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A rant..

I'm just here to vent. I didn't start a freaking blog to vent but to post doing what I really like, writing. To make someone happy, you know a fluffy short humorous poem or story to make your day better. But I'm sorry for being selfish, I can't make your day better if my days are already so monotonous. But is it only that? I mean, my problems may not be that big, not as big as your problems but they're affecting me very much. I want to be happy and there are times when I'm insanely happy and I also know I can't be happy all the time, because nobody can be happy all the time. But I don't wanna be happy one second and the next second feel left out so much it kills me. I'm not writing with proper punctuation I know but I don't care anymore about freaking grammar or punctuation. I don't want to feel like I put way too much effort into things I do for people to not get even a quarter of it back. And I know all this has been said way too much at this point and it's so redundant I can write it with my eyes closed and you can probably read it with yours closed too but I'm saying it one more time. I don't want to be thrown away like garbage. I can cite like, 5 examples of the times where I have been like really 'over the top' happy and now that I think about it why? What went wrong? I'm not even sure if you'd be interested in reading this over all your issues but I'm so freaking glad to be writing it because it makes me a tad bit happier right now and that's all I need.

Love, Sky.