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I have to believe in the future. There has to be hope because if there isn’t then there’s no point. No point dreaming no point aspiring no point having friends and drinking warm tea and buying new shoes for a future hike. Because having faith in a future, having hope, is necessary for living. Be afraid, worry and nerve, that just proves how much you care. But never lose hope that things will exist and will continue. The world will not end because we believe it won’t. The world will not end because there’s no point otherwise. The world can be filled with joy and belief and buying your first pet and sharing a snack with a loved one and the quiet dark nights where your just warm enough because it has to. It can’t always be dark and the world can’t end, not if we don’t let it. Not if we have hope for the future. There is no point in fighting otherwise, you might as well give up. Why would you fight otherwise. there is no point in experiencing joy and striving for better if you have no belief in a better livable tomorrow, no point in laughter and dancing clumsily in the dark. Why would you have so much ability to love if the world isn’t waiting for you, if there’s nothing to look forward to, if there’s nothing at the end. Hope is in the future, possibility is in tomorrow. Strive for it, build it, bring it about with every breath you take. Believe it, love is at the end of this all.
Moving forward I will not be reblogging any misery or negativity. I know it’s important to talk about the state of the world and not ignore it but I want this to be a happy place for me and those who visit.
Finally cleared this blog out to be ready to take over as my art blog since it is my main blog. I reblogged all my art over here but I also might repost it here at some point for my own sanity yunno?
I work with paint and every time I see someone come in and I ask what quality they want and they say “oh it’s just a rental” as a shorthand for “give me the cheapest paint possible” something just like rage boils in me. Then I look down and see they have the nicest most expensive shoes and I get angrier.
Okay I know I’m on that brainrot train still I love pre-war stucky give, or at least where they were together before everything because the concept of loving someone no matter what through all versions of themself no matter the changes because that’s still the person you love despite all the hardship and at the core that doesn’t change????
On the other hand I just like the rest of the avengers trying to set them up and then going “ma’am we’ve been dating since we were 16”
I hate when sequels or what have you tear found families apart, like letting them just casually drift their own ways as though they don’t have bonds forged in trauma and solidarity and like they aren’t the only ones who can know and comfort and GET it and that they’re stronger together for all they’ve been through? Like why would you have them just walk away from each other at the end, as though they wouldn’t form bonds very suddenly and find themselves as the most important people in their lives?
To be so profoundly changed just to part ways with a yeah bye be safe? As though you haven’t been bonded and altered in so permanent ways? In my found family? It’s more likely then you think :(
Welcome back me!!!! Tumblr had finally reinstated my account!!!
Gonna be taking a break from tumblr for personal reasons for a while, see y’all whenever I come back