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don't get the deal | h. taesan (TEASER)
being the shoulder to cry on is no easy task - especially not for han taesan, who has lived almost half of his life painfully smitten over someone he is confident would never, ever think of wanting him as more than just a friend. he wonders if he will ever get out of this so-called "friend zone," or maybe he just doesn't get the deal at all.
pairing. han taesan x fem. reader
genres + warnings. friends to lovers, idiots to lovers, one-sided pining, eventual happy ending, slight angst + profanity, taesan is bad at feelings, reader is even worse
playlist. don't get the deal by beabadoobee; but i like you by boy next door; somethin' stupid by frank sinatra; about a girl by nirvana; disasterology by pierce the veil; if i'm james dean, you're audrey hepburn by sleeping with sirens
expected word count. 7k-10k words | teaser word count. 1.3k words
author's note. hey goisss... ive had this in the drafts for so so long but for some reason i started working on it again and im nearing the end so hopefully this will be out very soon !!! dont quote me on that tho live laugh love user hangup119's work ethic <3 ALSO btw this teaser is like a flashback kinda thing but the real story actually takes place in their college days
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IT WAS HIGH SCHOOL WHEN YOU RUINED TAESAN'S LIFE FOREVER.
To be more specific, it was during your last year of high school when he realized that there was simply no way he was ever going to win you over. Not now, and certainly not ever.
Because here’s the thing: Taesan was not a bad-looking guy, he’s far from it, actually. In fact, he had enough business cards from agency recruiters that could fit a whole shoe box, so his looks clearly were never the problem here. Was it his personality, then? Probably not that, either. He was pretty chill most of the time, and he had never really acted up around anyone unless it truly called for it. He always made sure that he wasn’t making a fool out of himself around you, and there were never really incidents that could have painted him in a bad light in your eyes. He had decent grades, so he wasn’t stupid either, which was one of your major turn-offs. And he was sporty—he participated in the school’s soccer team, and he even had a bunch of fans giggling over him whenever he so much as passed them by while chasing after the ball, so his popularity was pretty decent too.
Was he simply not… your type? But that couldn’t be—you were always making heart eyes at Park Sunghoon who was two grades above, and he was told all the time that he was basically a lookalike of the guy! Not to mention you were always at Jung Sungchan’s games, cheering his name even when the guy was literally being benched. Taesan never got benched. He was the star player of his soccer team. You fawned over Park Wonbin when he performed at the school’s talent show, but Taesan could also sing and play the electric guitar just as well. You squealed over Lee Sohee because he was sooo cute! but Taesan knew how to get real fucking adorable, too! He practically had all of their qualities combined into one, and not once did you ever look back at him.
And that’s when it hit him.
It was prom that night, and he was off at the corner drinking from a cup of water instead of jumping along with the fray and bouncing up and down to some Drake song when his friend, Kim Leehan, approached him.
“I’m not slow-dancing with you, Leehan,” he muttered, taking another sip of his bland water. “Piss off.”
Leehan raised his arms in response, smiling in a way that was just so Leehan-like of him. “Woah, woah, I get it. Someone pissed in your cup, or something? Literally and figuratively,” he laughed, leaning against the wall next to him. “Lighten up for once, ‘san. It’s your first and last prom, you know?”
Taesan only grunted in return.
“Look at you; so emo tonight,” Leehan said, defeated. He followed the other’s gaze towards the dance floor, where everyone is packed together like a can of sardines. “But you’re always so normal around Y/N.”
Taesan paused.
Leehan laughed again. “Hm, maybe not?”
Sometimes, it was both a blessing and a curse to be friends with someone like Kim Leehan.
“Stop talking about things you already know,” Taesan murmured, chucking the water cup into the trash can a few meters away. He placed his hands inside his pockets, looking straight ahead amidst the dizzying lights and the dispersed crowd now that a slow song started playing.
“Why don’t you go ask her for a dance?” Leehan suggested, signaling towards the dance floor.
“She’s literally holding hands with Yang Jungwon right now,” Taesan deadpanned. “Are you kidding me? How’d she get him of all people as her prom date?”
Scoring the smartest and the most popular student in your school has got to be the biggest flex of your high school career. Taesan had almost no complaints except for the fact that Yang Jungwon was your date instead of—him! Any moment now and he’d be losing his mind. Actually, scratch that, he probably already was.
Leehan hummed.
“Do you think,” he began, slowly, darting his line of sight between you who’s giggling at something Yang Jungwon said, before turning back to Taesan, the angstiest kid he’s ever known. “That, maybe, if you had just asked her out to prom with you… then maybe she’d have said yes?”
Finally, the gears inside Taesan’s head started to turn. Leehan smiled at the sight.
Taesan quickly scoffed. “No way,” he denied, crossing his arms. “Why would she go with me when she’s got Yang Jungwon as her date? It’d only happen in my dreams.”
He figured it out anyway. It wasn’t because he wasn’t as handsome as Park Sunghoon, or as sporty as Jung Sungchan, or as musically talented as Park Wonbin (though he’d beg to differ), or as cute as Lee Sohee. Heck, it wasn’t even because he wasn’t as smart or as popular as Yang Jungwon.
