Suing Andy For Emotional Damages Tbh - Tumblr Posts

I thought y’all would be interested to know that I recently rewatched improbable cause/ the die is cast and was surprised to find myself fucking sobbing and bawling my eyes out by the end of it. As someone with a complex relationship with my parents it really had me fucked up. I always get a little emotional on those two episodes but this was another level. Idk if I was extra exhausted or what. But it hit me like a ton of bricks. When he talks to Mila the softness and uneasiness both of them feel. The way they both want so badly to apologize, for everything. The way they both wish things had been different. Its devastating. And then once he goes to see Tain the pain and longing he feels to hear that Tain is proud of him and accepts him as his son is so palpable. He wants Tain to be proud of him so much so that he’ll do some shit that he never wanted to do even back on Cardassia and much less now after years of starting to heal from his former life and having that callous break down a bit. And then he still tries to save his dad, someone who only ever used him and then discarded him when he became too inconvenient, at great risk to himself. Because this can’t be his last chance, he can’t just let him die or be captured. He would still do anything for him, regardless of how he was treated. He still loves him, regardless of the lies and obfuscation and denial. And in the end he has to leave him, in the end he still can’t be his son. I just… really understand yk.