Rosa Shut Up Challenge - Tumblr Posts - Page 2
hello! i took this picture of my friends yesterday and i really really love it i think it might be my favourite picture i’ve ever taken so i wanted to share!!
the sun has gone away and it’s been raining and grey for days now and im honestly starting to feel so heavy :’( i try to do stuff in the day but i feel like im just wasting my summer because it’s so gloomy outside and i don’t want to go anywhere in this weather
not to be a freak but i think a forehead kiss and a cuddle would solve 99% of my problems
me posting pirates of the caribbean meta at nearly 1 AM, fully aware that i haven’t touched any wip’s in weeks
if i think too much about how much i love the hunger games my heart starts to hurt and i feel nauseous like those books are it for me
here’s part of a a song i wrote about questioning romantic love when you see it falling apart all around you and you’re not sure if you’ve ever really felt it :’)
based on this
lyrics:
what is it to be known?
what is it to be had?
somebody sits by your bedside
brushed your hair
holds your hand
what is it to be seen?
what is it to be held?
keeping letters in the bottom drawer
where you know you won’t forget
prints on paper
years have passed
it’s difficult i know
hold on tight, and please hold fast
promise you won’t let go
there was something once here
but it feels so far
and i don’t know
i don’t know
who you are
what is it to be felt?
what is it to be heard?
the depressive episode i went through last month truly had me living under a rock , like what do you mean i was supposed to re enroll into university weeks ago?? what do you mean our timetables already came out?? what do you mean uni has been trying to contact me and i have been awol since basically the start of summer 🥲🥲
realising that i’ve been so out of it and missed so much is making me increasingly worried honestly. i can’t stop thinking about what will happen if i feel like that again during term time. what will i do then? i can’t afford to stop everything and not go to classes or do the work. it’s really scary to think that i could feel like that again at any given point in time.
the depressive episode i went through last month truly had me living under a rock , like what do you mean i was supposed to re enroll into university weeks ago?? what do you mean our timetables already came out?? what do you mean uni has been trying to contact me and i have been awol since basically the start of summer 🥲🥲
just bought a denim mini skirt at the market for 3€, if it doesn’t fit it might just be my last straw
currently dealing with the awful crippling fear that everyone i’ve ever known actually despises me ❤️
havana rose liu as annie cresta i would lay down my life for you
whenever i feel writers block coming on i open up pinterest, add a few pictures to my wip boards, and am magically healed
tw grief
grief is so weird. i went to my great grandma’s house today for the second time since she passed and at first it just felt so empty. but then i went into her part of the house and notices that there is a framed picture of the two of us together still on the shelf. she put it there when i was little and whenever i visited, she’d make a point of reminding me that she didn’t forget about me even though i lived in a different country unlike all my other cousins.
later i went to sit in the garden and a warm breeze pushed the shutters to the back doors of her side of the house gently open and it was so weird because im not religious at all or particularly spiritual but maybe that was her saying hello? i don’t know, it sounds so silly when i say it haha
it’s weird usually to see places previously filled with life so empty. it’s like the house doesn’t know what to do with itself without her in it. but i did feel her today, i really think i did. she’s in the wind and the leaves and the sun. i miss her every day. i hope she’s somewhere warm.
no one asked but these are annie’s vibes in my little mermaid!odesta AU
went out with a mid thigh length dress and got catcalled five times in the space of maybe 20 minutes before i decided to go back home, i HATE OLD ITALIAN MEN
im so anxious about the start of my last year of uni that i could throw up or pass out or both