Maybe it was never because of those things that made you look at them instead of him.
Maybe you were just never interested in him at all.
And Taesan will have no other choice but to live with that fact forever.
Leehan’s smile dropped, and he peeled himself away from the wall. Just as he was about to leave, he stopped for a second just to say: “You’re so—stubborn.”
Taesan looked at him indignantly. “...What’s that supposed to mean?”
Leehan shrugged, finally walking away. “You tell me, dude.”
And then he was gone, rushing off to join the rest of their friends while Taesan stayed in the back, alone and miserable all because of his newfound epiphany. Though he supposed he was already miserable the moment you entered the venue with Yang Jungwon right beside you.
It was a time of new beginnings for Taesan; a time to finally move on from you.
Though, if only it was that easy.
Two weeks later, when you were working on a final project with him, you unexpectedly dropped the news that you and Jungwon have broken up. Because Jungwon was going to some Ivy League, and you were decidedly… not. You couldn’t handle the thought of being long-distance, so you decided to just cut things off with him since it can’t be helped, you know? And then you proceeded to laugh it off with that huge, idiotic smile of yours before continuing on with the project. Taesan didn’t know what was so funny.
Eventually, he had to share his water with you when you started sobbing hysterically inside of the library, hiccuping and all.
He admittedly felt awful seeing you cry over Yang Jungwon, your high school boyfriend of probably only two months, but most importantly, he felt awful because of the relief that suddenly washed over him.
…And what did that make Taesan?
So, really, maybe it was for the better that you would never look at Taesan the way he wished you would. That no matter how many times he has lent you an ear to talk to or a shoulder to cry on, you never bothered to stop for a moment and think that hey, maybe this guy likes me to some capacity, and maybe I should give him a chance. Because what kind of friend is he to feel relieved at the fact that you had gotten dumped by your boyfriend? That when your heart was broken, he could only rejoice at the fact that he now has a higher chance of getting with you once again even when it is so clear that he never once did?
How could he sit next to you and think such thoughts?
And yet, even when you keep jumping from one person to another, falling for someone, crying over another—Taesan will always be there for you when it all comes crashing down. A friend to cheer you on, to lift you up, to steady you—because that’s all he’ll ever be to you.
Han Taesan was only seventeen years old when you ruined his life.
And for what it is worth, he is still in love with you.
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taesan tittie biter. thought?
YES!!! I AGREE!!!
i think he would love marking you up in general. i can see him being a bit possessive, so seeing you with the leftover evidence of his bites would fill him with joy.
he would incorporate it into foreplay!! making out with him, him laying you down and putting his knee in between your thighs. he deepens the kiss before breaking away to pull your shirt over your head, smirking when he sees your fading bruises. he runs his thumb over one of them before leaning down to press his mouth to the mark. he’d kiss it lightly, opening his mouth to run his tongue over it and looking up to make eye contact with you. just when you get used to his delicate ministrations, he sinks his teeth into your skin. you gasp and throw your head back, grabbing his hair out of surprise. he loves every second of it.
he loves seeing the bruises he leaves behind, and he incorporates it into his aftercare. after you both clean up, you’d lay your head on his chest, and he’d trace his fingers lightly over the newly forming bruises along your breasts and collarbone.
i haven’t read yet but i know this is gonna be me
i don’t smoke (except for when i’m missing you) — taesan
taesan x reader
wc — 2k genre & warnings — angst, situationship, smoking, alcohol consumption, unedited playlist/inspired by — supercut by lorde // i don’t smoke by mitski // focus by niki notes — remember folks! communication is always the key. (that way you can manage your expectations.) if you enjoyed reading, please do reblog and leave feedback! request to be part of the taglist! masterlist
synopsis — a drunken phone call leads you and taesan to unpack what was kept under wraps, and you both don’t know where to stand on your relationship.
there’s a thumping in your ear—maybe it’s from the bass that sounds through the walls or the jumping crowd that shakes the floor. the flashing lights have turned into hazy streaks of red and the smell of sweat seems to stick. despite how uncomfortable the club has gone at this hour, you stay in place, swishing the contents in your cup before downing it.
you let out a quiet exhale, senses numbing and faltering the more you drink. but the thumping remains, and you don’t know where it’s coming from.
“y/n!” your eyes snap towards julie whose eyebrows are scrunched in worry. “are you okay?”
you straighten your back against the wall. “me? yeah.” you lift the cup to her view, giving it a small shake to show it’s empty. “i just finished my drink, so i was letting the alcohol sit.”
julie chuckles before grabbing it from you. “okay, that’s enough drinking. you,” her finger jabs at your chest, “need some water.” despite the groan that leaves you, she latches onto your arm before dragging you away.
as you make your way back to the booth, the music seems to drown from the volume of your friends. taerae’s laugh overlaps the melody and gunwook’s complaints take over the vocal chops. “oh, there you are!” jaehyun calls out the moment he spots you. “i thought you went to the washroom.” you plop down beside him. “maybe even went for a smoke break.”
“hey, i don’t smoke anymore,” you defend yourself.
