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Rain in spring - Kim Junmyeon ( Suho)

I had this waiting in my drafts for the day when this will happen, junmyeon returns, junmyeon is coming back, the day is finally here

Can there be anything more sad and beautiful?

I watch from the warmth of the cafeteria as the little drops of water fall at a slow pace, as they slowly make their way after hitting or falling on the window pane.

I try to keep my mind occupied with it, I don't want to think about her, I don't want to think that I might have lost her. This may be the moment our love ends. Because even if no one accepts it, love has an end.

We will not love forever the same people and we will not suffer forever an unrequited love. Life goes on and people move on with it. No one should stay, there is no reason to stagnate.

I wanted her to move forward, to achieve great things and not to stop for me, but deep in my heart I also wanted her to wait for me and not forget me, to move forward together and happily. But I am aware that not everyone gets what they want and destiny is not always as one expects.

We went through great things, we had problems and created fights, but we managed to stay together.

But there always comes a time when it can't be like that anymore and I had to leave, I was away for a long time, too long away from her. I left her alone fighting against everything.

The hate, the media, the fans.

But I had to do it, it was not something I could decide, as a man I had to serve the nation, I had to honor our country. And I served my country wholeheartedly, even though it had stayed with her.

21 months apart

When I took my first leave, the first thing I did was to look for her, but I couldn't find her, she had left.

Mom told me that as soon as I enlisted they went after her and even though she tried to resist it was too much. It was too much for her to handle on her own.

And she went home, back to her place as they called it.

But for me her place was and is by my side.

I tried to contact her but it was impossible, without giving up I decided to give her time and space.

I sent her one last letter reminding her how much I loved her and telling her that I would wait for her as long as she needed me to. I added the address of the cafeteria along with my discharge date from military service. I had called her here because she was the first person I wanted to see as soon as I got out of the service.

That's why I was here, listening to the sound of the rain, waiting for her arrival.

To say that I was nervous was an understatement, I wished with all my being that she would appear, that she would walk through those doors and fill my life again with her light and beauty.

And there I was, at the end of that cafeteria, with a torrent of emotions invading my being. I would accept whatever happened, I would support whatever decision she made.

I couldn't take my eyes off the door and at the same time I kept them watching the bottom of the cup in my hands.

a small tinkling sound from the bell on the front door broke the warm silence of the place, informing that someone had entered the premises.

With my nerves on edge, I looked at the exact spot where a beautiful goddess was standing.

Her profile was beautiful, a foreign beauty breaking the monotony of an environment totally flooded by Korean girls, she was walking with her beautiful and big eyes around the place looking for someone, someone to take care and treasure her precious heart, and without thinking I stood up, slowly raised a hand to get her attention, in my face a smile was taking place while my eyes were flooded with tears.

She had come, she was here and now I knew it would be like this forever.

—Babe—. I called softly to her. her eyes like two arrows hit straight into mine. at that moment I just wanted to run straight into her arms, but I held back and waited while she walked towards me.

As I watched her everything around us ceased to exist, it was just me and her once again,everything stopped the moment I had her in front of me and everything went back on track as soon as I felt her crash against my chest and wrap her small hands around my waist. everything was coming back to its place.

The world seemed to shine again, after so long I had her in my arms. I let out all the air I was holding in and in that moment it was as if all my fears and worries were gone.

—I missed you so much—. Her words were a whisper that filled my heart, I had missed her so much. I hadn't noticed how much I missed her.

—Fuck, you don't know how much I missed you—. I pulled her even tighter into my arms, her frail body fit mine perfectly, we were what we needed. We were what we needed.

As a vibration went through my whole being I enjoyed her little laugh.

—Silly you're crushing me—. She laughed again and apologetically I loosened my embrace a little without letting go of her completely. I didn't want to let go again.

She sighed and placed herself in perfect alignment with my racing heart.

—Sorry, I'm so sorry—. At first I didn't understand her words, why was she apologizing? I felt her tighten her grip on my waist a little more, just as I didn't want to let go and I understood. I understood that she was apologizing for leaving.

—It's okay, you don't have to apologize, we're here now—. I backed up a step, pulling away a little but she was sticking to me again. I laughed as I denied,— Honey, it's okay. I'm not going anywhere, not again...not without you—. And it was true, I didn't want to be separated from her again. She was what I needed most and what I wanted most in life. I wouldn't let her go anywhere.

Slowly she let go of me and I was able to take her delicate face in my hands, wow she really was beautiful, it's that beauty that you can't explain but it's all you want to observe.

—I loved you, I love you so much—. Without time to react I felt her lips on mine, melting into that longed for kiss I was looking for. One of her small hands moved up the side of my face providing caresses, until she reached the back of my neck where she positioned herself with no intention of moving.

I pulled away from her once again and looked directly into her eyes, they showed me a glow of happiness that I never wanted her to lose, I caressed her cheek and smiled.

Nothing would separate us anymore, we would continue together fighting against the current. Her eyes did not leave me, she watched every move I made, making my nerves increase.

I took several steps back, took a deep breath and asked her to look me in the eyes. She nodded and gave me one of his beautiful smiles. I slowly placed one of my knees at floor level, it was now or never.

—Babe, will you marry me?—. I had with me a small rose gold ring with some hearts hugging a small white sapphire in the center. I had this ring since the day I found out she was gone, and I had treasured it for this moment, because I knew the time would come and I knew we would have our chance to be forever together.

Her eyes filled with tears and she opened her lips slightly in astonishment, she looked me straight in the eyes and knelt in front of me as close as she could while she filled my face with small kisses, she whispered words in Spanish that I couldn't understand but her face was flooded with happiness.

She pulled away from me and nodded as she repeated "yes" a thousand times.

I would make her happy and never again would she lack anything in life because I would take care of giving her everything she wanted and asked for.

—So long apart and in less than 10 minutes you have made me the happiest and luckiest girl, course I will marry you Kim Junmyeon—.

I put the ring on her and in the most tender way only she could do it she came close to my face to seal this new beginning with a kiss.