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when they rape me next to a dumpster to remind me my worth <333

maybe I should make a lil sweet intro? ~
☆ ~('▽^人)
hellooo! ~ my name is alya, but call me all the filthy & sweet pet names you wanna <3
i'm 19, bi, nb, and a little bit messed up in the head <3 my dms & inbox are fully open at all times! (in fact, my fuzzy little head likes the attention ~)
all my filthy, icky little thoughts ~ ♡
> here are my kinks! ♡♡
degradation, pet play, objectification, cnc, knifeplay, gun kink, ageplay, humiliation, prey-predator play, corruption, primal play, pain kink, daddy-daughter, intox, violence, kidnapping, dacryphilia, gaslighting & manipulation, innocence kink, face slapping, threats, and many many more ~
> here are my limits! these are completely stern, please don't try to "comfort" me into them! ~
piss play, scat, vomit, feet kink, cervix penetration, raceplay, orientation play, fat kink, detrans, starvation kink, needles, toiletplay, diapers, in general fetishization of my bisexuality (or transness by non queer people!)
↪ a little guideline!
if you come in & ask for a pic right away, I'm probably not going to respond anymore, sorry :( also, please respect it if I tell you I'd like to send a pic after we get to know each other a bit more! <3
it is absolutely imperative to discuss the safewords & bounds before we begin! <3
also, really important to communicate if you're in the mood where you want me to act a certain way (bratty/submissive) or if you'd like to not say something I said, we can't read each other's my minds <33 so communication is key! ~
that's it! feel completely free to message! <33
want so very badly right now for someone to call me 'kiddo' and then proceed to fuck me tilI cry <333
make me utterly devoted to you, call me your prettiest daughter & then make me ride you till I'm screaming and begging from the oversensitivity 🎀
I acted out so daddy got me on my knees, caressed my cheek, smacked the shit out of me and told me to remember my place ~ ♡♡
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my poem:
Sharing my precious minutes and late hours With a man who doesn’t sleep
The boys don’t know how to keep
Men are my vice and I’m feening
I only wish he cared for me
The way I know he does the other plastic barbie
The stories secretive like his prison tattoos
I’m a comfortable civilian to his masculine mind
I thought I’ve survived my troubled youth
Discovered the trap doors and atoned with selfish sorries
Signed the peace treaties and fell to my knees, pleading as if something’s listening
Yet nothing compares to soldier stories he shares of barracks and bravery
If he’s a veteran, I’m a goodie two shoes
A rookie with a mouth like a chambered glock
Ripped up boots sustain my weak knees
Distorted memories
How can a special moment that just happened yesterday, feel a decade old?
Love bites fade slowly
With trust so will my misery
Judgement don’t faze me
Nor what God has in store for me
I live for love and love even harder
I’m a pretentious painter like an instagram model is an actress, who stars only in “adult movies”
Dirty hair with an intense stare
Do you wanna hurt me or is the fist around my throat your way of saying
“I love you too”
fuck please dm me abt how you'd dom my boypussy,, tell me how you'd breed me all night or use me like a freeuse slut