“anymore, you just said.”
you roll your eyes before mumbling. “i don’t even think i’m a smoker.”
before jaehyun can argue, julie leans over towards you two. “i’m going to get you water.” as she’s met jaehyun’s intoxicated grin, she sighs before standing up straight. “maybe i should be getting you some, too.” once julie takes her leave, you both erupt into drunken giggles.
the rest of your friends continue to enjoy the night; some continue to down more shots while others share the latest gossip. you and jaehyun don’t exchange a word, shoulders pressed to each other as you stare off into nowhere. and while you attempt to enjoy the shared silence, the thumping in your ear remains.
“what’s on your mind?”
“nothing.” you look over at jaehyun. “just alcohol.”
he frowns. “you just… i feel like your mind has been going off somewhere this whole night.”
“literally, i’m just spacing out.” you rip your gaze from him before you sink into the seat. “nothing to get too worried about.”
a beat passes.
“are you sure?”
with jaehyun’s persistence, you get off your seat. “i’m going to find julie.” despite his protests, you make your way through the crowd until you find yourself by the bar. you call on the bartender and ask him for another glass of whatever he gave you then. at his nod, you lean on the table as you wait for him to mix up another concoction that would keep your mind busy.
beside you are seats filled with flirting couples, whispering sweet-nothings and getting handsy in public. it seems that more people behind you are having the time of their lives chatting and grooving on the dance floor. yet, here you stand, hoping that the next glass would allow you to give you the enjoyment you’ve been craving this whole night.
you thank the bartender the moment your order is served. before you can drink, someone shoves against you, causing it to spill. “hey, watch where you’re going!” as soon as you catch sight of the person, your stern expression suddenly shifts into shock—because he looks like him.
“sorry about that!” the stranger is quick to apologize, a regretful smile resting on his lips—and it reminds you of his smile, the same one he would shoot at you at every party, every late night out, every time he managed to upset you. the person throws a quick glare at his friend before saying, “i hope i didn’t spill your drink.”
at your silence, the stranger takes it as his sign to continue partying, but you remain frozen, staring at him. the similarities are uncanny; the same cat-like features with the exact fashion style that he has. and suddenly, it’s a supercut in your mind—of every stolen glance, of every hand held, of every lean in as he tries to listen to your whispers, of every short distance and shared silence spent staring into each other’s eyes.
yet, those moments seemed like nothing to taesan.
once you down your drink, you move past the crowd until you finally exit the club. even outside, the thumping in your ear remains. the moment your hand rests on your chest, you feel the pounding in your chest. you realize that it’s been your heartbeat all along.
you dig through your bag until you manage to fish out an opened pack of cigarettes, and you don’t even think twice about asking a group of strangers smoking to light up your last cigarette.
first drag. you shut your eyes close as you lean against the brick wall.
second drag. your brain has turned cloudy and your heart rate has slowed down.
third drag. you still think of him.
you pull out your phone, greeted by multiple missed calls from jaehyun and julie, but you ignore them as you scroll through your contacts for taesan’s name. as soon as you spot him, your thumb hovers over his phone number.
and the next thing you know it, your phone is pressed against your ear as it rings.
your friends would’ve shouted at you if they knew what you were doing. at first, they seemed to enjoy hearing the first few escapades you would share with him, until they asked you what you two were. they found out you were entangled in a life of mixed-signals, and your distress had only made them beg you to cut him off. you should’ve listened to their advice. after all, they pointed out all his red flags in every problem, every story, you shared.
but you did none of the sorts.
the ringing goes silent. you almost think the call was dropped until you hear him clear his throat from the other line. “hey, how’s my sweetheart?”
you thought it was a common thing taesan did with friends but it came to your surprise that it’s the first time jaehyun has heard him refer to someone with that nickname. you don’t know why he calls you that, and you never complained—until now.
“why do you call me that?”
“sweetheart? because the first time i met you, you were sweet to me. you’ve always been sweet to everyone.”
you shake your head. “no, not that.”
“what?” taesan’s confusion only has your heart rate racing once more. if he couldn’t even understand what you’re referring to, what more did he think about where you two stand?
“why do you call me yours?”
it’s silent for a moment.
wind grazes against your skin as you take another drag. “why do you do that? why do you always reach out for my hand whenever we walk? or always wrap your arm around me?” when he doesn’t say anything, you take that as your sign to continue. “why is it that you always bring me back to your place? why do you tell me to stay for the night? and why do you hold me so close every night?” you exhale. “why do you do all that?”
taesan continues to remain silent. “i just,” you slide down the wall, crouching as you look down, “you say all these things… do all these things, and i get confused. whenever i’m with you, you always seem to get touchy with me, and you don’t care whenever i say that your friends might get the wrong idea.”
it never helped that he boiled your statements into shame—because you could never be embarrassed of him. yet, he could never define what you two were. what didn’t help is that he would always answer jaehyun with, “just friends,” whenever his friend asks about you two.
“and taesan, i was willing to keep up with it until you wanted something more official. but the months kept going, and suddenly i was suffering from every moment you grew distant from me or i saw you getting touchy with someone else.”
you take another drag, and taesan still refuses to say anything.
