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Sometimes I really do feel as if I'm more cyborg/robot than human. Maybe it's because it's as living beings have to do the same repetitive thing day in and day out. "Get up get dressed, take the kids to school/daycare, get to work on time, do the same repetitive thing at work to keep the company afloat, eat lunch, keep working till you clock out, go get the kid, go home, eat dinner, bathe, sleep, and do it all over again the next day" we do the same thing over and over to the point where the days are flying past and blending together. We end up forgetting what day it is at times. It feels so mundane, so boring at times that I start to feel like a programmed cyborg. Now that I know for sure my love life is non-existent i feel even more of a robot not doing anything adventurous with a partner in my life. Instead I just do the same song and dance for 365 days. Sure I will do little fun things here and there with my son, sure we hit up the theme parks and exhibit and museum when we find any. But I just simply feel I will have lived a sad miserable life, ALWAYS being the one who puts others first before myself, and it's never been reciprocated back, I've never been loved back. So it's safe to say I've been a week oiled robot all my life. 😞😔😔😔😔😔💔💔💔💔💔

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Dearest Disappointment

The fear of being forgotten,

Being forgotten,

Is that the worst?

Constantly seeking his approval,

Doesn’t disappointment hurt?

The far too frequent shortage,

Of his spoken words.

I’ve cried,

Pleaded,

And screamed. 

Why haven’t I been heard?

Maybe,

Just maybe,

I’m not of his “daughters” worth,

Perhaps,

It’s a living nightmare.

Or an unforgiving curse.

Being abandoned,

By one’s father,

Whom,

Guides their child about our Earth.

Was left to be alone.

Since,

All she was, 

Was lonely.

Loneliness was left to be only hers. 

- (d.n.k) 

Can somebody be my friend, I'm all types of lonely right now lmaooooooo

I've been single for 7 years now.

I haven't had cuddles in 7 years.

I haven't had sex in 7 years.

Someone said I had a soothing voice an its all I think about now. I just want her to be here. I'm so lonely, I'm touch starved.

A rant..

I'm just here to vent. I didn't start a freaking blog to vent but to post doing what I really like, writing. To make someone happy, you know a fluffy short humorous poem or story to make your day better. But I'm sorry for being selfish, I can't make your day better if my days are already so monotonous. But is it only that? I mean, my problems may not be that big, not as big as your problems but they're affecting me very much. I want to be happy and there are times when I'm insanely happy and I also know I can't be happy all the time, because nobody can be happy all the time. But I don't wanna be happy one second and the next second feel left out so much it kills me. I'm not writing with proper punctuation I know but I don't care anymore about freaking grammar or punctuation. I don't want to feel like I put way too much effort into things I do for people to not get even a quarter of it back. And I know all this has been said way too much at this point and it's so redundant I can write it with my eyes closed and you can probably read it with yours closed too but I'm saying it one more time. I don't want to be thrown away like garbage. I can cite like, 5 examples of the times where I have been like really 'over the top' happy and now that I think about it why? What went wrong? I'm not even sure if you'd be interested in reading this over all your issues but I'm so freaking glad to be writing it because it makes me a tad bit happier right now and that's all I need.

Love, Sky.

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I'm so fucking miserable and alone. Crying, sad and eating, I don't even have it in me to masturbate to escape from it for a while :(

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