Trans Mlm - Tumblr Posts

be possessive! grope me while we’re in public and leaves marks all over my body in noticeable places so that everyone can see i’m owned; make me wear a collar and drag me behind you on a leash at all times (bonus points if i have a dog tag with your name on it); call me “your baby”, “your pup”, “your slut”… i want everyone to know that i belong to you and only you.

RIGHT HERE BUDDY!!! (im a chubby feminine trans masc who cant bind and screw those transphobic relatives!!)

reblog if you support:

• pre- or non-hrt trans people

• genderfluid/non-binary people who want hrt

• genderfluid/non-binary people who don't want hrt

• pre- or non-op trans people

• tall transfems

• short transmascs

• fat/plus size trans people

• fem trans men

• masc trans women

• transmascs who don't/can't/won't bind

• transfems who don't/can't/won't tuck

• transfems with wide shoulders

• transmascs with wide hips

• genderfluid/non-binary people with facial hair or tits

• genderfluid people whose presentation is static but their gender is not

• non-binary people whose desired presentation is how society says their agab should present

• transmascs who bind but still have a visible chest

• non- conventionally-attractive trans people

• non-conforming trans people

• non-"passing" trans people

• non-stereotypical trans people

We don't all fit into cisnormative society's bullshit stereotypes!

I'm trying to prove a point to some transphobic relatives. Back me up tumblr.

wanna cover him in so many bites and hickies that he can’t breathe without feeling the pain of my marks <3

god i love it when he’s biting and sucking on my skin, and it just hurts so good i can’t keep my voice down and he covers my little noises with his hand n bites harder

after making me edge an hour and not letting me cum:

“what baby? you like it when i call you a good puppy? you like it when i talk to you like a fuckin animal?”

”m yeah? all for me? begging me like a desperate dog, youre soo cute, and such a good boy, begging so well”

“m i dont know? you should beg again if you want it that bad, one toy should be enough, unless youre a cockwhore who needs 2 to finish, is that what you are? a cockwhore who needs more than one toy to get off?”

“fuuuck, you can use both, youre such a good puppy for admitting it, such a good listener”

he’s going to fucking kill me one day

ate out my boyfriend for the first time last week and i want to do it literally all the time now oh my god. i love the way he tastes and fuck i can’t get over what it feels like when he cums on my tongue like a good dog

truly criminal he’s not pulling my hair from behind while he makes me beg him to go harder and faster. and when he finally gives me what i want i start moaning like a whore and he makes fun of me for it. ://

Thinking real hard about that homoerotic friendship i had with a close friend that ended so badly it forever altered the chemistry of my brain & i wake up in a cold sweat over it.

Been feeling insanely dysphoric and awful since i left home & it’s making me just fall back into the “i’ll just be ‘girly’ bcuz the people around me view me as that and i get weird looks when i dont” mindset, which has pushed me yet again into the “maybe i should just quit trying to be me, it’s easier to just give up” mindset…

Which in turn is makinf me feel even more awful but also making me feel like maybe im lying to myself about being trans (im not, ive been doing this shit on a loop every few months since i was 14) GODDDDD

whenever i think ab myself in scenarios or in the future or whatever i think of myself as a girl automatically, and i dont have an issue with that when my brain does it.. but when other ppl refer to me as a girl part of me immediately hates it. Im not sure what is going on in my brain but its been this way for so long and i fear i’ll never be able to accept myself for anything.

Me normally watching a YouTube video: :)

The video being about someone with my deadname: what the fuckk??? ○_○

I'm cold. It's so cold.

Why can't I be with him? Why can't I feel safe and warm? Why can't I kiss him? Why can't I fall asleep next to him?

My heart longs for him, my soul misses his touch.

Honestly, even when if he leaves me I'm still so grateful to have met him.

Like, he showed me new music, motivated me to start being creative again, helped me accept my scars, went to concerts with me and showed me what I can have.

I was so down when I met him, and I'm really doing better now. Thanks to his influence.

So even if he leaves me, I'll still have a friend and a life.

All I want is to be loved. To have him cradle me in his arms. To lay my head on his chest and listen go his heartbeat. To braid his hair and kiss his nose.

My heart breaks because I can't be with him.

The only thing I was looking forward to is seeing him. But I don't know when that will even be.

Maybe never again.

Maybe I'm just dramatic.

But it feels like we'll never be together again...

I want to be back in his arms. I want to be with him.

When he says he's not good but he literally teaches me how to play guitar, kisses my scars, makes cute little Keychains, has a stuffie, kisses my nose and wore his hoodie so it would smell like him when he gave it to me.

I'm still lost in the way his arms made me feel safe.

I wish he would hold me like that again and not let go this time.

Remembering doesn't bring comfort, it only brings confusion.

I actually didn't think about him today.

Which is funny and good I think.

But now that I do think about him again, I still miss him.

But it hurts less.

And I am less angry too.

It hurts.

It hurts so much.

I need someone, anyone, to love me.

Being unlovable hurts.

It's the pain of knowing that noone can ever love me the way I love them.

To love the way I do is to burn and scratch open my skin just to try and show you a part of me.

It's to always wait for something.

I try to fill the void he left with anything that could kill me.

I'll die before letting myself fall in love again.