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“Everything is funny” he really took that shit to heart huh. But then again what else can ya do when your whole life and sense of self is that broken and fucked up. Literally not one thing has ever gone right for this motherfucker.

Garak is at the end of a day a survivor and I love him bc he’s been through so MUCH and he’s still silly :3 still entertains himself bc one must Persevere

Omg it would be sooo annoying if I reread a stitch in time while on a bunch of mushrooms and posted detailed and annotated notes on each chapter hahah, unless.. ;-)

Uhh, does anyone wanna read my victorian repression coded rumination garashir fic uwu

Its a wip so only two chapters so far. This was the first thing ive written in like 12ish yrs so pls critique tf out of it. Rip her to shreds. And if you wanna beta read and help with the rest of it plsplspls lmk, I have a great need

The fact that thats the only time he’d ever actually feel warm like he used to on cardassia after literal years of exile… the metaphor of it all

Does anyone else ever think about Garak cold-blooded-reptile-lizard-man-thing and Bashir warm-blooded-human-who-runs-like-a-fucking-furnace cuddling together at night. Cause I do. A lot.

So I know we all love calling Garak a lizard. And it is funny. But whats even funnier is that he would be so absolutely offended to know this.

I relate to garak so much because I too am a weird overly emotional freak who grew up with two different dads but somehow no Father

I thought y’all would be interested to know that I recently rewatched improbable cause/ the die is cast and was surprised to find myself fucking sobbing and bawling my eyes out by the end of it. As someone with a complex relationship with my parents it really had me fucked up. I always get a little emotional on those two episodes but this was another level. Idk if I was extra exhausted or what. But it hit me like a ton of bricks. When he talks to Mila the softness and uneasiness both of them feel. The way they both want so badly to apologize, for everything. The way they both wish things had been different. Its devastating. And then once he goes to see Tain the pain and longing he feels to hear that Tain is proud of him and accepts him as his son is so palpable. He wants Tain to be proud of him so much so that he’ll do some shit that he never wanted to do even back on Cardassia and much less now after years of starting to heal from his former life and having that callous break down a bit. And then he still tries to save his dad, someone who only ever used him and then discarded him when he became too inconvenient, at great risk to himself. Because this can’t be his last chance, he can’t just let him die or be captured. He would still do anything for him, regardless of how he was treated. He still loves him, regardless of the lies and obfuscation and denial. And in the end he has to leave him, in the end he still can’t be his son. I just… really understand yk.

Garak sobbing and throwing up while in the middle of a panic attack… thats all

Is somebody gonna match my freak (cry over and ruminate on Garaks life and growth and inner most thoughts feelings and intentions)

Has anyone done a garashir edit to plane vs tank vs submarine by tigers jaw. Bc I think of them every time it comes on and it is so painful

Thinking about how in distant voices julian imagined garak pushing him up against a wall like that and grabbing his waist… ok whore

I swear to god I try so hard to write fluff. But it always just devolves to the most gut wrenching and devastating story I can conjure up. Idk how or why I keep doing this. I really do be putting those guys in Situations. Like continually. I really want them to be happy I promise.

Like… this is perfect. Enigma tales energy big time but also the wire. Do yall see the vision? This song just breaks my heart for them every time.

Has anyone done a garashir edit to plane vs tank vs submarine by tigers jaw. Bc I think of them every time it comes on and it is so painful

Do y’all remember in A Stitch In Time when Garaks getting the everliving shit beat outta him and he’s just having the most amazing beautiful psychedelic and spiritual experience lol. Thats me every single day except Barkan is just my life and the wire is my inherent joy and whimsy

Something about garak and bashir growing in convergence so much so they end up diverging. Healer and ex spy respectively turned spy and healer of a nation. In order to find the things in ourselves which have been ignored or snuffed out all we need to do is find someone who exemplifies them, who can see them buried deep inside of us. Only then can we recognize that it is not only okay to invite that part of our personhood back into our lives and psyche. But that it was always a strength. It always served us. We just didnt know how to wield it.

Every sfx makeup artist who ever worked on star trek is a monster fucker, and they are out here Proselytizing

So. Im in the middle of an angsty one. Big problem I’m having is knowing whether to end it where it is or keep going a little further to a more convoluted (but also maybe more fulfilling) ending. Would anyone be willing to take a peek at it and tell me if I should let it rest where it’s at or not? Its almost 8k words. Thanks in advance <333

This is what flashes at the beginning of every Cardassian public broadcast

Do you think ‘Everything I learned about myself from staring into Julian Bashir’s big wet hazel eyes for seven years: the Elim Garak story’ was a working title for a stitch in time at some point? Bc I do.