“everything you do makes me think that there is something going on between us, and maybe i am getting the wrong idea, but i’m begging that you tell me that i’m not just someone you’re just looking to have fun with. i can’t continue with this if we don’t settle on what we are.”
as seconds go by, you almost think that he dropped the call on you. but you know he’s still there. “taesan.”
“yeah?” he finally speaks up.
“i’m only asking you one thing. what are we?”
and when you’re met with silence once more, you realize the answer all by yourself. if you two were something, he would’ve interrupted you as you list down your questions. if you two were something, he would’ve had no problem telling jaehyun what he thought about you. if you two were something, he would’ve been able to answer you in a heartbeat.
“y/n, i enjoy your company. i like having you around and all, and you seem to understand me in a way that my friends don’t.”
despite the seconds of silence that pass, you know there’s another half to the sentence.
“but i’m not looking for anything serious right now. i’m sorry you saw it that way.”
your friends are right. you should’ve known better than to expect something out of this. it was doomed to fail from the start. maybe if you listened to your friends earlier on, you wouldn’t have found yourself in too deep with someone who could never understand the boundaries.
“maybe it’s best that we don’t see each other anymore,” taesan says.
it pained you to hear him say that because at the start of each day, you would seek him out knowing you’d end it with him. it almost hurts imagining what tomorrow would be like knowing you wouldn’t see him anymore.
but for once, he was doing something right.
you nod before saying, “okay. i’m sorry for thinking that.”
the call drops. he didn’t bother to say goodbye.
as you take another drag, you stare off into nowhere are you’re left to replay everything that went down between you two. maybe you should’ve done better to uphold those boundaries, ask him earlier on if he was interested in being in a relationship, and you could’ve avoided wasting your months on someone who couldn’t imagine something with you.
you should’ve been mad that this is the outcome.
“there you are!” you whip your head to see jaehyun with a worried expression. “i’ve been looking for you everywhere! you weren’t picking up your phone. what are you doing outside?”
then, jaehyun sees the cigarette in one hand and your phone in the other, and his frustration dissipates. you rip your eyes from him, avoiding eye contact as you recount what went down within those months with taesan. when your friend crouches beside you, you try to keep your feelings at bay. after all, it’s better to keep everything to yourself.
yet, it takes jaehyun’s hand against your back for the tears to finally come out.
you disappointed your friends as you continued to see taesan without their knowledge. you disappointed yourself by thinking something could come out of your months spent with him.
but most of all, you disappointed taesan by becoming another person who caught feelings.
(and what’s worse to say is that you hold out hope that he’d come running back to you. you’d forgive, and forgive, and forgive. you’d accept him back with open arms no matter what.)
(so for now, you’re left looking for anything that could fill the void that he’s left until he comes back.)
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Pairing: rocker!taesan x artist!reader (college students)
Synopsis: y/n was never fond of parties until her friends convinced her to go to one of their college’s parties. Paranoia, Taesan’s band was going to perform. Just a look was enough to start a spark in both of them. Everything falls into place until y/n’s past comes back to haunt her, which causes emotional turmoil on everyone.
Warnings: angst, romance, cussing, kys/kms jokes, death jokes, kinda loser taesan, suggestive themes (I’ll add more as I go)
A/N: if there are any gramatical or spelling errors please let me know. english isn’t my first language so I would like to improve in any way I can! lower case intended. I will try my best to upload 1-3 parts a day, because as a reader I know how it feels to only get 1 part a day, especially with smau’s. Also, I am very unfunny, so excuse my attempt at being humorous. I hope you enjoy!
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Pairing: rocker!taesan x artist!reader (college students)
Synopsis: y/n was never fond of parties until her friends convinced her to go to one of their college’s parties. Paranoia, Taesan’s band was going to perform. Just a look was enough to start a spark in both of them. Everything falls into place until y/n’s past comes back to haunt her, which causes emotional turmoil on everyone.
Warnings: angst, romance, cussing, kys/kms jokes, kinda loser taesan, suggestive themes (I’ll add more as I go)
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Pairing: rocker!taesan x artist!reader (college students)
Synopsis: y/n was never fond of parties until her friends convinced her to go to one of their college’s parties. Paranoia, Taesan’s band was going to perform. Just a look was enough to start a spark in both of them. Everything falls into place until y/n’s past comes back to haunt her, which causes emotional turmoil on everyone.
Warnings: angst, romance, cussing, kys/kms jokes, kinda loser taesan, suggestive themes (I’ll add more as I go)
Taglist: [OPEN] comment to be added to the list
A/N: if there are any gramatical or spelling errors please let me know. english isn’t my first language so I would like to improve in any way I can! lower case intended. I will try my best to upload 1-3 parts a day, because as a reader I know how it feels to only get 1 part a day, especially with smau’s. I hope you enjoy!
Profiles: dress to impress squad | cool rock dudes
Part 1: ALPHA SIGMA
Part 2: Siamese fighting fish
Part 3: Who are you?😨
Part 4: Rizz King
Part 5: no wait, pookie. I’m sorry🥺
Part 6: chat, am i cooked?
Part 7: who died?
