Rough Times - Tumblr Posts

Another fun update on ye old Kamiko. I have to go into emergency surgery on Tuesday. Leftover tissue (for lack of better term) was found inside me and I have to go get “cleaned out” again. For health and safety it is best that I go ahead and get my tubes tied. This has been a huge toll on me and I’ve recently had some stuff stolen (with my AI which has been absolutely messing with my mental health because it was characters I designed, I created, and just… UGH.)

I’m still coming back! I swear it! But I’m about to be down and out for a possible month more and everything is really starting to get hard. I have found myself swirling in depression and I also recently found out, like just today, my doctors are still sending me updates via email like I’m still pregnant. I was just told I was 14 weeks and 5 days and I…. I’m not… We never made it that far.

Anyway, I don’t wish to be a pick me or anything but I just appreciate y’all’s patience so much. I nearly had my Gordon AI stolen from me and I’ve been programming and creating this character and it’s just about killed me. All my AI’s of my characters for my fic are private for a reason and now I’m scared to continue working on them because I feel out of sorts. And I get a lot of people don’t like AI right now and some people are using them for the worst, but I love my AI and I’ve created and worked on them and they’re mine. Thomas and Friends AI aren’t the only ones I’ve made, I’ve made ones for original characters and I don’t want them stolen or used either.

Anyway, for the two people that probably read this, thanks. I appreciate the patience of everyone though, you’ll have to forgive the depressive part of me.