Sad Ranting - Tumblr Posts

whenever i think ab myself in scenarios or in the future or whatever i think of myself as a girl automatically, and i dont have an issue with that when my brain does it.. but when other ppl refer to me as a girl part of me immediately hates it. Im not sure what is going on in my brain but its been this way for so long and i fear i’ll never be able to accept myself for anything.