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Part 1 - ALPHA SIGMA
Pairing: rocker!taesan x artist!reader (college students)
Synopsis: y/n was never fond of parties until her friends convinced her to go to one of their college parties. Paranoia, Taesan’s band was going to perform. Just a look was enough to start a spark in both of them. Everything falls into place until y/n’s past comes back to haunt her, which causes emotional turmoil on everyone.
Warnings: angst, romance, cussing, kys/kms jokes, kinda loser taesan, suggestive themes (I’ll add more as I go)
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Part 2: Siamese Fighting Fish (written)
Pairing: rocker!taesan x artist!reader (college students) Synopsis: y/n was never fond of parties until her friends convinced her to go to one of their college parties. Paranoia, Taesan’s band was going to perform. Just a look was enough to start a spark in both of them. Everything falls into place until y/n’s past comes back to haunt her, which causes emotional turmoil on everyone.
Warnings: angst, romance, cussing, kys/kms jokes, kinda loser taesan, suggestive themes (I’ll add more as I go)
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A/N: this is my first time actually writing a fic. I promise I tried my best
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You walked into the frat house with your friends. All your senses were immediately drowned out by the sound of loud music and the smell of alcohol and sweat. This was exactly why you didn’t go to parties. The loud music that damages your eardrums. The smell of body odor and vomit. Walking around a corner and seeing people make out. It just wasn’t for you.
Ningning grabbed your hand and led you to the kitchen, which was surprisingly less packed. “Why did you have to force me here?”, you said with a scowl on your face. “Because you need some fun in your life”, Sunoo gave you a wink and handed you your drink. You took a sip “Okay sure, but why a frat party out of everything.” You leaned your back against the counter, taking in the sight of the house. “Maybe because we’re in college?” Sunghoon chimed in. “Honestly, I just want to get shitfaced and kiss hot people” Yunjin said while looking around. “Oh no, she’s looking for her first prey of the night” you joked. Sunghoon let out a giggle, “You mean girls. You have this thing against men if I remember correctly.” Yunjin looked annoyed and playfully smacked Sunghoon on the shoulder, “Atleast I get bitches”. You decided to not get involved and started scanning your surroundings, letting their bickering fade in the background of the music.
You caught something out the corner of your eye. Someone was staring at you. When you looked over at him, he didn’t look away. It was as if everything stopped. His heart was pounding out of his chest as the heat rushed to his cheeks. Why was he feeling this way? Is it love at first sight?
He was so handsome. It was hard for you to peel your eyes away. You looked away first, not wanting to look like a creep. He turned and walked way, disappearing into the crowd.
“That was weird” you mumbled to yourself. “Look who decided to join the party life.” Jungwon said as he walked towards you, Heeseung right next to him. You looked over at him “Wonnie!” You ran over to him and hugged him. He helped you get around when you joined. With both of you being the same year, you both connected really well. He was like a brother to you. You kind of drifted apart when he decided to join the fraternity, but it didn’t make you feel different about him. “Absolutely not. This is the first and last time.” You said as they joined your circle. “Come on, we’re not that bad.” Heeseung said with a smirk on his lips. “Jungwon, sure. The rest of you though, make me cringe.” Heeseung rolled his eyes at you, making his smirk disappear almost instantly.
There was a loud bang before Jake screamed from the balcony. “Paranoia is about to perform!!” No one could hear him over the loud music so you and your friends took the opportunity and rushed outside to where there was a small stage. Thankfully you were able to get front row. “I’ve never seen these guys before, but apparently all of them are super hot” Ningning said, almost jumping with excitement. There was a brief silence before the sound of an electric guitar pierced through the air. Five boys then walked out and Ningning was right, they are all very attractive.
The lead singer walked up to the mic in the front and the rest went to their designated spots. You looked up to see the familiar face right in front of you. He’s the one who was staring at you earlier. Your face started to heat up as he was staring directly at you. He broke the eye contact and looked around. “Hi guys, we’re Paranoia and we’re a college rock band. Please enjoy the show!” He said with a smile. The most beautiful smile you have ever seen.
They started playing their instruments and singing their song. Apparently it’s an original written by the lead singer
“Without you, late nights don't mean a thing, yeah
Sunsets don't mean a thing, yeah
Shining stars don't mean a thing too
Whoa-whoa, oh-oh, ooh-whoa
With you, late nights, it's full of starlight
Sunsets, it's full of dreams, yeah
So, let's go, see the stars right now”
Through the song, he made brief eye contact with you. You eventually turned to Sunghoon asking if you had something on your face, to which he said “Ugly” That earned him a smack to the back of his head.
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Part 3: Who are you?😨
Pairing: rocker!taesan x artist!reader (college students)
Synopsis: y/n was never fond of parties until her friends convinced her to go to one of their college parties. Paranoia, Taesan’s band was going to perform. Just a look was enough to start a spark in both of them. Everything falls into place until y/n’s past comes back to haunt her, which causes emotional turmoil on everyone.
