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Kinda sad my ex broke up with me before we got to fuck. I KNOW that man would’ve fucked like a demon.
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how do you tell people you are incredibly sad when you’re not sure where all this sadness came from? heavy weight in my chest, like being strangled, softly, slowly. i look inside my mind and it is blank but there is a tangled mess of scribbled lines. shattered glass. be a better student, be sociable. don’t make mistakes. if you think someone else is wrong, that’s the first mistake you made. stop blaming other people. you are always in the wrong. when everyone expects you to be okay but you are stuck in limbo, knowing there is everything to do but no energy to do. what does progress feel like? i take two steps forward but i always seem to find myself back at square one. linear regression is infinite: a vortex and i keep spiralling down and down and down, no end in sight. how to be a person when i barely am? it feels like quicksand, quicksand, i am screaming with no voice, i open my mouth and sand rushes in, trap the words in my throat. and then nothing at all.
completely unedited. stream of consciousness? i don’t know i’m really just feeling absolutely terrible and i can’t pinpoint where all this sadness is coming from.
Goodbye - Neil {TENET}
Pairing: Neil x Reader
Words: 1.5k+
Type: Angst
Summary: Y/N decides to leave after Neil comes back injured from a mission.
Warnings: Mentions of blood and death.
You walk back in the room and stare at Neil’s asleep state. He looks peaceful, just like any other night.
It doesn’t even look like he took two bullets onto his abdomen and isn’t laying in a hospital bed.
He had just come back from surgery a few hours ago, and he should be waking up soon, or at least that’s what the doctors said.
Your chest aches at the sight of all the cables connected to his body and the large bruise on his jaw. You had seen the large bandage that covered his torso when a nurse came to check his stitching, and you just can’t take your mind off of it.
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