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Okay so…this past Saturday, I did the fire trial ONCE again with my friend who had helped me last time…we were going through it to get candles…but I must say, WHOEVER designed this kind of level needs a raise lol…
Below I’m expressing myself and my tension here so if you wanna read, feel free:
As you enter this big black ball of nothingness, everything goes dark…certain areas burn you up…there are these menacing looking ball-like creatures with “glowing” eyes roaming about with unknown trajectories…bend around a certain corner and BOOP, you’re DEAD! (Start over)
But my friend had suggested (told me) that I should always do this trial with somebody and not do it by yourself…and I agree cuz…yeesh! My whole body gets tense when I’m doing this! My pits sweat and my fingers go cold! The atmosphere is so ominous…you can’t see anything, you have to light candles as you go to carve a path…technically make landmarks as you go about the maze…and the music! OML! Adds more of the tension!
The music sounds so nightmare-ish to me it almost sounds like it belongs in a movie…a thriller…or something…interesting! I’ll try to find it on YouTube somehow! But it’s FUN nonetheless! Pro tip from my friend, as you navigate the maze, stick close to the wall, light a few candles here and there to keep the ball creatures away…if you’re with a friend, ask them to conjure the white candle for you to carry, it’s more brighter and you can see more better than your original…plus, I feel “safe” when I do it…heheheh!
Either way I’m super glad I discovered this game! And I think my friend I befriended is one of those so-called “veterans” where they have been playing for some time now…I think she has been playing for minute!
If I had missed anything or worded a fact wrong, just let me know!
Ugh yes he believes himself to be empty when really he doesn’t lack in anything, he’s such an angel and can’t even see it. Here’s an additional description, this time by Cordelia:
Crystals glittered in his blonde hair and his high cheekbones were flushed with cold. He looked like an angel painted by Caravaggio and sugar-dusted with snow.
((I love it when James describes Matthew with music undertones:
“Matthew moved into position to fight him, the staff as light and easily balanced in his hand as if he were a conductor gesturing with his baton. He moved with easy grace, like any Shadowhunter would, but somehow as if he was playing, as if at any moment he might be dancing.”
And
“He could hear their voices […] Matthew’s low and musical tones”.
Matthew is graceful, he moves as if he could be dancing, he holds weapons as if they are batons, his voice is musical and pleasant to hear, so much people gather to hear him talk, to hear him tell stories. He loves art so much and despairs he can’t produce any, but doesn’t realise he’s like art himself.))
💭 chan drabble…
“Does this bother you,” you ask softly as you curl into his chest.
“Does what bother me baby?”
His hands still in your hair as he awaits your answer.
“When I get clingy like this.”
“Never,” Chan tries to assure you, sitting up slightly so that he can cup your cheek.
“Why would you think that?”
You feel your eyes water slightly, not wanting to make eye contact in fear that you will burst into tears.
“Baby,” he calls softly when you don’t respond.
You shrug slightly, gripping the material of his t-shirt between your fingers.
“I just feel like I’m being annoying.”
Chan’s eyebrows furrowed slightly.
“Do you think I’m annoying when I get clingy with you?”
You quickly shake your head.
“Then what’s got you feeling like this my love.”
You sigh as you force yourself to meet his soft and concerned gaze.
“Sometimes I just have this urge to be held and loved on. I just get really clinging sometimes where I don’t want you to leave me. I feel like I can get annoying though, especially if you are busy,” you mumble the last part.
Chan sighs as he leans forward to press a kiss against your forehead.
“You never annoy me my love. I’m sorry if I ever made you feel that way.”
You could hear the sadness in his tone at the thought of ever unintentionally hurting your feelings.
“Chan you’ve never made me feel that way. You’re always so loving and caring even when you are busy it’s just—I guess I’m just in my head again,” you sigh as your eyes fall to the sheets.
“We’ll get out of there silly,” Chan giggles as he leans to press multiple kisses across your face, resulting in your own laughter escaping you.
“There’s that pretty smile.”
You feel a soft blush kiss your cheeks at his affectionate gaze, looking at you as though you put the stars in the sky.
“I love you Y/n and I love when you get like this because I like loving on you and taking care of you. So please don’t think you’re a burden to me, okay?”
You nodded as you cranes your neck to press a lingering kiss against his lips.
“I love you too.”
You really really did.
ok i really wanna draw mha so gimme suggestions / ship ideas
I was just listening 'Yours' by post malone and I couldn't help but think of girldad! Daryl because I can totally imagine him thinking/saying "we'll both love her forever, but I loved her long before" BYE I'M SOBBING AT MY OWN THOUGHTS
thanks to my ex who re-introduced me into the walking dead world. that's all i owe you, u piece of shit <3
i have a final exam tomorrow and i'm scared shitless, i don't know how to deal with my nerveS