Warnings: angst, romance, cussing, kys/kms jokes, kinda loser taesan, suggestive themes (I’ll add more as I go)
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Part 4: Rizz King
Pairing: rocker!taesan x artist!reader (college students)
Synopsis: y/n was never fond of parties until her friends convinced her to go to one of their college parties. Paranoia, Taesan’s band was going to perform. Just a look was enough to start a spark in both of them. Everything falls into place until y/n’s past comes back to haunt her, which causes emotional turmoil on everyone. Warnings: angst, romance, cussing, kys/kms jokes, kinda loser taesan, suggestive themes (I’ll add more as I go)
A/N: sorry for the dry and boring part. It’s been a stressful day and my brain isn’t working right. I have huge plans for this fic!
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Part 5: no wait, pookie. I’m sorry🥺
Pairing: rocker!taesan x artist!reader (college students)
Synopsis: y/n was never fond of parties until her friends convinced her to go to one of their college parties. Paranoia, Taesan’s band was going to perform. Just a look was enough to start a spark in both of them. Everything falls into place until y/n’s past comes back to haunt her, which causes emotional turmoil on everyone. Warnings: angst, romance, cussing, kys/kms jokes, kinda loser taesan, suggestive themes (I’ll add more as I go)
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A/N: sorry for not updating for 4 days. It’s been a rough weekend, so I hope you enjoy!
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Part 6: Chat, am I cooked? (written+smau)
Pairing: rocker!taesan x artist!reader (college students)
Synopsis: y/n was never fond of parties until her friends convinced her to go to one of their college parties. Paranoia, Taesan’s band was going to perform. Just a look was enough to start a spark in both of them. Everything falls into place until y/n’s past comes back to haunt her, which causes emotional turmoil on everyone.
Warnings: angst, romance, cussing, kys/kms jokes, kinda loser taesan, suggestive themes (I’ll add more as I go)
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A/N: this is definitely a more exciting chapter. Y/n and Taesan finally meet. Enjoy!!
As you walked out of the lecture hall, you saw Sunoo waiting for you. He was pacing up and down, nervous about the whole situation. He wasn’t sure what your reaction would be. Were you going to be mad at him for inserting himself or simply thank him for being the reason you met the love of your life? He couldn’t get the thought out of his head.
“Are you okay, Sunoo?” You asked as you walked up to him. He spun his head around as soon as he heard your voice, “Yeah, I’m perfectly fine.” You shrug, and you both started walking towards the exit. There was a brief silence before he spoke up, “How was the lecture?” He asked, trying not to draw too much attention to his suspicious behavior. “It was fine, I guess. I couldn’t stop thinking about that guy.” Sunoo gave you a quick glance as he started playing with the hem of his shirt, out of nervousness. “If you were to meet him today, hypothetically, what would your reaction be?”
You let the question sit in your mind for a second. The thought of meeting him made you a little excited, but at the same time, you knew that you weren’t ready for anything yet. Between your studies and your previous relationship, being in a serious relationship felt like a burden. Not just to your studies but also to your mental health. Focusing on college and someone you love, was not the best move. A relationship takes compromise, and the thought of compromising your grades for another person just felt wrong.
He looked at you, anxiously waiting for your answer. “I don’t know. I mean, I would like to meet him and get to know him, but we both know that more than that is just not possible right now.” You said as you walked out of the building, Sunoo by your side. Your answer made him feel a sense of relief. That meant you wouldn’t kill him, right? His heart felt a little heavy thinking of everything you went through. He picked a flower and gave it to you, trying to brighten the mood. You let out a giggle at his sweet action.
The walk to the café didn’t take too long since it was just around the corner from your school. When you got there, you saw a familiar face. It was one of the guys in Taesan’s band. Was Sunoo behind this? Was he planning something? Sunoo waved at him as you walked over, but the guy seemed uninterested, as if he was annoyed by Sunoo’s presence. “Leehan, you’re already here?”, Sunoo asked, more as a statement than a question. Leehan put on a smile, “Hey, Sunoo. Took you long enough.” Sunoo forced a smile, trying to hold back on jumping the guy. “I’m sorry,” he said sarcastically. “I was waiting for my friend” he continued and pointed to you. He was not in the mood and way too nervous to put up with Leehan’s shit. “You must be y/n,” Leehan said as he held out his hand for you to shake it, “Nice to meet you.” You took his hand and gave it a gentle shake, “Nice to meet you too, Leehan.”
“Y/n, can you please go inside? I have to talk to Leehan about something.” Sunoo said with a big grin on his face. “I already got us a table. It’s in the back left corner,” Leehan said and they both started giggling. You shook off their suspicious demeanor and walked into the café. You walked over to the table blindly, not noticing the person already sitting there. You sat down across from him and immeditely went on your phone.
Taesan noticed you when you sat down. He couldn’t help but stare, again. The way your hair flowed over your shoulders, the white bow at the back of your head that was failing to keep all your hair up as some strands had fallen out at the front, the way your eyes glistened as you concentrated on your phone, your almost perfect posture that he wish he had, the color of your nails. He had the chance to completely take you in.
It was only when Taesan cleared his throat that you realized someone was there. You locked your phone and slowly looked up. You felt your cheeks get red from embarassment. The way he looked at you was like something from a fairytale. He had an awkward smile on his face, but you found something cute about it. He was perfect. His jett black hair that framed his handsome face, his broad shoulders that was covered with nothing but a black Nirvana t-shirt and the chain that hung around his neck. How is he real?
