Side Effects - Tumblr Posts
Hope this gets you hard.
squirting milk on the mirror
for the roidmilk enjoyers
side effects: hair growth
More for my fellow side effect fetishists: Body hair growth. My upper body was fairly smooth before I started juicing, just a few stray dark hairs around the nipples and not much going on in the treasure trail department either.
The first change I noticed was stomach hair.
top row: January '22, bottom left: May '22, bottom right: August '23
Next was chest hair. I hope it's not done yet.
top left: March '22, top right: April '23, bottom left: August '22, bottom right: August '23
And the newest addition: Back and shoulder hair. Not enough yet to show well on pictures, but I've tried:
side effects: acne
Entering fucked-up territory.
There's this off-season posing video of Robin Strand.
I got off to it a lot. But not to the posing and flexing of juiced, bloated beef. Instead I replayed this bit over and over:
The acne on his juiced back. A testament to all the hormones inside of him. Showcasing that this is not natural, it is made, it is self-inflicted, chosen, his desire for growth transformed into more and more flesh no matter how much it fucks him up.
It's one of the few side-effects to which I haven't fully given myself over yet despite finding it such a turn-on when I see it on others. Maybe I'll feel comfortable enough to embrace it when I look properly juiced. Below a pic from last year when my roid acne was at its worst, and a current one of the remaining scarring while keeping new outbreaks at bay with medication.
side effects: gyno & lactation
Most see it as something to be avoided or even be ashamed of. But I've always found it hot to see puffy nips on a big muscular man. As I learned more about steroids, the obsession got even greater. Probable evidence of juicing. A telltale sign that a guy wants muscle so bad he's injecting hormones to make his body sexier.
I recently stopped taking countermeasures against it. I want my nipples to be engorged and hyper-sensitive. It's hard to find good comparison pics for this because for a long time I avoided pictures where it showed. But here's some attempts:
top row: May '22 and March '23 bottom row: September '23
And then of course there's the holy grail: lactation. So far I can only squeeze out a bit of clear moisture. But the dream is to have big juicy muscle tits that can be properly milked.
Current state of my body hair before I shave it off a bit. For comparison, this was me before roids:
Some of my favorite magic side effects:
-Nosebleeds. Never gets old.
-Coughing up blood. The good ol’ “cough into your hand and pull it back to see blood” also never gets old.
-Headaches. You keep fighting as your head pounds, desperately telling you to take a break. At first they fade within minutes when you stop using magic, but overtime, they become chronic.
-Fatigue. After a big battle, you stand triumphant, and then just fall asleep on the spot.
-In a similar vein, overuse causing you to straight up faint rather than just fall asleep. Darkness begins to overtake your vision in the middle of battle, unconsciousness abruptly looming over you.
-Any of the side effects happening to another person. Maybe two close characters are connected, and whatever side effects character A would normally endure are transferred to character B. When A uses a blast of magic B screams loudly because holy shit that hurt.
-Magic gradually deteriorating your mind. Using it too much eventually caused hallucinations and an inability to retain memories, or even larger scale memory loss.
Feel free to add more, I’m looking for some to steal
I'm going to start posting some side effects that turn me on. To start off: Face before and after. Some of it is just the weight gain (over 20kg difference) but it's definitely broader over all. Also my beard filled out a bit. (btw that right pic has to be the best angle/ lightning luck I ever had it looks way bigger than I actually am)
Fun fact for the day:
Multiple companies may make the same generic drug. But each make theres in slightly different ways, forms of release or different filler materials. If changing, this may lead to changes (usually minor to imperceptible) in side effects.
The more you know!
New Doctor, New Meds
So, I've been off of all medicine for about 6 months now, and it's obvious that I need help. Last Tuesday I saw a new sleep doctor - I actually feel comfortable with him. He put me on Imipramine, and we're going slowly.
By midnight of the first night I took it, I could tell a difference. My naps in the middle of the day are practically cut in half, and I feel a lot more comfortable driving when the sun's out, too. My cataplexy still makes me weak in the morning, but it helps me not collapse, and I was even able to move the table for D&D Friday! It's been lasting longer and longer, so I have hope that next Friday I won't have to swamp my system with too much caffeine in order to get home, and then stay up all night. Asside from sleep attacks, I've also felt like I have something like energy, and more or less alert during the day. Best part of all: The demons (Those damned hallucinations caused by dreaming while I'm still awake) have been leaving me alone.
As far as side effects - I twitch more, especially when I'm trying to sleep. It's annoying, but I'm starting to get used to it. I also tend to have something of a tremor when the cataplexy would otherwise be knocking me down. My apitite is slightly lestened, but not because of nausea. It feels like I'm just eating healthier - yum yum spinach, ick ick bread products!
Next Tuesday I'm scheduled to increase the dose - here's hoping that this one's sustainable and that it won't stress out my system like the other medicines did!