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the first tab I always open on accident is the bus schedule

truly annoying when you're just trying to Google something but,

your finger always slips and somehow you're now checking the next bus stop and

no matter how long I stay inside I just always have that thought of

what if I just left?

it's not like my family ever really cared to ask where I'm going before

it's not like it's an issue as long as I'm on curfew

and truly, it wouldn't be any problem to just run

yet the question still stands, why is it the only thing I can?

why do I never take both my feet off the floor,

why do I hesitate to take my shoes off

why is my backpack always half empty?

it's an old habit really

but what can I do about it now

that all my muscles know is how to run

that all I ever remember is how to breathe

and how long of a chase I can give

and phone numbers of all my half shady half lovely friends with an unoccupied couch

I would never run away

not fully

for I can never commit to a place even if it's good for me

so I will always run

but I will never get away

• down to earth - zero (me)