Sunoo, you little shit. I KNEW you were up to something, and when I’m done here, you will feel my wrath.
“Hi, I’m Taesan,” he said and gave you a little bow. “I’m y/n, nice to meet you” you said with a soft smile. You didn’t need to introduce yourself because Taesan already knew exactly who you were. The night he found your twitter account, he went through your whole feed. From the first time you posted, up until the present day. Everytime you posted, he would be the first to view it, and the second, and the last.
There was a slightly awkward silence before Taesan spoke up, “You’re an art student, right?” You narrowed your eyes at him. How could he possibly know that? “Yes?” You wanted to say more, but you were nervous. He was too. He started playing with his thumbs, trying to seem less awkward, “What made you decide to become an art major?” He tried to be subtle, but he found you genuinely interesting. Normally girls would throw themselves at him, but your calm demeanor made him even more attracted to you. Not to mention your pure beauty. He saw your eyes light up when he asked the question. He could feel the excitement emminating from you when you were asked about something you loved.
When Y/n talked to guys, the first thing on their mind was sex. You thought Taesan would be like that too, but him asking that question made you realize that that was not the case. He seemed intrigued by you. You sat up even straighter than you were, “Oh, well I liked to draw ever since I was little. My dad was a painter, so he used to teach me everything that he knew. When he passed, it made me even more passionate and I wanted to follow in his footsteps. I now realize that it’s not as easy as he made it seem.” Taesan felt his heart sink at the mention of your dad’s passing, “I’m so sorry. I hope he’s resting well.”
The rest of the lunch went well. You and Taesan got to know more about eachother. Turns out that the only reason they started the band was as a joke, but when they released the song, it was a total hit. The song was even playing on a few local radio stations. They decided to ride the wave and just stay a band, and their success only grew with each day.
Taesan had to go because of a family emergency so you exchanged numbers and bid your goodbyes. As soon as Taesan turned the corner, you grabbed both Sunoo and Leehan by their ears. They winced in pain as you dragged them further away from the café. You let go and they both almost fall back. Leehan rubbed his ear as it was throbbing with pain, “YOU SAID SHE WON’T MURDER US!!” Leehan said as he pointed at Sunoo and pouted. “What the hell were you two thinking?! Do you know how embarassing that was?!” You directed more at Sunoo. You rubbed your head with frustration. “Leehan made me do it. It was all his plan.” Leehan let out a gasp, shocked by Sunoo’s audacity. “Nuh uh. I have receipts, bitch” Leehan held up his phone as shaked it, almost mocking Sunoo. You let out a sigh and just walked away defeated. You didn’t have time for their bickering.
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Part 7: Who died?
Pairing: rocker!taesan x artist!reader (college students)
Synopsis: y/n was never fond of parties until her friends convinced her to go to one of their college parties. Paranoia, Taesan’s band was going to perform. Just a look was enough to start a spark in both of them. Everything falls into place until y/n’s past comes back to haunt her, which causes emotional turmoil on everyone. Warnings: angst, romance, cussing, kys/kms jokes, kinda loser taesan, suggestive themes, mentions of death, the word whore (I’ll add more as I go)
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HAN TAESAN | happy wife, happy life
pairings — idol!han dongmin x idol!reader
warnings — hanging joke, saying marriage but not actually married yet(?)
genre — FLUFF & romance hehe (wc. 789)
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DING! DING! DING!
The buzzing notification sounds echoed loudly in a busy cafe, making some customers look at the victim responsible for these noises.
Said victim hurries to turn their notification sounds off, before checking his messages—only to see 6 missed calls and 14 messages from ‘manager 😫🔥’.
manager 😫🔥: WHERE ARE YOU???
manager 😫🔥: WE’RE THREE HOURS LATE ALREADY!!!!
you: im On the Way!
you: gimme a bit
manager 😫🔥: dont lie. I literally see your location and it isn’t moving AT ALL.
you: okay im actually almost done.
you: seriously, the line’s almost over
you: [picture attached]
manager 😫🔥: fine. Come back faster! We need to hurry up to isac bc u guys already missed the track comp.
you: 👍👍
“Order 1140, Mr. Woonhak!” Called a server.
Nobody reacted to that call for a few seconds, before the 180-ish-cm man jolted, remembering that he was supposedly Woonhak.
(Ever put a name in your order and forgot about it? Yeah, it happens to me all the time.)
“Here!” He replied, coming to the counter in a hurry.
“Matcha cake with pink frosting and custom lettering?” They asked to be sure.
“Yes, thank you so much!” Replied “Mr. Woonhak” as he takes the takeaway-boxed cake and hurried out the door.
He practically jumped in the car (gracefully though) with how fast he was going.
“Yah!” shouted Woonhak, “why’d you take so long!?”
“Don’t you see the line?” Replied Taesan, his eye rolling as he holds the cake with care.
“Yeah but why do we have to go get this cake? Just get it at any other bakery so we wouldn’t be late to ISAC—we already missed the track race!”
