but once they start they don't stop. Not till they are dry. Not till the river is fully dried and there is no more water felt to flow.

Once you were able to get yourself back together the best you could you started carrying his stuff outside. You made sure to put his names on the boxes so then no one will steal it. You then went back inside and searched through your key bowl to see if he took his house key. But you saw that he left it. Probably thinking that you would keep the door unlock for him.

You then went to the door and locked it. Sure this is a scared cat way of breaking up but you know if you saw his face you would just break. You didn't want to let him see that. He doesn't deserve to see you weak like that because of him.

You decided to get ready for bed. You had gotten a shower and did everything else you needed to do before jumping into bed and snuggling up into the blankets and trying to fall asleep.

You were about to fall asleep till you heard someone knocking on the door. You groan and got up. You walked over to the door and looked through the door hole and see that it was Rindou. You sigh softly and unlock the door and open it a tiny bit.

"what?" You asked. You didn't want to talk to him. You thought that this would tell him that you guys were over.

"why the hell is my stuff outside?" He asked.

"why do you think? Were done." You said. You just stared at the ground. Not wanting to look at his face anymore. You couldn't look at his face for you would just break down. You would not be able to let him go.

"wait what? Why?" He asked. You could already think of the face that he is making.

"why do you think? You clearly don't love me anymore. Your always out. Never telling me anything. Ignoring me." You said. You wanted to say how you have to ask his brother things to just know what you still like but knew that wouldn't be a good decision.

When he didn't say anything you continued.

"were over Rindou. Just leave." you say before closing the door again and locking it. Right before you closed the door you saw a glimpse of his face and saw the hurt on it.

Flowers don't forever bloom and you know that. You and Rindou have been one of those flowers. A flower that bloomed till something stopped it and then it withered away.

You just wished it didn't happen so soon.

Fandoms i write for (im taking fanfic ideas and sugestions so feel free to ask <3)

Fandoms i write for 

- Gnehsin impact 

- Legend of zelda (link mainly) 

- Bungou stray dogs

- TOKYO REVENGERS