Someone (Leehan) suddenly sat up from the backseat, glasses crooked on his head as if he just woke up (he did), “That’s because it’s y/n’s favorite cake.”
“Yeah Woonhak,” butted another menace (jaehyun), “It’s their 2nd anniversary— but of course youuuu wouldn’t understand since you’ve never had a woman’s touch before other than your mom and sister.”
“YAH!” screamed Woonhak.
Thus, another bonekdo quarrel emerge.
(Woonhak lost once again. Give me a dab in the comments; one dab = one hp for our maknae’s patience)
EXCLUSIVE: BOYNEXTDOOR’S TAESAN MISTAKES ISAC FOR WE GOT MARRIED?
In the ISAC 2024, k-pop boy band BOYNEXTDOOR (under KOZ) arrives 5 hours late to the venue, earning some attention from netizens. Onedoors (Boynextdoor’s fans) called them hilarious, especially with that spectacular entrance, consisting of the members wearing sunglasses and strutting in the building as if they won the games (they will then lose really badly in archery) in a proud manner.
Despite the many games and groups competing in the games, what went most viral was surprisingly not sports-related, and we’re here to tell you the scoop!
Boynextdoor’s Taesan is widely known for dating [reader] of [group name] since the very beginning of their debuts. They also went trending many times for that—like a fresh breeze in the very tense atmosphere of idol-relationships. This time, it seems that Taesan decided to take it up a notch with his display of public affection and prove to everyone that romance is very much not dead!
Running in the building—and then sliding on his knees to stop in front of [reader]’s view—before procuring a bouquet of pink lilies for her all the while his very supportive members threw confetti at them!? Gosh, me when! After that, he also gave [reader] an exclusive cake from [reader’s favorite cake shop] to celebrate what seemed to be their 2nd year Anniversary.
Other idols in the building such as ZEROBASEONE and THE BOYZ’s Younghoon gave their support by cheering on the couple—as well as many others. Later on, it was even said by Zerobaseone’s Gunwook jokingly in his group’s vlog that he was jealous of their relationship, haha!
When asked about it later on in a live, Taesan responded that it was simply because it was their anniversary, and he wanted to make it special for them. In addition, he said a catchphrase that went viral— saying “Happy wife, happy life”, despite them not being married yet. [reader’s group] have not yet responded to this statement.
Many netizens are reacting to this viral video, saying that it’s so fresh and sweet of them two—some even joking and saying that “I’m the guy h*nging in the lights behind them” (source) in Tiktok and Instagram. All in all, netizens seem to think that it’s extremely sweet and wishes them both to remain happy and strong in the relationship!
What do you think about it?
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SYNOPSIS: You hate Taesan. You hate his stupid hair, his stupid laugh, his stupid band, and his stupid attitude. Of course you didn't always think this way, when he first approached you to help him advertise his band you were more than happy to help out considering the fact that you harboured a massive crush on him, and you thought feelings were reciprocated on his end too. But following a misunderstanding you now find yourself having to spend 2 months together working on promoting his new band all whilst fighting the urge to strangle him. But as summer goes on you realise, maybe you do have a soft spot for taesan.
PAIRINGS: band leader!taesan x photographer!female reader GENRE: smau + written e2l miscommunication trope WARNINGS: eji from ichillin as YN face claim, cursing, kys/kms jokes, future warnings will be added on in each chapter!
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CHAPTERS | titles are subject to change #01 ── in this band shit for life #02 ── #needthat #03 ── don’t fumble challenge go! #04 ── oopsie 🌼 #05 ── ijbol moment #06 ── dniym??? #07 ── freak my stupid baka life . . . tba
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word from wam 🗯️ errr first smau lolsies, ik i have barely any followers here but this is for mainly for me bc i have had this idea rotting in my mind for decades ijbol. also the header is ugly but its my first time using photoshop pls let a girl live....
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profiles : DA BIG SIX
han taesan - leader of bnd (let’s js pretend for sake of au guys okay), emo, on a mission to promote his band before school starts, lead vocalist and main guitarist
chat everyone ignore how taesans priv has followers and is following people, it’s supposed to be zero ☹️🙂↕️
jaehyun - a year above taesan, lead guitarist, too much energy for his own good
leehan - taesans friend since middle school, drummer, avid fish enthusiast
woonhak - taesans junior, somehow got roped into all of this despite being a year younger, bassist
sungho - same grade as jaehyun, too tired for majority of taesans shenanigans, pianist
riwoo - a year older than taesan, got dragged into the whole band thing, sub vocal + bassist
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word from wam 🗯️ i hate making profiles
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song yn - head of the photography club in school, too awkward to save her own life, down bad very easily
ALSO IGNORE HOW SHES FOLLOWING PEOPLE AND HAS FOLLOWERS ON HER PRIV PLS 😭😭😭😭
chaewon - yns childhood friend, student council prez, #1 baddie
eunchae - yns junior, same grade as woonhak, biggest bully on the block
yunjin - yns bsf, musical baddie, friends with myung jaehyun
sakura - oldest of the group, litch yns mother, victim
kazuha - yns friend, top ballerina in school, has a personal vendetta against sakura
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